To become enlightened is to take yourself into the deepest place that you can go, and forget about everything that you have ever been told, and then build yourself back up again until you can be in reality and and in your heart at the same time without judgment of anything around you.

It's complete heartache and will take you into the depths of which you will undergo a transformation of your thoughts, and perceptions of this world. Physically and spiritually.

But once you get past the heartache you will soar.