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I have grown weary...

 
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not sure how much more i will take
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I feel the same way about my noise maker neighbors and the miserable apartment that I live in and I can not find another one anywhere else unless I move out of state. I call my landlord very often, call police, no one does anything to help me.

One side- 3 medical students, another side a couple that are suppose to be professionals, professional door slammers, under me a couple of idiots watching TV and playing video games, turning water off and on, hideous laughing. It is like all these neighbors are constantly moving stuff, banging my walls and shaking my floor and this goes on with one apartment or another all hours, day and night.
So me too, I don't know how much more I can take...
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Thanks for your posts....most of the time the beauty of life is too much for me, it is just too beautiful.

My perception of reality...I live in my own world, because our planet, our beautiful world, is infested with things that kill the beauty, and kill me, if I am apart of it....therefore I have to create my own separate realities.

They way things are: There is so much beauty, but at the same time there is not.

I really can't do it anymore.

I don't understand how anyone is.
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Hey you just said there is much beauty in the world. Focus on that. You'll be OK.

:Miraclearth:
 Quoting: Sloane


Thank you for uplifting...

This is the problem though, there is so much beauty...I don't want to live....does this make sense to anyone else?
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All I have to say is life is simply amazing.
Everyday is different and in it a new experience to be had.

Eg. Looking down the street between the rows of half barren trees and homes was a bright faceted array of colors jetting from the ground stretching high into the darkened sky. A huge bright rainbow startled me with its beauty.


I also know life can feel like a drag. Trick is to change your perception of reality occasionally.
If you want to stay natural 5-htp before bed will make you dream or make your dreams more vivid; seeming like you have an actual experience in them.
Ayahuasca a hallucinogenic concoction will place warm waves of energy over your body making you feel like you are one with everything; will make you look at life completely different afterwards as well. (not negative)
Kratom does wonders; relaxes you, makes you more talkative and makes you feel a lot happier.
LSD,Mushrooms,K and other hallucinogens/dissociates can also put changing dints on your perception after the experience but to each their own...
By all means dont drink alcohol it will only make things worse.
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Thanks for your posts....most of the time the beauty of life is too much for me, it is just too beautiful.

My perception of reality...I live in my own world, because our planet, our beautiful world, is infested with things that kill the beauty, and kill me, if I am apart of it....therefore I have to create my own separate realities.

They way things are: There is so much beauty, but at the same time there is not.

I really can't do it anymore.

I don't understand how anyone is.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


Hey you just said there is much beauty in the world. Focus on that. You'll be OK.

Miraclearth
 Quoting: Sloane


Thank you for uplifting...

This is the problem though, there is so much beauty...I don't want to live....does this make sense to anyone else?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


always know where your towel is
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Thanks for your posts....most of the time the beauty of life is too much for me, it is just too beautiful.

My perception of reality...I live in my own world, because our planet, our beautiful world, is infested with things that kill the beauty, and kill me, if I am apart of it....therefore I have to create my own separate realities.

They way things are: There is so much beauty, but at the same time there is not.

I really can't do it anymore.

I don't understand how anyone is.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


Hey you just said there is much beauty in the world. Focus on that. You'll be OK.

:Miraclearth:
 Quoting: Sloane


Thank you for uplifting...

This is the problem though, there is so much beauty...I don't want to live....does this make sense to anyone else?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


always know where your towel is
 Quoting: Perseus7


What's my towel?

Like towlie I hope you mean...

141

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Yes it makes sense to me
That pain that comes from seeing all that beauty
Feeling it deep
In all your being
The pain to be alone with that
No one seem to care
Minding their own business
Where to go
Where to share
The wish to leave, pushing
A feeling of not belonging
Not making sense
But believe me
There are those who need to feel your beauty, shared
There are a reason of why you're here
Just hold on
And walk step by step
Understanding grows with acceptance
Truth and Love...
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I KNOW RIGHT???? It's like we are living 'Groundhog Day' in reality! It SUCKS!!!!
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Yes DaddysGirl, very much so!!
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Thanks for your posts....most of the time the beauty of life is too much for me, it is just too beautiful.

My perception of reality...I live in my own world, because our planet, our beautiful world, is infested with things that kill the beauty, and kill me, if I am apart of it....therefore I have to create my own separate realities.

They way things are: There is so much beauty, but at the same time there is not.

I really can't do it anymore.

I don't understand how anyone is.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


The beauty you see, please share it so that other may be inspired
We need to appreciate and share those subtleties which matters so deeply
The beauty you see and share is an inspiration for your fellow
It's tough at times here
Yet when we focus on that what makes it all worth it
We grow, together
Your heart is open and it's a true gift, and to see that beauty you sometimes need to cut through some pain sadness or whatever
But it's ok
Just share that too, is what we're here for
 Quoting: 141


Thank you...your words are so beautiful. Thank you for speaking from your heart....
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Pep up OP...the shit's just getting started! Take up a hobby. Preferably one that can sustain you when the rest of the sheeple lose their minds.
 Quoting: Chip


This!!!
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I bet if someone attempted to kill you ... then you would do everything you could to continue living.
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Yes it makes sense to me
That pain that comes from seeing all that beauty
Feeling it deep
In all your being
The pain to be alone with that
No one seem to care
Minding their own business
Where to go
Where to share
The wish to leave, pushing
A feeling of not belonging
Not making sense
But believe me
There are those who need to feel your beauty, shared
There are a reason of why you're here
Just hold on
And walk step by step
Understanding grows with acceptance
 Quoting: 141


...

hf
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12/04/2012 09:11 PM
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Thanks for your posts....most of the time the beauty of life is too much for me, it is just too beautiful.

