And all that if brings. Out of all the time in existence, I get to experience this earth, the nanosecond. Forgetting that I was a creator, to live amongst an entire world populated with souls of the same pedigree. I realize I chose to be here, at this time. You chose to be here at this time. In fact, you chose to open a small portal for I and yourself to communicate and share consciousness through these words. It is very special indeed, that I come into contact with you, and you to me. Our entire lives are filled with wonderful moments of "shit" we never could imagine happening to us, some good, some bad, all unique.

Take a breather. Drive down the street, look around you. Every person you see is the result of literally trillions of different outcomes that all culminated their paths into one. You need to remember just how special being human is, because the odds in this universe are highly stacked against a soul entering into this vessel. There is no reward for recognizing this now. The difference is, you are only aware "sooner" than another that you create the experiences you want, and that you are the master of your plan. Take some true responsibility for why you are they way you are. Its a cold reality when you realize those that are "supposed" to save you never come, only to make you realize its time to start using the power inside instead of waiting for it to manifest externally.
Wake up. Start living the life you know you wanted. Start living your life the way you know it should.
Start loving life.

El