the moment i saw through the nonsense that is religion, was the moment all fear left my solar plexus and i feel so at peace / ecstasy i cannot describe it.

all of this fear had been instilled in me by religion, and it had been there since i was a young boy -- leaving me sad, depressed, angry, tired, delusional, low self-esteem for 30 years!

if i ever felt heaven, it was since rejecting religion. i'd never go back to that - ever. my new life is amazing.