I've been sick-to-death of it my entire life. It didn't take age or time or learning or wisdom to tell that something disturbingly obsceen is at work in this World. over time, you come to understand that there's something dug in, rooted, and festering since the beginning.
There are so many levels beyond and below sick of it all, I just feel fortunate to have learned enough and lived long enough to know not to make a horrendous massacure of my own existance because of it.
If I would have known what was in store for me, I would have thrown up in the womb.