In case you didn't know OP Jesus Christ went to tibet to meditate since he was 13 and he became enlightened so he developed his soul AKA kundalini. But most people have defective souls, meaning that the circuitry of their nervous systems don't function well due to emotional blockages in their organs as psychosomatic memory, like when you are angry you feel it in the liver. So all these tiny blockages restrict your free will. No one will save you, only you can save yourself but you have to realize who you are.