Ok, i'am not going to type a long message because I do not feeling that good to do so...

My mother died in august this year, she was everything for me, I didn't work for 3 months and I have been working for the same firm for 21 years, X-mas is special I used to celebrate this with my mom and only with mom because she liked beeing on her self, now she's gone...
My mom would be proud because I'am looking for a house and that I'am starting a 2nd life (i'am 39 year old)...
Thanks mom, for all those years with you, I will see you again when my time arrives.

Let this just be a Xmas thead ...