I just hate myself...I have a big problem, and what can I do about it?

I am now in treatment at a psychiatrist, and go fight bets as symtoom first plea, but I have a feeling and know that it is very deep down inside is that narcissism. Man, this is really broken, feel dirty and guilty, although debt always tricky, quickly attacked me

I don't know.

Smoke a bone and listen to some good music

Hi there, my name is Matthew. Despite these others posts. Let me tell you something.

Jesus loves you.. He is alive and real. Jesus Christ died for you and me.. please seek Him on your knees.

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Jesus bless you...


Matthew.


e-mail me if you want - [email protected]

I can't love, knows nothing of love, jamming me quickly to people. The love of two must square with Jesus.I can't love, I always thought of though. That was a material issue based on ego

I'm Dutch, the coffeechop is around the corner, weed makes me more sensi in a bad way.

I'm not sure I understand all of your post, but I can tell you that your child should be your highest priority. Children are a wonderful gift and another chance to make things right and improve ourselves.

Focus on doing right by him even if you are not able to see him right now. Eventually it will make you become a better person.

Your ego and feelings have to take a back seat to get your life back on track to move forward and be happy. Every thought you think, every word you say, every action you take should be done with him and his highest good in mind.

When you want to mouth off to your boss, restrain yourself and think about how you need to keep your job to be able to provide for him.

When you want to waste money remind yourself that you need to be careful to make sure you can provide for him.

When you want to be mean and overbearing to your girlfriend, remind yourself to hold your tongue and be kind and gentle to her no matter how much you don't want to be because it is best for your son.

When you want to give up, keep on trying to do the right thing. You will make mistakes because everyone does but you can always find ways to make good come from the mistakes.

Be strong enough to apologize.
Be smart enough to hold your tongue.
Be humble enough to eat some crow to get your life back on track.
Listen more, talk less.
Focus on yourself less and others more.
Try to imagine what it is like to be the other person and what they might be thinking, feeling, and needing from you instead of what you think you need or deserve. Ego lies. Do not let it rule you.
You will get there eventually.

i love myself..i want to fuck me.

LOVE IS LETTING GO OF FEAR.
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It's the title of a book. There are lots of good books out there to help you. You are not alone. Lots of people like you out there. I commend you for being willing to face the issue and work on changing.

You shouldnt consult the looney bin for advice on mental health, what you have is a serious problem needing professional help (which as you said you are getting) so unless you want people with punchlines like "rebel with morals" telling you to kill yourself, leave this site and dont look back. Nobody who has morals suggests to a hurt human being to commit suicide, just a heads up.

BEST POST. WONDERFUL.

Have you asked The LORD to remove this narcissism from you? Is this a blessing or a curse?

I think 'loving' oneself too much is not the problem with narcissism. I wonder if narcissist thoughts and behaviours are symptoms of a deep inability to love and accept oneself.

Id be willing to bet that narcissism usually manifests as a defensive strategy: attempts to feed the ego to reiforce the misguided, but temporarily comforting, belief that one is better than others.

Love has a subjective meaning, but for me it doesn't involve comparisons. Instead it requires respect and acceptance (of self and others).

To the OP: You are ok. (repeat)

Start the Quest

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Dude, try trolling...it totally works.

Everything you write is true. I realize me ' how ' it must handover. I can just very difficult to put me there, there seems to be a serious behavioural disorder is present, each step that I put me overuled.
But, you are absolutely right, thanks for your words, this certainly gives more grip, although it seems that I just am afraid to do things right, uncertainty aprovoketh me

+1
Amazing!!!

Let yourself love and be loved
Find the true intention
Hold on to that
Hold on to love
Insist
Ask for your every step be a step of love
Aware
Let go of (self)judgement
The miracle of love and life is now
There are those who loves you
Cares for you
Believes in you
Embrace that and mirror that in yourself
Be that you need
What you did and didn't do
It doesn't matter... Let that go
And be here now with those who you love

I believe in you too, as I know many others do

Lots of love to you

Thnx!

Sometimes you feel like humans very lonely, and you have not much to your neighbor or knowledge, I have not even friends, while many like me. I go through with my psychiatrist, and have a clear sommeige looný's best input, some not, total ...GLP is very diverse,
Thanks for your message

It's all huge double, my ratio is very sharp, the implementation is nil and crooked.
Fear and uncertainty reign me, that's for sure.

Maybe 12-12 2012 will help, ...pff

Don't wait for any date, the only to really make a change is now...
To find the right intention, and that is not to be harsh, but it is bc the mind has a tendency to postpone and forget...
We are all filled with fear and uncertainity, bc our minds have no clue what is going on and how to take the next step...
So it's not a matter of fighting that fear and doubt, it is more a decsion really to cut through, and experience that you are so much more, so much deeper than that...
That fear is just the surface of who and what you are...
But to proceed you first need to embrace and accept that this is your current mindset...
When you do that, you will be able to go deeper, and find that deeper you within and from there be able to operate...
The mind has no clue, but the heart knows...

Thanks for your words. Its a hard ride, for me and the people who have to life with. I must change!

YES. I wish many more people would take this advice. Never underestimate a good joint session.