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| Open Your Eyes Alex Christopher Bickle User ID: 19607339 12/24/2012 12:33 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 13168374 12/24/2012 12:33 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence Fear is such a weak emotion, that's why I despise it We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth So scared of what you think of me, I'm scared of even telling you Sometimes I'm like the only person I feel safe to tell it to I'm locked inside a cell in me, I know that there's a jail in you Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through" |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 12:37 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | a month after i moved into my house which equals 13 (that should please you Dr. Acula) lol i woke up to a voice saying that i had to stay here until i disappear. you know there is so much in between all this i could write a book. but i wont do that here i would really like to get to the heart of the matter. 143 |
| Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 12/24/2012 12:39 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 12:39 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | things started to escalate Quoting: Ellusion when i moved into my house in sept of last year. than even more when my nephew was killed in a car accident. he died on 09/04 of this year and my birthdate is 04/09 Symmetry. Is the reflection of perfection. could you explain? thanks :) No one understands perfection. But "I assume" perfection is of God and symmetry is the evidence of intelligent design. Were in a system where everything influences each other thus you see coincidences or symmetry like a mirror. thank you! :) 143 |
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| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 12:45 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Any 'dodgery' may simply be an attempt to return this thread to it's rightful OP. I do have one more question, Alex, but it will wait for another time. My apologies OP. I derailed your story. Please continue unabated. thats ok you are more than welcome to say whatever you like! please do! i find it helpful! 143 |
| Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 12/24/2012 12:45 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Any 'dodgery' may simply be an attempt to return this thread to it's rightful OP. I do have one more question, Alex, but it will wait for another time. My apologies OP. I derailed your story. Please continue unabated. Fair enough. If I am intruding on your thread Ellusion, I will leave... :) "Difficulties strengthen the mind, as labor does the body." ~Seneca |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1333814 12/24/2012 12:46 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No one understands perfection. But "I assume" perfection is of God and symmetry is the evidence of intelligent design. Were in a system where everything influences each other thus you see coincidences or symmetry like a mirror. thank you! :) You should continue. The Paranormal arouses my curiosity and I have been through some hauntings too. Plus NO FEAR ANYMORE! :) |
| Open Your Eyes Alex Christopher Bickle User ID: 19607339 12/24/2012 12:47 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
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| Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 12/24/2012 12:48 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You seems very certain... Quoting: Seer777 Does that speak of humility? Can one ever really know for sure? Where they are going... :ObscuredBridge Dear Miss Seer, How would you balance humility and certainty? With GREAT WONDER... ![]() Remember? "Difficulties strengthen the mind, as labor does the body." ~Seneca |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 12:48 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Any 'dodgery' may simply be an attempt to return this thread to it's rightful OP. I do have one more question, Alex, but it will wait for another time. My apologies OP. I derailed your story. Please continue unabated. Fair enough. If I am intruding on your thread Ellusion, I will leave... :) no, please, i would like you to stay! :) 143 |
| Open Your Eyes Alex Christopher Bickle User ID: 19607339 12/24/2012 12:49 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Open Your Eyes Alex Christopher Bickle User ID: 19607339 12/24/2012 12:50 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You seems very certain... Quoting: Seer777 Does that speak of humility? Can one ever really know for sure? Where they are going... :ObscuredBridge Dear Miss Seer, How would you balance humility and certainty? With GREAT WONDER... :Hole1 Remember? I wonder where you learned that... :) |
| Open Your Eyes Alex Christopher Bickle User ID: 19607339 12/24/2012 12:50 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1128877 12/24/2012 12:52 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | a month after i moved into my house Quoting: Ellusion which equals 13 (that should please you Dr. Acula) lol i woke up to a voice saying that i had to stay here until i disappear. you know there is so much in between all this i could write a book. but i wont do that here i would really like to get to the heart of the matter. Do you fear death? |
| Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 12/24/2012 12:55 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | :) Thank you. As I find this a fast paced thread...and those are are missed. Much can be lost when the wave is not caught. On another note, I noticed another mentioned the paranormal. I was a moderator of a paranormal forum for a time...if you have questions perhaps I can answer them. However, I can not guarantee that. :) "Difficulties strengthen the mind, as labor does the body." ~Seneca |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 12:56 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | a month after i moved into my house Quoting: Ellusion which equals 13 (that should please you Dr. Acula) lol i woke up to a voice saying that i had to stay here until i disappear. you know there is so much in between all this i could write a book. but i wont do that here i would really like to get to the heart of the matter. Do you fear death? wow! lol thats a biggy is there a reason why you asked that? or is it just a ? 143 |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 12:58 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | :) Thank you. As I find this a fast paced thread...and those are are missed. Much can be lost when the wave is not caught. On another note, I noticed another mentioned the paranormal. I was a moderator of a paranormal forum for a time...if you have questions perhaps I can answer them. However, I can not guarantee that. :) thank you i feel safe with you for some reason! :) 143 |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1128877 12/24/2012 01:01 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | a month after i moved into my house Quoting: Ellusion which equals 13 (that should please you Dr. Acula) lol i woke up to a voice saying that i had to stay here until i disappear. you know there is so much in between all this i could write a book. but i wont do that here i would really like to get to the heart of the matter. Do you fear death? wow! lol thats a biggy is there a reason why you asked that? or is it just a ? It's a sense. You are bothered. |
| Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 12/24/2012 01:03 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you. Quoting: Seer777 As I find this a fast paced thread...and those are are missed. Much can be lost when the wave is not caught. On another note, I noticed another mentioned the paranormal. I was a moderator of a paranormal forum for a time...if you have questions perhaps I can answer them. However, I can not guarantee that. :) thank you i feel safe with you for some reason! :) What a beautiful thing to say... Thank you. I spent much of my college time and twenties caring for other peoples children. Safety was very important to me. I was very good at what I did and was paid well for it. I still miss 'certain ones' everyday. ![]() It's keeping the Wonder along with them... :) "Difficulties strengthen the mind, as labor does the body." ~Seneca |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1128877 12/24/2012 01:10 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | a month after i moved into my house Quoting: Ellusion which equals 13 (that should please you Dr. Acula) lol i woke up to a voice saying that i had to stay here until i disappear. you know there is so much in between all this i could write a book. but i wont do that here i would really like to get to the heart of the matter. Do you fear death? wow! lol thats a biggy is there a reason why you asked that? or is it just a ? It's a sense. You are bothered. OP, you have to face your fears head on or you will always be hiding. It's time for you to be the boss and be in control. ![]() |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 01:11 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you. Quoting: Seer777 As I find this a fast paced thread...and those are are missed. Much can be lost when the wave is not caught. On another note, I noticed another mentioned the paranormal. I was a moderator of a paranormal forum for a time...if you have questions perhaps I can answer them. However, I can not guarantee that. :) thank you i feel safe with you for some reason! :) What a beautiful thing to say... Thank you. I spent much of my college time and twenties caring for other peoples children. Safety was very important to me. I was very good at what I did and was paid well for it. I still miss 'certain ones' everyday. ![]() It's keeping the Wonder along with them... :) your welcome! i have to speak from the heart! 143 |
| Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 12/24/2012 01:15 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 01:16 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | a month after i moved into my house Quoting: Ellusion which equals 13 (that should please you Dr. Acula) lol i woke up to a voice saying that i had to stay here until i disappear. you know there is so much in between all this i could write a book. but i wont do that here i would really like to get to the heart of the matter. Do you fear death? wow! lol thats a biggy is there a reason why you asked that? or is it just a ? It's a sense. You are bothered. i hold alot inside, my family dont want to believe me even when they see things for themselves 143 |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 01:19 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Ellusion (OP) User ID: 29068670 12/24/2012 01:21 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's a sense. You are bothered. OP, you have to face your fears head on or you will always be hiding. It's time for you to be the boss and be in control. ![]() lol thats what im trying to do, finish my story! 143 |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1128877 12/24/2012 01:33 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's a sense. You are bothered. i hold alot inside, my family dont want to believe me even when they see things for themselves That is understandable because many don't want to know and are afraid. 5 years ago I was oblivious and would have thought the same. But if you were my child telling me what has affected you, there is no way I would look in the other direction. [link to www.psychic-experiences.com] |