It was Anunnaki skulls at first - why would people want to make skulls look like tat in the first place?
Then 9/11 and the pentagon lawn.
Brought up Catholic - Atheist in High School - then a hard core Christian to reform my ways - then a Gnostic Buddhist currently...
Why can't we try to be Christ-Like and leave it at that?
I don't like exterior authorities harnessing worship and human sacrifice...
Got into altered states and did some of my own inner-journeying...
Had all these experiences with other entities from these crazy light worlds - sometimes good and sometimes bad...
From the good experiences I learned: The good which occurs is always so much better than how bad the bad is...
There is a big difference between how our mind labels reality - and what reality really is - darkness is a choice of expression - darkness is not "evil", it is a lack of light - be aware of the distinction between the mind and the reality itself...
All of us are one big eternal family, in some sort of 3D holographic adventure story, with a heritage of emotional dramas, violence, beauty, horror and love - and this story goes on indefinitely - one part always influencing the evolution of what comes next...
There is truly no need to worry about anything, at our root of our full self we are completely safe and aware of the bigger picture - we are a portion of our full self inside an isolated experience to have a set of experiences in a "wild west" type of scenario, of all sorts of extremes, for the sake of generating evolutionary data via genetics for the family...
These extremes include the heritage of extremes that make-up our past in this universe...
From the bad experiences I learned: When a presence desires only to consume and destroy you without mercy - you must immediately insist of defense of space and respect - you must emit the belief that there is no permission with all of your will - you must insist on co-respect of space - as I respect you and your way of being I then am free to be how I choose to be - there is no permission to invade either one's space - the stronger your will and belief the clearer the message is made, they will shuffle off as the prey is not worth the energy...
When we do not play along with fear, when we question fear like a child, why do you feel so desperate? Why are you trying to take advantage of me? You change the "energy" of the space - the fear is no longer as effective, they move on to something more easy - or, as I have experienced, a being will actually appreciate the consideration and completely change their demeanor towards you...
You can find yourself in what truly seems like astral hell, and through your way of being, transform the situation to stable peace in real time, literally transforming your surroundings - having that "happy thought" or foundation of peace in whatever circumstance, when push comes to shove - this is so incredibly important...
Whenever things have gotten very low, I've always managed to get back up again - every time I grow and have a deeper understanding while building up from the bottom...
But yeah I've calmed down since then, lol...