I've been following this thread for a few days, I just wanted to make a comment at how amazing and supportive some of the people of GLP can be...it warms my heart to see others trying to support someone they have never met, sometimes this kind of support is what helps people get through the day.

If they have family who is too nosey or judgemental it gets overwhelming and the relapse could be right around the corner as the stress levels increase for the individual.

OP I am keeping you in my heart. I hope the worst of it is over for you, just know there are always people here (from EVERY walk of life) who have may have experienced something similar. Its always nice to have people to chat with who you can relate to and I just want to say some of the people on this thread have really opened up and shared a part of their life with you as you have with them. I have a very addictive personality when it comes to substances and I have tried to stay away from some of the harder ones, I can't imagine how hard it could be to come off of some of them...I am keeping you in my heart as you overcome this!