I was mediitating on the 21st ......I forgot it was the 21st..... till it hit midnight (australia time)....look what happened on this day

enjoy ( tried to explain the explainable the best I could.

ILL TRY AND BE QUICK V- NEED SOME ADVICE (hear me out)
(if its out of your expertise can u direct me to someone else) please read....and point me to another so i can work with someone else on this level.
Today while meditating the entire room filled up with buzzing....billions of flying, spiraling protons, electrons, WERE in the air. They seemed random. So I focused on one as macro as possible. They tried to zoom off in groups, but i don't alow them SO these buzzing consciousness protons (who knows...dark matter??) tried to leave the room, as with the other millions. I told the protons that I am manifesting you and you cant leave. Then a giant silver bubble was surrounding me..... as it slowly shrunk... and contracted to attempt to go back inside me. I reminded them again, I control my consciousness. ...I then expanded a silver (transparent dome OVER MY HOUSE) (made up with all these dancing protons and sparks (BUT STUCK TO THE THIN PLANE I PUT THEN ON. 2 seconds later i pushed it to cover the dome around my ENTIRE SUBURBIA (julian assange growing up here may help with those energies) ( i felt weightless...life at one with air and dust...bliss) ....in a slip second. Cos i truly know how this works..... it was soo loud... buzzing like a million bees. There was protons (small balls) trying to run away from my consciousness of them. so they kept speeding up so fast the noise was deafening (avoiding my awareness of them.... this is strange it feels it is the Iron age energies are holding on (there is also the this red Webb which latches onto all matter...then lets go...we are always going thought a car wash. This was so intricate its a web. Its attempt's to attach all objects and people of this...intwerweb ...but they are red and move fast. LIKE WITH THE PROTONS, YOU CAN ONLY SEE THEM IF YOU ARE CONSCIOUS OF THEM ...( and boy they don't like getting noticed , now its all I see. or maybe dark matter or earths consciousness of fear.. Again, I remind I am in CHARGE here. sO I DEMAND and build THIS MATRIX, proton, electron mess to the size on the whole earth. (my house nearly exploded..lol) (i cant get rid of it I CAN only change its shape..mutate it.(once we are all consciously aware of this the bronze age will be at its peak.... while away though....anyway i THEN LOOK OUT THE WINDOW and saw a Mammoth white Titan IN THE CLOUDS! with trident in hand, ready to strike the earth. ..So we filled up the entire earth with 'Love' 'healing' transparency and truth...the trident represented a higher power from the light, that can destroy material and negative energy . ...the new age is here, and the old consciousness in the air is running for the hills. ....the whole time...there are sparks crashing into me.... all trying to avoiding me being aware of these energies. but they get crashing into to other making sparks (almost like, if I am aware of them, they would rather destroy themselves. .....and this part is the AMAZING bit. .
NOTE THIS: both my hands 'repelled each other' like a magnet. tHIS happened after i signed the cross in the name of balance and love. ...is there anyone that I can work with this on? I WAS VIBRATING AND FLOATING IN PURE DIVINITY. No words can explain what i. MY eyes WERE CLOSED near the end AND I could still see the room...in 5d??... not 3d. ...ive been traveling galaxies since i was 5 yo (intergalactic creche with other milky way beings....all we did was teach each other for 5 years, every night. WE ALL had such different worlds. YET, us 7 were at home on the astral plane. i miss them dearly....anyway. ....this is the second time ive manipulated (corrected) energy....but i did get worried when the sparks were going all over. But i simply advised the particles 'the light is shining calmly through the window. U are going nuts cos your relevance is becoming nill. (all the elements that make up energy and material) ..it would be hard for them realizing they are simply controlled by us. But boy the they have such a personality and they went into damage control, like it was a computer program. (although I could control this energy at will, in between they go spastic. This indicates yet another 'conciseness' on top of our consciousness. And if the iron age can be so manic and have a consciousness that can be dictated ...Imagine HOW AMAZING the bronze age conciseness will be in 1000 years ....yet i still send them to space. and now im in utter bliss.
there was also a super fast particle wind that made all my hair move....it bounced off me and fell, and ran. Again, i need an expert.
or is this all me? (oh and ive good video of bending shadows, but this.... was truly a divine hour. ..and all you need is knowing we manifest the LOT. and we want love.
the next 40 years is going to be amazing ( ive been lucky enough to get these previews my whol life.... but its getting so godlike. its amzing.
anyone you can point me to on this topic? or am I alone here.
i need to mind someone whom can do the same/anyone with a direct channel where they can actually SEE it and hear it. ...for real. no hacks.
P.s give it a go yourself. Stair at the air ( no object) you will then see moving dark particles. THEN FOCUS ON ONE...the lighter they get, (DON'T FOCUS ON MORE THAN ONE, COS THEN THEY ALL FLY AWAY ....pull it towards you until its right near your pineal gland. ....and whatever u see, keeping reminding yourself you have manifested the entire thing.... An intense HIGH flushes through of empowerment and love and freedom. there is nothing better than the universe telling you 'YOU ARE IN CONTROL' ....The sun light embraces it, its just some of these bizarre dark particles which are holing on. They are a magnet to fear.
(we all can see those black dots in the air. I dare you to start a relationship with it. ...I know it works. try try again, and always go more macro, zoom zoom, close....then POW. ...u are a cleansing energy god
(please forward this to anyone whom might assist me in these amazing times, i need this to be repeated by others, and it will be.
ps. i dont think facebook or my website can handle this stuff... just need one more person.
and at the end of the day, book are books. THIS IS REAL. ...I feel so at ease to have this experience. For I was ready for it for many years. ..hands down the most magical day of my life.
I have filmed this before. But i fear showing it. only to my GF and she is gobsmacked. Id rather we all get to this point first hand. Not on a bloody video
(Ps. I know i sound crazy santos...just god connected us in a way that was meant to be.
Nothing I have stated is false. It is actually more amazing than I can describe.
100% CLEAR FOCUSED NATURAL STATE.... I NEED MORE PEOPLE THAT CAN DO THIS ASAP.


P.S Quantum Mechanics/Physics have already proven that our consciousness affects the macro world.

In terms of science, this is expected.

The reason scientists are so bad at proving these things because they attach to all the fears of where it might go wrong. Hence manifesting exactly what they asked for.

My study needs real people whom know their power (of love for this earth 100%)