I never did either Bowman...

has made for an interesting life, but ultimately I took risks that I didn't need to, didn't really serve me or harmonize me w God and creation...

I was just sort of riding, enjoying, and playing with life... did not believe there was a purpose, for one thing... just random creation and me in it cruising... experiencing...

I figured God was using our consciousness to experience with and I was happy to oblige...

not till later did I see the satanic agenda here and that many of the things I thought were random were actually demonic/luciferian contrivances...

it was like being a fly playing w a spider's web... looking at it now...

:)