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For the first time ever, I am truly afraid

 
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I don't know what it is or why but I have an anxiousness that I cannot shake. While part of me believes nothing will happen in the next few weeks, another part of me is worried and nervous.

I am a tough broad, haha. I have faced many trials throughout my life.

Some that I look back on and wonder, what was I thinking?

Like the time my oldest daughter was being bullied and 15 girls showed up at my house to "confront" her. I ran out onto my lawn with a baseball bat ready to swing at anyone that attempted to harm her. Needless to say my psychotic behavior that night paved a better road for her at school because no one wanted to mess with the girl with the lunatic for a mother.

I faced sickness, almost losing my home, raising my girls alone, and countless other scenarios. It is life, nothing spectacular and nothing that no one else faces. But I faced it head on, never backing down and with no fear. I believe in God, heart, body and soul.

I am afraid. I don't know what to expect and I don't know if I have done enough in my life or helped my girls enough.

I mean that's what it is all about, right? Doing for others. I hope I have done enough, I hope I have taught my girls so that they have done enough. I hope I haven't wasted too much time because for once in my life, I am afraid.
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Well I'm anonymous AND a coward sooooo I got nothin.
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that time of the month?
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Some say doom, some say enlightenment. I truly have no idea, but my switch was turned on 9-10-11 and to this day there is no other thing that has occupied my thoughts more than that something is coming. If nothing happens, then I have alot of catching up to do around the house. alone
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I don't know what it is or why but I have an anxiousness that I cannot shake. While part of me believes nothing will happen in the next few weeks, another part of me is worried and nervous.

I am a tough broad, haha. I have faced many trials throughout my life.

Some that I look back on and wonder, what was I thinking?

Like the time my oldest daughter was being bullied and 15 girls showed up at my house to "confront" her. I ran out onto my lawn with a baseball bat ready to swing at anyone that attempted to harm her. Needless to say my psychotic behavior that night paved a better road for her at school because no one wanted to mess with the girl with the lunatic for a mother.

I faced sickness, almost losing my home, raising my girls alone, and countless other scenarios. It is life, nothing spectacular and nothing that no one else faces. But I faced it head on, never backing down and with no fear. I believe in God, heart, body and soul.

I am afraid. I don't know what to expect and I don't know if I have done enough in my life or helped my girls enough.

I mean that's what it is all about, right? Doing for others. I hope I have done enough, I hope I have taught my girls so that they have done enough. I hope I haven't wasted too much time because for once in my life, I am afraid.
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Dont be afraid! Be vigilant and prepared but do not be afraid! Whatever happens will happen and the best you can do is be strong for your girls! If you feel you need more then just reassuring words (most people do;) ) then reach out! There are people out there who can give you advice on preparing for ANY situation! Good Luck and I do hope you start feeling better soon!
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"I mean that's what it is all about, right? Doing for others. I hope I have done enough"

Yet on some level of your being, you are afraid. Why is that? because you havent done enough?

Do you think you deserve to die if there really is coming a cleansing?
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Everyone is afraid for their children's future. There are job shortages that won't improve because there are too many immigrants and not enough to go around. Too many immigrants, to many illegals, too much outsourcing, to many work visas issued. They won't do a damn thing to fix the education system or make it easier for their own kids to get higher education. Instead, they turn everyone against wach other and force them into low paying jobs that barely cover the expenses. It is a dog eat dog world
Not only that but the morals of today's society is at an all time low. Violence, greed, pervertion, excess is what today's society believes in.
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Some say doom, some say enlightenment. I truly have no idea, but my switch was turned on 9-10-11 and to this day there is no other thing that has occupied my thoughts more than that something is coming. If nothing happens, then I have alot of catching up to do around the house. alone
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mind if i ask why 9/10?
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I am actually a member at a few other forums, and many of us are having really bad feelings like something is going to happen and soon. Many of us found ourselves preparing for God only knows what, the good thing is I always prep for the winter months so me just buying some extra things and adding it to our winters supply doesn't really make much difference but its like the closer we get to whatever it is the stronger the feeling gets. Still we don't know what it is but we all are preparing for something and just don't know what it is. Its like God is telling us to be ready.
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You are obviously a strong woman and you will come through all this too!

Reach out to friends and family. I imagine you have been supportive of many of them over the years, so allow them to be supportive of you right now.

