Hmmmm...Well hears my thinking on this. I went to Walmart on Thursday night after work. I had to get some things and I'm working all this weekend-and hubby doesn't know how to do these things. I was fine for awhile and got what I needed to get and then I got in line. Everybody was whining. the lines were long. The prices were too high. The price on and item was wrong. Anyway my throat started to close up. It was my turn. I got through it with the patience that all people should have for these workers that don't get to see their family until AFTER the holiday is up.

I started coughing in the parking lot and couldn't stop all the way home. I didn't stop coughing until I finally decided to meditate.

Tomorrow is Friday, the only day they gave me off before the big weekend and only because it was a request. I felt good. I didn't even think to meditate I felt so good. I went out. It seemed ok...until I got to Walwart. Now I know all you Walmart shills are crying about why do I shop there when I know better. I shop there because they have certain things I need and since my 20 run about Walmart while MIL was waiting in the car to take me home wasn't enough I had to go back.

I shop for an hour. We get in line and people are whining and crying about all the same bs they were moaning about the night before. My throat starts to close up. WE get in the car for the next destination. I'm coughing up a lung for seemingly no reason. By the time I get there I have the shakes. My arms and legs are crying in pain. I go do what needs to be done for dinner's sake. My hubby keeps disappearing (he did this at Walmart too). Finally we get outta there and go home. By that time I shoved the food at the kids and made for the bed. I got to nap for an hour before hubby is asking about his BDay dinner-one of reasons I asked off for Friday. So I go to appease him ate half a burger and went back home to sleep. I felt so bad about his B-Day dinner night. And somehow I managed not to cough while at the restaurant but I'm sure I got looks as I was so sleepyyyy.

Anyway to make a long story even longer-I was trying to look up my symptoms and you know they all lead to influenza but I looked into this one book called "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay. It's something I was reading a month or so ago. In this book under the list for Influenza/Flu is 'Response to mass negativity and beliefs. Fear. Belief in statistics.'-The new thought pattern is 'I am beyond group beliefs or the calendar. I am free from all congestion and influence.'

It's so funny cause I was like OK! This makes so much sense! I had told hubby it felt so negative in there just this morning and that I'm not going in there until after the holidays are over now. And I read that list just 30 mins ago.

And now it's time to go to bed so I can function at work tomorrow...and this time I'm definitely gonna meditate before I go anywheres.