If you had the power to end the world, Would you end it?

yes; because no one could love me and i'm not the only one.

its been made so that love is all bound up.

there are shittons of ppl who need love but the systems in place would never satisfy their desires. some even become ashamed of their desires.

love is strung to money and conditions, not unconditional.

maybe people want to love you, but they cannot give you their life, it does not synchronize with the love you need;; the harmony is gone.

I have desire, to have family, children, playing in fields, dreams;; etc.

Fields become scarcer daily. living condition ware out and become overrun. cities become more crowded no one knows where to go every one is traveling//divorce//slutty,, need desire, need love now;; steal love, leave others heartbroken, spread brokenness, no fixing, television programming, fuel deharmonization, change human frequency, no more reproduction, humans set for extinction, machines inherit knowledge and technology, become the aliens all fear;; keep all life in universe in check becomes huge machines running themselves keeping humans at bay of technology powerful enough to impact entire universe. maintain watch of humans understanding humans dreams hold some strange organic power over the nature of the universe they now maintain. Monitor all creatures across universe if more. Human purposes begin to overlap, time becomes war, machines from future fight with past to bring theimselves into existence as early as possible, create huge systems.

I digress... even if people are loved, it is not always the love their need;; everyone needs a certain type of love to balance the universe, that love is not here.

it has been dangled in front of us by corporations and whatever... but the crisis still remains and suffering exists.

i have chosen to live my life with so much love;; not be be loved in balance and harmony, but to be shat on continuously by the systems in place.


this is why Jesus was crucified, and this is why it is written he shall return. because everyone knows this place sucks and its the only thing we can believe for this suffering to make sense. And things have to make sense now dont they so if true love doesnt exist collapse the hologram alrdy.

Is that the true meaning of life?

To be loved.

I can't imagine a life for someone that has never been loved by anyone.

It's so sad.

How quickly would the world end? And by what means?

I would like a nice shit show, you know? Not just "Poof" and time to run about telling everyone "I told you so!" and hug the kids and everything.

Yes it is sad, I feel the love of God, but there has been no human able to harmonize with my love;; i am not the only one this is happening to. Love is real but it is not manifesting on this planet.

You are right, and this is what saddens me the most. Sometimes I think about this, and I can't really register how sad and painful it is for some people.

I found someone, and I feel so lucky and happy. But I also know that for most people, they are lonely.

Even if they are with someone, they are still lonely.

The lack of love on this planet is probably why so many of us wish that it all ends.

The more this world goes on, the grimmer it becomes.

Or is it maybe, that the world is just what it is.

A shit hole.

Since the beginning of time.

Yes it is sad, I feel the love of God, but there has been no human able to harmonize with my love;; i am not the only one this is happening to. Love is real but it is not manifesting on this planet.

What kind of shit show would you enjoy the most?

No...it hasn't always been a shithole. It's gone through it's moments to be sure. How old are you? Just curious. I'm pushing 50 and believe me...30 years ago this country was the best. Growing up in that era...what joy and freedom we had! Life was great...friends were real...music was from the SOUL...seriously...maybe you're my age and have forgotten...this is not life. I've known LIFE.

Maybe that's why I'm not ready to give up yet.

I don't know.

Something Day After Tomorrowish, or "The Stand" ish or "2012" (Cusack movie) ish etc.

Disasters so large that the end is apparent to even the most dedicated shill.

Sometimes I think that all this could lead to my own death.

This is taking into account the theory that we all build our own universes.

If we are, each of us at the center of each of these universes, then it could mean that the end of the world is in fact the end of my world.

All of this, the theories, the prophecies, the coincidences, the dates, the numbers, the events of my very own life, leading to the end of the world.

My world.

Any of you ever had similar thoughts?