Blessings to you. hf
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Try not to worry so much. Just sit still and watch the world go by. We're definitely living in very tough times and the future doesn't look so bright. But maybe something wonderful will happen. Stay positive. :)
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Don't live in fear,we have never known what might happen from day to day,that hasn't changed.
All this fear mongering is getting to you,at this point I am amused by most of it.
I am disgusted by those in power who are harming us by poisoning our food,water and skies,that pisses me off quite a bit!
Bullies always get what they deserve and I have faith that they will get back a hundred times what they dish out.
Enjoy your girls,they are a blessing,live in love not fear!
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"I mean that's what it is all about, right? Doing for others. I hope I have done enough"

Yet on some level of your being, you are afraid. Why is that? because you havent done enough?

Do you think you deserve to die if there really is coming a cleansing?
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I dont think its so much about deserving that... I cant really explain what it is that I think.. I havent been able to really put into words what I feel or what i think will happen. All i know is that when I trust in my gut feeling, my intuition- things go better, much smoother then when i ignore it.
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Some say doom, some say enlightenment. I truly have no idea, but my switch was turned on 9-10-11 and to this day there is no other thing that has occupied my thoughts more than that something is coming. If nothing happens, then I have alot of catching up to do around the house. alone
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mind if i ask why 9/10?
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To tell the truth, dates meant nothing at the time. I just happened to pull a receipt outta my pocket a few months later and saw the date. That day I spent over 2k on preps. No idea why. Just a gut panic.
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Don't be afraid. Nothing bad can happen to you in a cosmic sense. There are only situations.
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Don't live in fear,we have never known what might happen from day to day,that hasn't changed.
All this fear mongering is getting to you,at this point I am amused by most of it.
I am disgusted by those in power who are harming us by poisoning our food,water and skies,that pisses me off quite a bit!
Bullies always get what they deserve and I have faith that they will get back a hundred times what they dish out.
Enjoy your girls,they are a blessing,live in love not fear!
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You do realize our collective thoughts create our future/destiny, right?
So if anything happens, I will hunt ya down and smack the bejesus outta ya for making me die relatively young.

Wait! What.....?
Oh, never mind.
But STOP it just the same!
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You are all truly wonderful people. So many kind responses.

To the person that asked if I am concerned that I haven't done enough. Yes. I think that is the root of all of my worry.

I need to do more and if nothing happens, I need to remember how I have felt prior to this and do something about it.

It will be a second chance. Blessings to all of you.

blwkss
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Don't live in fear,we have never known what might happen from day to day,that hasn't changed.
All this fear mongering is getting to you,at this point I am amused by most of it.
I am disgusted by those in power who are harming us by poisoning our food,water and skies,that pisses me off quite a bit!
Bullies always get what they deserve and I have faith that they will get back a hundred times what they dish out.
Enjoy your girls,they are a blessing,live in love not fear!
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 29288463


You do realize our collective thoughts create our future/destiny, right?
So if anything happens, I will hunt ya down and smack the bejesus outta ya for making me die relatively young.

Wait! What.....?
Oh, never mind.
But STOP it just the same!
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 29150242


Quantum theory. Or are the events that seem to be created nothing more than precognition or a vision of the past from the future? Time travels in mysterious ways. cool2
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No you are wrong....there are many people who can not do any thing some may can do just enough to keep them alive.

It is not your labor of any thing that is enough or will be accepted.


It is your Hope that you say is in you....that Hope is what was required.
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Fear not NothingFancy for it will not help and will only serve to weaken you, I will send you a hug and some advice: Turn off the computer and the TV and spend quality time with your kids...
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Some say doom, some say enlightenment. I truly have no idea, but my switch was turned on 9-10-11 and to this day there is no other thing that has occupied my thoughts more than that something is coming. If nothing happens, then I have alot of catching up to do around the house. alone
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mind if i ask why 9/10?
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To tell the truth, dates meant nothing at the time. I just happened to pull a receipt outta my pocket a few months later and saw the date. That day I spent over 2k on preps. No idea why. Just a gut panic.
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Thats interesting.. have you ever had a de'ja-vu moment around a year after the "memory"? (I dont know if that makes sense but im giving it a shot lol) I have had that feeling before and it actually helped me sort some things out! I wonder if this was some kind of early intuition for future events (say around this time) to help prepare you for something now? It may sound like a stretch but I have experienced this before firsthand and the closer time came to the "event" in my life the more synchronicities happened that reminded of something about a year before..
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I just LOVE the baseball bat story.

Do NOT mess with 'Nothing Fancy'!

You're probably sensing something terrible in the works.

Love you,

A fellow baseball bat mother
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We are all sinners sister, all of us.

It`s between you and Jesus, this is all that matters. Ask him to forgive all you feel uneasy about and he will.

From there, walk with the lord every day in your heart and you will feel his security and comfort. Ask of him to keep with you on the beautifull journey of life. In short make him your very best friend.