My perception of reality...I live in my own world, because our planet, our beautiful world, is infested with things that kill the beauty, and kill me, if I am apart of it....therefore I have to create my own separate realities.

They way things are: There is so much beauty, but at the same time there is not.

I really can't do it anymore.

I don't understand how anyone is.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


“Who, if I cried out, would hear me among the angels'
hierarchies? and even if one of them
pressed me against his heart: I would be consumed
in that overwhelming existence. For beauty is nothing
but the beginning of terror, which we still are just able to endure,
and we are are so awed because it serenely disdains
to annihilate us. Every angel is terrifying.."

- Rainer Maria Rilke
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I bet if someone attempted to kill you ... then you would do everything you could to continue living.
 Quoting: mikebo2


I attempt to kill myself everyday, yet I do everything I can, so that I can continue living one more day.

So, I would say that is the problem at hand....makes me weary.
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Pep up OP...the shit's just getting started! Take up a hobby. Preferably one that can sustain you when the rest of the sheeple lose their minds.
 Quoting: Chip


for all the shit to come, even a lot of good and intelligent people are going to lose their mind, stop calling them sheeple, they are our fellow humans - we can't be a bunch of arrogant assholes to one another
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1473574


Good advice my friend.

hf
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That is the plan. Demoralize you so that you give up and just go away and let them take it without any more fighting.
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12/04/2012 09:23 PM
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That is the plan. Demoralize you so that you give up and just go away and let them take it without any more fighting.
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...yep...
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Re: I have grown weary...
sometimes I wish I could wake up from all of this, to a reality with meaning to it all, a point to it all. guess we have to make our own meaning and endure, but why?
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sometimes I wish I could wake up from all of this, to a reality with meaning to it all, a point to it all. guess we have to make our own meaning and endure, but why?
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For teh lulz.. the only reason anyone does anything..
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sometimes I wish I could wake up from all of this, to a reality with meaning to it all, a point to it all. guess we have to make our own meaning and endure, but why?
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...Maybe, so we can keep dreaming.....

But why would we want to keep dreaming?
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“Who, if I cried out, would hear me among the angels'
hierarchies? and even if one of them
pressed me against his heart: I would be consumed
in that overwhelming existence. For beauty is nothing
but the beginning of terror, which we still are just able to endure,
and we are are so awed because it serenely disdains
to annihilate us. Every angel is terrifying.."

- Rainer Maria Rilke
 Quoting: ForNoOne


Thank you for this beauty...

hf
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and I grow weary of these "I have grown weary" posts

take a vacation, get some perspective, then come back and chill and not worry about what you cannot change.
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I bet if someone attempted to kill you ... then you would do everything you could to continue living.
 Quoting: mikebo2


I attempt to kill myself everyday, yet I do everything I can, so that I can continue living one more day.

So, I would say that is the problem at hand....makes me weary.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


I took up extreme sports. I figure one of these years I'll die on a snowmobile.
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sometimes I wish I could wake up from all of this, to a reality with meaning to it all, a point to it all. guess we have to make our own meaning and endure, but why?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 29103216



...Maybe, so we can keep dreaming.....

But why would we want to keep dreaming?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


We can start dreaming a new dream for ourselves & humanity. I know I think frequently these days about the kind of world I want to live in. It helps me on those days when I loose hope.

I hope you will enjoy this vid except for the annoying statement every other minute about it being a HD vid. I have been to these 2 places & it made me homesick to go there again. I hope it will take you on a tranquil, relaxing journey. Enjoy.

[link to www.youtube-nocookie.com]
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get a puppy.
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May be we should all die
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Maybe we should all LIVE



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I bet if someone attempted to kill you ... then you would do everything you could to continue living.
 Quoting: mikebo2


I attempt to kill myself everyday, yet I do everything I can, so that I can continue living one more day.

So, I would say that is the problem at hand....makes me weary.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


I took up extreme sports. I figure one of these years I'll die on a snowmobile.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28867210


haha, tried that and now I'm a cripple, but thanks!
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sometimes I wish I could wake up from all of this, to a reality with meaning to it all, a point to it all. guess we have to make our own meaning and endure, but why?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 29103216



...Maybe, so we can keep dreaming.....

But why would we want to keep dreaming?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26237455


We can start dreaming a new dream for ourselves & humanity. I know I think frequently these days about the kind of world I want to live in. It helps me on those days when I loose hope.

I hope you will enjoy this vid except for the annoying statement every other minute about it being a HD vid. I have been to these 2 places & it made me homesick to go there again. I hope it will take you on a tranquil, relaxing journey. Enjoy.

[link to www.youtube-nocookie.com]
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 7554855


Thank you for the inspiring beauty and scenes....unfortunately the beauty makes me even more weary about life...verysad
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go on a road trip... on my 8th year

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"Those who love their life in this world will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life." - John 12:25

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