New here....

Not really new to conspiracy theories, I have some experience here on the net, and the CT shootings have drawn me here. Half of me is wondering at some (OK-all) of the same questions as many of you, but the other half is convinced I (and you all) are just f'n paranoid.

Don't get me wrong- I am seeing the same discrepancies as you, I just don't want to belive that my countries gov't is as sick as it is starting to appear. Is this really happening?

Signed-
Christian