you are attracted because of something you need and want,
something that will make you feel more complete.
it would be wise to do some research and see if you can find
a therapist who has experience with this. there are ways of getting
what you need from relationships so you won't be so vulnerable to these feelings.
but it is hard work and society needs a lot more enlightenment regarding the needs of men.
life is a journey, Godspeed