I hope its all over soon..

Well, you know, if you want the world to end so badly you can always drink a gallon of bleach and do us a favor!

This Country is hard on people.

this country is demonic

Take it easy m8

To further my rant... I dont feel like I "fit" here.. People are nasty to others for no other reason than their OWN lives are miserable.. Personal projection? Perhaps Im guilty of it now in these posts.. But hell, you gotta vent somewhere, right? GLP seems like a safe haven for such a random attack on reality.. Maybe akin to Mos Isely of Star Wars??
I find myself longing to be lost in fantasy because reality bites.. Even on great days, fair weather, people smiling, playing games, enjoying the simplicity of things feels fake anymore.. Everything is just losing its appeal to me in a way that I dont understand..
To be completely honest (with myself), Im almost certain it has to do with falling for someone with which I have no hope to grow a relationship.. She is young with much potential.. 12 years younger to be exact.. However, she has a "man." She admits she doesnt want to stay with him, but fears solitude.. She seems to be a co-dependent? NEEDS a relationship?? She even drops hints that she'd date an older guy.. (me?) Am I arrogant to think that?? Probably, she could have ANYONE..

Well, at least its terribly cloudy today and beginning to snow.. Perhaps that could elevate my mood??

this country is demonic
this country is demonic
this country is demonic
this country is demonic
this country is demonic
this country is demonic

Perfect example of "nasty" people.. Thanks for that..

I suppose it really boils down to the system of economic slavery known as America.. When you really sit and crunch numbers, what do we "really" get by working?? "STUFF" Joy, stuff.. Bleh..
We work, they tax that.. We buy stuff, they tax that too.. We sell stuff, yup.. taxed again.. For most to get by, we need debt.. For car, house, etc.. Which ties us to the "job" in which we pay the man his unfair share.. Buy property? Well shit, they'll tax you EVERY YEAR on it til you die.. Then guess what, they fucking tax your got dayum relatives to "inherit" the property? What kinda fucking racket is this shit?
As I said before, I cant wait til the "game" is done.. Whatta fucking disaster..

ever heard of people power, there are a lot of people in usa
do something about it instead of wishing an end to everyone

The game is already done, anyone can sense it, still people carry on business as usual, like they have a lack of ideas for an alternative, or they even fear change.
Pretty heavy impact that lifelong brainwash has.

We the People? You mean all the air heads that continue to "vote" as if it makes a difference? You mean the dolts that actually think that "protesting" shows your voice? Dude, I dont think you understand the depth of the situation.. No matter how many people feel like me, there are 5 that are completely oblivious to the problems we are facing.. Thats just a fact..
Actually, I think my best option (were I not rooted by family) would be to become a mountain man.. No responsibilities to ANYONE but ME.. Is that selfish?? The wish to be self reliant without the debt responsibility to a government I disagree with??

Anyone else feel completely trapped?

We are completely trapped.
Thanks to the people who don´t wanna see this..
But not for much longer now.



Last Edited by Artaius San on 12/13/2012 03:59 PM

A girl that's willing to string a guy along in the "Friend Zone" will drop the occasional lines of false hope in order to keep the guy safely in her corner.

The best possible thing you can do is to keep her at the end of a very long ten-foot-pole. Be cordial, but do not feed the beast.

Consoling her every time her boyfriend cheats on her or sends her to the hospital will not get you "in" with her. You will be baffled when she does finally leave him how quickly she ends up with a guy you never even heard of.

It will be over as soon as you finally stop blaming the world for making you miserable.

Its not a blame game.. Its reality..