sorry i should have worded it right, i don't think i'll ever stop playing / creating music, but i have toured and played gigs for so long i just have had my fill, i have great times and a successful career at one point but it all ground to a halt a few years back and now im left with great music, no money to promote it, no interest from anyone as the industry has died,
i threw all my eggs in one basket and decided being a musician was it, and if i didn't put my all in then i wouldn't get anywhere, well it didn't have a long term effect i was after. and before im too old i need to get myself a real job instead of this shit i doo to pay the bills just...