I've been feeling this way a lot lately, because this world just doesn't make sense to me. This place feels like a copy of earth so to say, but stripped down to the bare minimum. No connection to anything at all. Even nature itself seems empty now.

The people just seem like seat-fillers; useless clones, populating the world 'just because'. Like they really serve no purpose but to work. And anyone I meet who is 'different', I get separated from. Repeating the same mistakes over and over and over like you are programmed to do it forever it seems. Despite what you do different. Even learning is a bother, it feels as if I am merely rediscovering what I already knew.

One big experiment to find something. They are always watching from above while working below. Building Various subterranean cities and tunnel systems, experimenting on people who have gone "missing"...what f****ing cowards. I am very tired, but I am not going to let go and give up while I can still take a breath.

All I can do for now is be still and wait.



















And oh to the NSA worker who happens to read this, F*** YOU!!