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I'm never happy, and I'm never sad, WTF is wrong with me?

 
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I'm never happy, and I'm never sad, WTF is wrong with me?
I went through drug induced psychosis almost a year ago and am still recovering. I have renounced all my previous hallucinations and paranoid fantasies, though I still believe in psychic phenomena to do with the exchange of energy between beings, and how this can be noticed in the subtle tones in speech. I am still not 100% about this, it is something I am still coming to terms with.

Anywho, my 7 year old cat died a month ago, and I didn't even feel sad. I loved that cat, and nope, didn't feel a thing, if anything I was slightly angry, but no sadness at all.

Since the psychosis, I have always felt there is something wrong with me that I need to fix, and as such haven't really been relaxing and actually ENJOYING my life, so I am rarely satisfied or happy either.

And I am extremely even-tempered, even when people are dickheads to me, I don't lose my temper. But sometimes having a little fire in you is good, I miss this too.

But it's not nothingness - I still feel a drive to recover from whatever is wrong with me. But that's not really an emotion, its mainly a self-analytical state of mind. It really sucks not being able to emotionally connect with people.

I am also on Risperidal (antipsychotic) and antidepressants.

Anybody else been through a time in their life where they couldn't empathise with others emotions? Where they couldn't be sad or happy? What the hell is wrong with me?
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Re: I'm never happy, and I'm never sad, WTF is wrong with me?
I am also on Risperidal (antipsychotic) and antidepressants.

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You answered your own question
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12/04/2012 01:47 AM

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Re: I'm never happy, and I'm never sad, WTF is wrong with me?
I am also on Risperidal (antipsychotic) and antidepressants.

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You answered your own question
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I never got past this...

"I went through drug induced psychosis almost a year ago "
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12/04/2012 01:50 AM
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Re: I'm never happy, and I'm never sad, WTF is wrong with me?
Welcome to having a pair of balls. Emotions and feelings are for pansies and women.
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12/04/2012 01:51 AM

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ffmp
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12/04/2012 01:53 AM
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:ffmp:
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Why
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:ffmp:
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Why
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Another thing that's wrong with you is always asking everyone what's wrong with you.


sstfu


Try accepting there's nothing wrong with you...


Not even without the anti-psychotics and the brainwashing... whatever your natural state as a human is... without all the poison in your system... THAT IS WHAT YOU FUCKING ARE. There is nothing wrong with it and I suggest you accept it because it's all you have.
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Another thing that's wrong with you is always asking everyone what's wrong with you.


:sstfu:


Try accepting there's nothing wrong with you...


Not even without the anti-psychotics and the brainwashing... whatever your natural state as a human is... without all the poison in your system... THAT IS WHAT YOU FUCKING ARE. There is nothing wrong with it and I suggest you accept it because it's all you have.
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Where are my emotions then. I could be 10 times better the person than I am now, as I have been in the past. Things change, and I'm changing for the better, but I need to know how I can change things smoother and faster.
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Where are my emotions then. I could be 10 times better the person than I am now, as I have been in the past.
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Go on then.
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12/04/2012 01:58 AM

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Your emotions are buried underneath a cocktail of pharmaceuticals right now.


You need to DISCONTINUE THE USE OF ALL PHARMA.


Get on a fresh food diet, all natural... get plenty of iodine and potassium in your diet. Sweat. A lot.


Let your body cleanse out all the toxic horror that you've welcomed into it... it will take about a year to really be close to 100%.


ACCEPT YOURSELF AS WHAT YOU ARE. Without all the bullshit brainwashing society has fucked your mind with.


Be your best friend, your true love, your biggest supporter...


Seriously. Accept yourself AS YOU ARE without anything else influencing you. There is nothing wrong with YOU. There is only the poison in your system and you can change that.
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12/04/2012 01:59 AM
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...in LIMBO.
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12/04/2012 02:02 AM
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Fuck I love you MO
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Fuck I love you MO
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Spank you!!!


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12/04/2012 02:02 AM
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Re: I'm never happy, and I'm never sad, WTF is wrong with me?
I am also on Risperidal (antipsychotic) and antidepressants.

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You answered your own question
 Quoting: Dr. Acula


+1

OP watch this vid

start at 4:40 mark

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Fuck I love you MO
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MO is fucking awesome

yeah
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12/04/2012 02:17 AM

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Re: I'm never happy, and I'm never sad, WTF is wrong with me?
I'm pretty much the same way though I tend to get bored a lot to the point of depression. Idk, I just deal with it. I don't take any meds even though I have symptoms that docs say I would need treatment for.

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