I can admit to you guys I've struggled with addiction... Still on a road to recovery.

I tried it 2 years ago and destroyed most of my highschool mates lives. In a short span of a year-two.

First thing is admitting your addicted, and not being afraid of seeking help regardless of how hard you may fall at first. People can judge what they want, I found working fulltime helped but I chose to only tell my family.

Horrible experience, not without a few lessons learnt.
Ive learnt not to judge anyone, just offer help.