I can tell you This is my world . I created this fucken reality .. i am trying hard to correct my mistakes and change my negativity ... i just had a son and I know if I can stop the collapse . Ive always known since i was younger. I just didnt take advantage of the power i had . everyone told me i would be special. I am sorry for created this reality for you I will fix it before that date I promise you. Because Love is everything. WHEN I WANT SOMETHING WITH ALL MY HEART MIND AND SOUL I GET IT. I WILL NOT LET THE END HAPPEN.