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Dapurps User ID: 26604792 Canada 12/05/2012 01:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | A lot of the calls I have been on. Then watching my mom die, then two years later trying to save my little brother from a 9mm to the head. Sometimes life sucks, then I look at my kids and all is well. Quoting: GaryMule Wow that's some rough shit! What do you mean by calls? "What you perceive to be becomes your reality." :ftwpanda: dapurps |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 27368208 United States 12/05/2012 01:20 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Two weeks ago, while sitting out enjoying the night skies , I saw what was either a falling star or meteor come through the dark sky really bright and fade out over a cemetery. Weather permitting, I love looking at the stars at night and always hope something unusual will appear. That night it did. So, I'm sitting there all alone in the quiet darkness,thrilled that I finally got my wish...then I think..What If...that star or meteor was carrying with it some kind of chemical alien stuff to activate the dead buried in that cemetery. I was going to give myself 5 minutes to sit there to see if anyone would come walking by, but decided not to, I got scared back inside. Now I feel like "they're here!"... Somewhere..? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 01:21 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 3 years ago my brother in law, who I adored, commited suicide. I will not go into details but it was very violent. Someone had to enter the room to gather clothes for the funeral director. I knew that my husband or his elderly parents could not do this so I did. The sight of the room has haunted me ever since. Quoting: Daughter of Nicholas Brave soul. May you be rewarded for your sacrifice. Seriously...I can't imagine. I pray got relieves you of that memory and gives you peace. |
GaryMule User ID: 26693406 United States 12/05/2012 01:21 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | A lot of the calls I have been on. Then watching my mom die, then two years later trying to save my little brother from a 9mm to the head. Sometimes life sucks, then I look at my kids and all is well. Quoting: GaryMule Wow that's some rough shit! What do you mean by calls? I work as a FF/Paramedic. |
weasel keeper User ID: 15395274 United States 12/05/2012 01:23 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Industrial areas. And of course that abominable babylonian birdwing bitch wedged in my right hemisphere. Because this thread could get weirder. Quoting: pi 20063747 Bring it. And then there's those god-awful dragons ripping at my soul for all eternity. You'd think one would be enough but no, I apparently couldn't stop with Ida, had to let the other little info-vampire out too. Now I'm stuck with a burning electrical freak-snake in each hand; an emo douche on the left thalamus, and a mean, dumb bitch on the right. Your move! Wild Weasels? You've got to be shitting me! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 01:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Industrial areas. And of course that abominable babylonian birdwing bitch wedged in my right hemisphere. Because this thread could get weirder. Quoting: pi 20063747 Bring it. And then there's those god-awful dragons ripping at my soul for all eternity. You'd think one would be enough but no, I apparently couldn't stop with Ida, had to let the other little info-vampire out too. Now I'm stuck with a burning electrical freak-snake in each hand; an emo douche on the left thalamus, and a mean, dumb bitch on the right. Your move! [link to www.dnforum.com] |
Dapurps User ID: 26604792 Canada 12/05/2012 01:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | A lot of the calls I have been on. Then watching my mom die, then two years later trying to save my little brother from a 9mm to the head. Sometimes life sucks, then I look at my kids and all is well. Quoting: GaryMule Wow that's some rough shit! What do you mean by calls? I work as a FF/Paramedic. I have a friend in that field of work and from what i hear its a very mentally hard job. Taking into consideration what you've gone thru its great to hear you're giving back to the community in a good way. "What you perceive to be becomes your reality." :ftwpanda: dapurps |
GaryMule User ID: 26693406 United States 12/05/2012 01:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 3 years ago my brother in law, who I adored, commited suicide. I will not go into details but it was very violent. Someone had to enter the room to gather clothes for the funeral director. I knew that my husband or his elderly parents could not do this so I did. The sight of the room has haunted me ever since. Quoting: Daughter of Nicholas Almost same thing here, but it was my brother. Your post caught my eye because his name was "Nicholas" I named him when my parents brought him home |
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GaryMule User ID: 26693406 United States 12/05/2012 01:28 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | A lot of the calls I have been on. Then watching my mom die, then two years later trying to save my little brother from a 9mm to the head. Sometimes life sucks, then I look at my kids and all is well. Quoting: GaryMule Wow that's some rough shit! What do you mean by calls? I work as a FF/Paramedic. I have a friend in that field of work and from what i hear its a very mentally hard job. Taking into consideration what you've gone thru its great to hear you're giving back to the community in a good way. Thanks. Stay safe |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 01:31 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 3 years ago my brother in law, who I adored, commited suicide. I will not go into details but it was very violent. Someone had to enter the room to gather clothes for the funeral director. I knew that my husband or his elderly parents could not do this so I did. The sight of the room has haunted me ever since. Quoting: Daughter of Nicholas Brave soul. May you be rewarded for your sacrifice. Seriously...I can't imagine. I pray got relieves you of that memory and gives you peace. Blah...let me reiterate...I pray GOD relieves you of that memory. Peace. White russians. Heh. |
