There is apparently an oscillation 'tied' to a astrophysical clock of some kind (Precession?).
That oscillation is a to-and-fro triggered by an ever accelerated PRESENCE of genuine authentic LIGHT in our plane (which NEVER involves itself with a illusion or projection which the entire falsified Matrix we are currently living in IS).

The personality acquired ego recieves a shock (by virtue of the Lights presence). However, This shock transcends all forms of conventional wisdom, rationale and research. It has the characteristic of 'coming-out-of-nowhere' and has the distict 'flavor' of the Unknown, yet farmiliar somehow. (perhaps a detected Tone or Vibration) In other words the YOUR genuine authentic Essence, Being, Eternity, ISNESS (inate) detects it, and the acquired personality Ego 'rushes' in to Bully it... (supported and supplimented by all forms of MASS MEDIA and fear mongering whether conscious or not!)

It's a constant oscillation between the two until the genuine-authentic-inate within you (it has always been there) gains a momentum and enduring quality that may withstand the 'lower' bullying Ego.

When this 'happens' you have wholly put yourself under different genuine influences, and will appear as a complete 'dolt' to the street-smart Ego including your own!

Mankind's greatest export has always been negative emotion, fear, depression etc etc.

Something has its livelyhood (feeding) directly tied to this export (see Gurdjieff, Casteneda, Robert Monroe etc). It simply has an interest in injecting into the population this negative aspect (it is apparently hyper-dimensional in nature and of high intelligence and works by the principle of resonance as well).

A perfect example is the lastest school shootings. Imagine the (exported) agony that has been injected on the population (via mass media) at this very vulnerable time (!). This IS NOT a surprise (or mistake). And it will not overcome those that have done thier inner-work in preparation for what we are all living thru.

The cosmic trash that has engineered this falsified matrix know there time is up (per the astrophysical cycle ending) and are reacting to the Presence of the LIGHT...

Its so refreshing to witness (on a board such as this) those that have aligned with their inner-essence-authentic-geniune (!). It IS much stronger than the Ego and herd like 'auto-pilot' manifestations that are presently proceeding like a machine...