Quoting: B1LLY Quoting: Seer777
So it seems...
Much Love and Happy New Years :)
I'm going to do something I rarely do and talk about myself FWIW.
I've been taking care of my girlfirend's brother and his family for several years now. Although the parents are completely dysfunctional and fighting all the time in my home, I tolerate it because of the children I'm helping to raise.
Those kids, despite of having been raised in a camper shell in the Arizona desert are doing amazingly well.
My girlfriend and I arranged a big New Years party for the girl. She had a ton of friends over and they had the time of their lives. The 'screaming contest' was something I'll never forget.
My girlfriend and I are basically roomates (no sex). I have my room and she has hers, but I've known her a long time so we are good friends. She is partially blind with severe fibromyalgia and can't drive and doesn't work, so I take care of her and take her shopping, to school etc. She's a really good Aunt.
Since I've never been married and never had kids, I figure this is close enough. Who cares if they aren't mine.
My brother has severe Down Syndrome and doesn't even know who I am. He can only say a few words, but he's always happy and healthy. He doesn't pray, or go to Church. He doesn't perform 'healing rituals' or do any kind of meditation etc... yet he's doing better than me, and he's older!
After 9/11 my mom got Cancer, so I quit my job, moved to another state with her and took care of her (and my brother) for many months until she died in front of me. I had no job, and lost all my savings and basically had to start my life over.
I'm basically just an nice guy that has always given to others before I give to myself. Because of that, I often get taken advantage of and so I lost a lot of trust in people over the years.
On top of all of that, I've watched the New Age and Feminist movements subvert and destroy the United States all throughout my life, so I do what I can to fight their destructive philosophies. I get treated like I'm an ass because of it.
I can't change who I am.