I'm being trained as a Patsy

don't worry, they can never make you guilty. they only let it look like.
just stay rational and honest.

I'm trying. It's hard. I would almost rather be guilty than look like it (almost). I'm 30. My life hasn't been great but I've tried to be a good person. I'd rather die than spend the rest of my life in prison for something I had no part in or be involved in some future event that I want no part of.

Worst of all, I CAN'T GET ANY HELP.

have you had any extreme stinging in your body lately ?

you should try psychiatrics, exorcists, shaman etc.

It happened once. A MASER or infrared laser doesn't respond well to drugs. They played me a video about how my suffering was valuable and blasted me for 5 min or so.

Exorcist, shaman... not what I'm looking for.

Seriously, why do they do this? WTF do I do?

your schizophrenic...

Thanks for the diagnosis. My doctor disagrees.

Zakk?

i take that back, your just an attention whore...

nope



Hey, the more attention I draw to myself the better. Maybe someone that can actually help will respond. At the very least, someone will question wtf happened if worse does come to worse.

Also, FUCK YOU.

"I'm being trained as a Patsy"

You sound like a "Mary" to me.

Change the TV station...

Watch cartoons for the day...Try Underdog reruns :-)

FUCK YOU TOO

This is serious shit.

I'm a Patsy, and my mission comes February 28, 2013 at 7:49 PM in Burlington, VT.

I will walk into a McDonalds, and casually order Apple Slices. After paying the fifty cents required for purchase of said item, I will then violently throw them at the nearest plant. After enjoying the horrified reaction of everyone in the building, at my horrific act of violence, I will slowly leave the building.


I don't know why I was trained to do this. But it is my life purpose. All the years of mkultra sessions, all the years of suffering abuse, and all the sleepless nights with my horrific nightmares infused with dissociative identity disorder, have led to this! I am not who I was, but I am who they want me to be! I am Martina Les Deru, the terrorist of apple slices!

The only person that can help you is yourself. You obviously have some issues if you feel the need to post some bullshit like this. Grow up and learn to accept your life, however pathetic and pointless it may be..., and fuck you for trying to manipulate the hoards of gullible idiots on here. Threads like these just distract from actual posters who seek the TRUTH.

just put it all out there OP.

That's awesome. See, this person knows how to be helpful.

Also, they aren't MKultra sessions so much as classical conditioning and "suggestions" about what I should do. Also at least one drugging, people following me around, and shit getting stolen from my place. If violence comes at me, I'll be fucking armed.

You need to pray to The LORD to watch over you and to guide you. Do it in all seriousness in your deep heart - call out to The LORD to rescue you. He will then provide a way.

I have some control over my reaction to it. I cannot control if someone else is dead. I cannot control a couple old as fucking dust tails following me when I drive. I cannot control getting hit with something that makes my whole body burn. I cannot control my computer getting repeatedly hacked. I cannot control getting drugged against my will by something that makes my go numb for a month in the wrong places.

I can go to the authorities and sound crazy, or keep it to myself and endure literal torture. I went to the authorities, but I still don't wtf to do.

Great, I'm healed. Two kids are dead. I may be being set up as a patsy and I'm still being monitored by some nefarious assholes. Either government or entertainment industry.