WHAT HAUNTS YOU?

Mmm, Thank you for the warm sentiment. It is a tough gig isnt it? And to think "enlightenment" sounded like the simpler path at one point. I was expecting to find some peace I think, damn Buddhists and their "Nirvana". LOL as if!

Yeah, I'd love to lie and say Christianity is much easier, but it's not.

It's still my truth.

I hope you find your peace and light and truth.

I don't think it was meant to be easy.

I know I've grown exponentially through the pain.

I had to admit that. DOH! LOL. But hey...it's the WAY.

God bless you again, kid... Wow... you seem like a great person. I'm grateful to have had this little convo.

God is good.

Oh, and Hey...stay on the path. Stay clean.

Really.

I've had these "talks" with God...I say "Hey...Thanks God...for cleaning me up just in time to be totally aware of the end of the world!"....LOL!

But honestly? I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm not even sure why. I used to run for cover from FAR less scary and serious shit than this.

Something in me just knows...I don't want to be in that state during whatever it is that's coming. I just don't.

The time for hiding and dodging and playing is over. Do you know what I mean?

Whatever it takes...stay clean. You need a clear head now.

I won't lie, I still have moments where I jones for the big empty...but thank God...I haven't succumbed to that. When I gave it up I was genuinely PISSED at it.

Anyway...stay on the path. One year...it's still tough...it gets so much easier the further you go. Hang on Baby. It's sooooo worth it.

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Not even close. That's nothing compared to the stuff this "missing 411" is. The stuff I'm talking bout is still happening today! And only found out about this year.... And no one knows wtf!?!? I'm not fearful of once in a century crap. But a couple times a year?!? Freeky

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Wow, once I went home yesterday, I never got back online, but you guys really had some great answers! Some sad, some truly haunting...

Thanks to everyone who responded, and took part.

I am still going over all the replies I missed.

Thanks everyone!

Knowing that ultimately we all die alone.

That does sound haunting...

Do you fear death more, or being alone more?

I was in a bad wreck when I was younger. I actually died twice. There were no white lights or noises. Just nothing. No I don't fear death as much as I fear dying alone. It's more a fear of living too long and knowing my loved ones will die before me. Hence being alone when it's finally my time.

Ok, I understand..

That is a common fear that I havn't seen anyone post on this thread yet.

Thanks for responding.

Nope...

Fair enough.

Im sorry dude, i thought you was joking about my nationality, with some pejorative term, like americans labeled everyone else, you know ?!...

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I thought you did some joke about brasilian carnival (carnies), because here we dont use this word or variations besides this especific situation, for example: circus, or funparks, or freak people. To this is we have another words, but nothing related...
This was a linguistic misunderstanding, i really hope you forgive me!

Also i tought it was motivated by this my post:



Once again, im sorry, realy!

No problem

Dale, ya noob.

I'm haunted by the fact that I know that I will fall short of the grace to be worthy of my salvation.

Why do you say that?

Giving in to temptation and sin.

Yes, but if the poster believes in temptation, sin, and God's grace, then he should know he just has to ask for forgiveness.....salvation is a gift, not a reward for good deeds.

the ignorance as zeitgeist on glp...

Very true, Possibly asking for forgiveness he/she is proclaiming they are a sinner which is falling short of grace.
Just my opinion

Children of the Corn

I was twelve. That shit scared me. I still cringe at the name 'Malachi.'

Whatever Happened to Baby Jane

For totally different reasons.

That was a creepy movie for sure. Much more disturbing when it's children doing the killing.

Malaki

Or that souless ginger kid..... That movie was freaky as hell.

There hasn't been movies that scary lately, I've often wondered if it's due to me becoming desensitized or if movies really are as shitty as I think nowadays...



Not sure if I'm getting older and crusty, or if this generation really is this stupid...

I fear that I am not worthy.

Nothing 'haunts' me but i have had many experiences which would haunt others. An example: i was lying having accupuncture. I had needles all over my body but still managed to drift away. Then I was conscious again but watching my sleeping body on the table from the ceiling. I felt like I was being choked and there were four grey skeletal beings holding down my arms and legs. I was also in a bag, bound with heavy chains.The beings were panicking because they knew I had become aware of them, and as such aware of the game. I could really feel myself choking as they tried to hold me down and subdue me but I really fought and in one massive movement I smashed my way out of the sack and they fell away into dust. That is 100% true, that I saw our keepers.

Nothing really "haunts" me today. Quite awhile ago when Stephen King's It was still new, that clown was pretty disturbing. Way more than Freddy Kreuger for sure.

What haunts me is the status quo. I want to see our way of life improve beyond where we were in 2007.

Cause right now it sucks.

Yes and without fear you can never know courage.