Guys,

It's hard to believe I'm 52 years old and am going on five years now of having no desire to form relationships with men.

so I've waited.

then I might as well just hang it all up.


I'm still the same person inside


there are plenty of places I could venture out to


Is it worth it? Is it pointless for me to even TRY at this age?


I raked leaves yesterday and was given $20--------groceries.


I'm not expecting to meet anyone really but I feel I must MAKE myself venture back out there. And I HATE the thought of doing this.

this is such a small town I live in.

I don't have enough money to get a haircut but I've still got nice clothes, makeup and a killer perfume.

Thank GOD for wine!

Anyone know of a quick course on self-esteem or a motivational pep talk

Any ideas on what I can do? Where I should go? What I should do if I suddenly have a meltdown?

I am a Christian


I'm feeling a bit fragile

Miggy

PS. If this works out I'll have a friend snap my photo and change that 4-year old photo of me.