pi User ID: 20063747 Canada 12/05/2012 01:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Industrial areas. And of course that abominable babylonian birdwing bitch wedged in my right hemisphere. Because this thread could get weirder. Quoting: pi 20063747 Bring it. And then there's those god-awful dragons ripping at my soul for all eternity. You'd think one would be enough but no, I apparently couldn't stop with Ida, had to let the other little info-vampire out too. Now I'm stuck with a burning electrical freak-snake in each hand; an emo douche on the left thalamus, and a mean, dumb bitch on the right. Your move! Yes that probably is exactly how you would handle it. Untempered kundalini power does tend to supercharge glutamate neurons. In those with a low prefrontal cortex volume it could indeed lead to insanity. You have no idea do you? Im actually feeling a little better about myself now, some occultist pride perhaps. Thanks for that! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 01:36 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ten minutes. Quoting: January Wolves Leaving my house ten minutes early to do an errand before work and looking at my husband who followed me to the garage and not going back to hug him & tell him how much I loved him. Ten minutes later three men attacked him in our garage. If I had stayed and just ridden to work with him like we usually did it would have made the difference. But since I didn't stay those ten minutes it was three against one and he didn't have his body holster on yet - I found it later sitting on his dresser. Those ten minutes of choosing to do the wrong thing will haunt me forever. There's not a day I don't think of it. he knows you love and it wasn't your fault -- that's what i think, anyway Oh wow...so sad. So sorry! I think about this stuff every time I leave the house. Say goodbye. Let the bad stuff go. Say I love you. Hug and kiss. You never know. I guess that sort of qualifies as a haunting too. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 01:41 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | A lot of the calls I have been on. Then watching my mom die, then two years later trying to save my little brother from a 9mm to the head. Sometimes life sucks, then I look at my kids and all is well. Quoting: GaryMule Man, I don't know how you guys do that job. God bless you. Seriously. It takes an incredible person to do what you do. |
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GaryMule User ID: 26693406 United States 12/05/2012 01:57 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Fuck it. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 10783814 I gave up an 11 month old baby for adoption, because I was an addict and couldn't stay clean. To this day I see his little face crying, arms outstretched in the van that took him away from me. It kills me. I was adopted, I often think of where I came from and am thankful for what my birthmother did. Don't beat yourself up, you did what you thought was best. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 02:07 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Been addicted to dillies oxy adderall and kpins. Got off em just fine. Not too difficult when you can meditate. Quoting: pi 20063747 I've been clean 7 years. But thanks. Realizing you can't raise the child you love because you're too fucked up...yeah...kinda kills the buzz. Thank God. He's my angel as far as I'm concerned. I just worry now about HIM. In this world. Whew. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 02:10 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Fuck it. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 10783814 I gave up an 11 month old baby for adoption, because I was an addict and couldn't stay clean. To this day I see his little face crying, arms outstretched in the van that took him away from me. It kills me. I was adopted, I often think of where I came from and am thankful for what my birthmother did. Don't beat yourself up, you did what you thought was best. Thanks. I've gotten numerous updates and photos. He seems to have a really great life. Doing great, in spite of my massive fail as a mom. I'm still so worried about the future, you know. But thank you. Again. You have no idea how that kind of comment helps. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 28631873 United States 12/05/2012 02:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 3 years ago my brother in law, who I adored, commited suicide. I will not go into details but it was very violent. Someone had to enter the room to gather clothes for the funeral director. I knew that my husband or his elderly parents could not do this so I did. The sight of the room has haunted me ever since. Quoting: Daughter of Nicholas Almost same thing here, but it was my brother. Your post caught my eye because his name was "Nicholas" I named him when my parents brought him home I am so sorry about you brother. I hope that my post did not cause you any pain or force you to re-live any bad memories. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 02:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not necessarily... That is why that form of music is occasionally utilized during haunting parts in movies... As music elicits Emotion... :ColorWave: Ok...yeah...that is haunting music. Wasn't what I was hearing in my mind when I responded. Point taken. |
pi User ID: 20063747 Canada 12/05/2012 02:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Been addicted to dillies oxy adderall and kpins. Got off em just fine. Not too difficult when you can meditate. Quoting: pi 20063747 I've been clean 7 years. But thanks. Realizing you can't raise the child you love because you're too fucked up...yeah...kinda kills the buzz. Thank God. He's my angel as far as I'm concerned. I just worry now about HIM. In this world. Whew. Yes those things do ruin a buzz don't they. I'm too young to sympathize with the baby care part exactly. Im only 1 year clean. My apologies for the condescending on my part. You are a good person clearly. I tend to be riding the Kriya edge most of the time as I'm sure you gathered. Lol. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 10783814 United States 12/05/2012 02:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Been addicted to dillies oxy adderall and kpins. Got off em just fine. Not too difficult when you can meditate. Quoting: pi 20063747 I've been clean 7 years. But thanks. Realizing you can't raise the child you love because you're too fucked up...yeah...kinda kills the buzz. Thank God. He's my angel as far as I'm concerned. I just worry now about HIM. In this world. Whew. Yes those things do ruin a buzz don't they. I'm too young to sympathize with the baby care part exactly. Im only 1 year clean. My apologies for the condescending on my part. You are a good person clearly. I tend to be riding the Kriya edge most of the time as I'm sure you gathered. Lol. I didn't take you as condescending at all. We're all just living our lives. I'm not a good person, but I've learned to lay off the bad side so much, you know? God, but this life is HARD. I liked the weirdness of your post. You'd be amazed where this mind has been over the years. God bless you and keep you in the light. I mean that with all sincerity. Deep thinkers are the only ones who really ever understand the reality of God. It's not all hearts and flowers. This is a tough gig. |
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