There are a lot of fallen away Catholics and part of the
reason for so many, these end times and fifty years of
bad catechesis. If they knew the faith, they would not of
left. And if you were hurt by someone in authority, you must forgive them, forgiveness benefits you more it does them.
God is going to change your hearts with the "
awakening", the
Great Warning. I wish you would come
home now but pride. Watch and pray, prayer brings God's grace, the grace of conversion.
How happy is Heaven when someone returns, this will happen
on the day of the Great Warning (Rev 6:15-17), the millions of souls converting, non-Catholic Christians and non-Christians.