Interesting responses thus far and some good points brought up.

Yes, suicide "is" a bitch move and is selfish and hurts the loved ones that live on. I don't condone suicide one bit.

A part of me thinks that God does forgive us for that act but then it seems so wrong because life was given to us by God and only He has the power to say when we do or don't die.
However, believing that God does have complete control, that makes me think that maybe that is why some attempted suicides fail....He only allows it to happen if it is meant to be maybe?!

To the one person that asked why I'm asking such a personal question...
I think this question is on alot of minds during this time.
Sometimes just talking about your fears with others can help bring about peace.