The rapture doctrine is less than 200 years old.
I was a devout Christian for many years.
Then, little bits of evidence and contradictions started popping up that made me question not only Christianity but all religions. Most religious believers trip over a truth at some time that should raise doubts about their faith, but brush it of and blindly continue on.

I did not want to suffer in hell but I did not want to go crazy singing Cum By Ya for eternity.

The powers that be control you not only from the barrel of a gun, but we are controlled more subtlely with religious fictions teaching it is morally superior to obey evil Overlords.

People will hold to a beautiful lie with the crowd rather than
stand alone knowing the truth.

If the claim is true that our spirit is eternal going forward from our physical birth, then reason dictates our spirit was eternal going in to the past.

The Eastern idea of reincarnation has a lot more credibility than the belief that you just have one chance to get everything right to get rewarded or punished for eternity.

The one thing I learned here on this time around is that I sure as hell do not want to come back and get beat down again by the powers that be. I want to roam the universe and see what is really out there.