You may be fearing his coming return which is drawing near. The word is written and the future events will unfold as told and it`s not going to be pretty.

Keep your lamp full of oil and all that good stuff.

Much love to you from a/c
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Encouraging and comforting verses for troubling times.


Isaiah 41:10 "Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand."


Matthew 6:25-33“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."

Psalm 46:1 "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble."

Nahum 1:7 "Yahweh is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble: He knows those who take refuge in Him"

Psalm 55:22 "Cast your burden on Yahweh, and He will sustain you: He will never permit the righteous to be moved."

Isaiah 40:28-31 "Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God (Yahweh), the Creator of the ends of the earth, faints not, neither is weary; His understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint; and to him who has no might He increases strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall; but those who wait for Yahweh shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; they shall walk, and not faint ."

John 16:33 "I have told you these things so that you would find comfort in Me. In this world, you will suffer; but be courageous, for I have overcome the world!"

Revelation 21:1-4 "And I saw new heavens and a new earth, for the first ones had passed away; and the sea was no more. And I saw the holy city, that is, New Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And then I heard a great voice from heaven, which said, ‘Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they will be His people, and God Himself will be with them, and be their God. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there will be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither will there be any more pain, for the former things have passed away."

Deuteronomy 31:6 "Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the LORD your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”

2 Corinthians 4:16-18 "So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal."


Isaiah 46:4 "Even to your old age and gray hairs I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you."

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Have a beautiful day!


Deuteronomy 31:8 "It is the LORD who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”

Psalm 23:4 "Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me."

Psalm 55:22 "Cast your burden on the LORD, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved."

John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid."

John 16:33 "I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.”

Romans 8:6 "For to set the mind on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace."

Philippians 4:6-7 "do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

Colossians 3:15 "And let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to which indeed you were called in one body. And be thankful."
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Quantum theory. Or are the events that seem to be created nothing more than precognition or a vision of the past from the future? Time travels in mysterious ways. cool2
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I`m so interested in the secrets of Time.

Can you tell me more?
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2 Timothy 1:7
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7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

......

That doesnt mean that something terrible isnt right around the corner for this planet and its inhabitants ....

I believe we are right on the cusp of the great tribulation

but ...

if you have lived your life for others then be of good cheer and have peace in the knowledge that you have followed the second greatest commandment .....love your neighbor as yourself

the best commandment to follow is the greatest commandment

Love The Lord your God with all your heart , mind and soul and in doing so you will have followed the second greatest commandment anyways...

But if you don't love God with all you heart , mind and soul then atleast follow the second greatest commandment and at the day of judgement you will be judged according to your works towards other human beings ...

Just read Matt 25 and Jesus describes the second resurrection.....the resurrection of the dead ....they are then judged at the white throne judgement according to their works
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You should speak to your husband and discuss you fears with those that the pair of you brought into the world. If you husband works hard and provides for you and your child(ren) you should not have too much to fear.

Obviously if you are one of the many millions of single parents unable to select a faithful, good provider before bringing another life into this world, you have every reason to fear for the future.

A planet with 7 billion mouths, all vying for very limited resources is a scary prospect. With 40+ million Americans unable to feed themselves... "Houston, we have a problem..."

The outlook for human beings does not look good, especially so when it is finally acknowledged that the financial system collapsed some time ago and been on unsustainable life-support for quite a few years now.

Gather your family close, do whatever you can to prepare for the rough ride ahead. It might be that the first to die are the lucky ones!

Peace!
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Yeah, I've been extremely nervous for the last few days. Can't sleep at all, and just know it's all finally about to start.

Same is being reported by so many friends there's no doubt about the fact something is already going on and anyone with any sensitivity can tell that by their gut.

This should definitely have effect on the measurements of the Global Consciousness Project, [link to teilhard.global-mind.org] or [link to noosphere.princeton.edu]
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I hear ya sister. Have faith that you have done all that you can do. I used to tell my boys the things I beleived in very subtule ways. You know kids they don't listen if you hit them over the head with it. But I used to worry, that I didn't do enough for them. Now that they are grown. They remember those things.I still haven't found anyone that I can talk to about the impending doom. But maybe I was meant to travel this journey on my own. I cut T.V. out of my life about 2 years ago. And very seldom listen to the trash they call music,anymore, so I've had a lot of time to ponder things with my GLP partners. Take Heart, and know that we all go through the journey, the same way we came into the world. I also know that I have a loving God on my side and know how the story ends. God Bless You on you're journey.
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I just LOVE the baseball bat story.

Do NOT mess with 'Nothing Fancy'!

You're probably sensing something terrible in the works.

Love you,

A fellow baseball bat mother

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Haha it was quite a sight and I love you too :)

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