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chickadee
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You see the irony there don´t you. Get rigt with God first of all.


Dude you have no clue how right I am with God I spent a year of homelessness, because my family screwed me over and not only did I forgive them I let myself fall to God's will I have prayed every day and every night for 5 years for God to show me what to do and to guide me. God clearly has a plan for me I have slashed my wrists until and I quote a doctor on this "Holy Moses that looks like a road map". I feel like God hates me even though every waking breath I devote to any that need me. I have went without so many times just so others could have a meal and be happy even if just for one night. I worked my ass off and spent every penny I made to help out 4 of my friends who would have been homeless and starving if not. Trust me I am right with God the thing is I'm lost and beaten and I'm losing faith.






I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times
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You see the irony there don´t you. Get rigt with God first of all.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26268975


Dude you have no clue how right I am with God I spent a year of homelessness, because my family screwed me over and not only did I forgive them I let myself fall to God's will I have prayed every day and every night for 5 years for God to show me what to do and to guide me. God clearly has a plan for me I have slashed my wrists until and I quote a doctor on this "Holy Moses that looks like a road map". I feel like God hates me even though every waking breath I devote to any that need me. I have went without so many times just so others could have a meal and be happy even if just for one night. I worked my ass off and spent every penny I made to help out 4 of my friends who would have been homeless and starving if not. Trust me I am right with God the thing is I'm lost and beaten and I'm losing faith.
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[I feel your pain I will pray for you. I am going through some bad times too. Please don,t give up on GOD. SOmetimes we have to go through trials in life some are not good. Maybe to make us stronger. I have had my fair share too. GOD BLESS and don,t give up. Take care.
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Hi, let me start off by saying my life has been one train wreck after another. My whole childhood was shit. Growing up I've always tried to do the best I can to help those around me. Now I've lost everything. I lost the one girl that made me feel human, which is something I never knew before. I lost all of my friends because of immature acts of fools with Peter Pan Syndrome. My family is so fucking twisted I can't even speak of them without flying into an emotional cocktail of rage and sadness. I have no job now. I got thrown out of school over a technicality. I am slowly losing touch with my faith and with hope. Every day I wake up I wish I hadn't. I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times in the past six months and for what ever mystical cruel universal prank I can't. I've spoke to doctors they tell me that nothing is wrong with me and no medication in the world can help. They have tried everything from anti-depressants to mood-stabilizers nothing works. I honestly don't know why the hell I'm even bothering to post anything on here seeing as only about 2% of anyone takes anything seriously. But I guess I have no options. Please, does anyone have any advice what so ever?
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hey man the fact that your on here shows alot about how you think. Now I cant say ive been in your shoes or know everything you've been through. My perspective is not going to be from a religious one. My best advice would be to pick yourself back up the best you can. The hardest part is getting up but once you take that first step and get to walking things will come you'll.

The fact that you have failed at suicidal attempts shows that your purpose here is not fulfilled. One thing I can tell you is right now you have the experience a story that you will carry with you forever. With that being said when you finally get yourself together that story will be your story. Your hero story about your life. Life is all about the experience we are here to learn the best we can. We are all on our own frequencies and that is because that's the path we were meant to walk. What your going through is an experience that you have to go through.

But always remember its how you receive these experiences that lead up to where you will be. Stay positive at all times. Pray is great but without action its like saying im going to move this ball. Until you get up and push it its not going anywhere friend. Im sure everyone has probably given you great advice and your seeking advice and im sure people would like to help you be giving you advice the best they can.

Stay positive brother and things will change for the good. Woman come and go there another 1 out there waiting for you. Stay positive and open minded and keep a kind heart watch how things will unfold.
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I am right with God the thing is I'm lost and beaten and I'm losing faith.
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You did it again, your contradicting yourself. The irony.
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life has always been filled with contradictions...and I believe that as long as it lasts....it always will thumbs


to OP:

first, cyber hugs to you hugs

now the advice:

-if you over-indulge in alcohol, drugs, or mind altering substances.... you need to stop. Drug/alcohol dependencies only add to the problems...they never help

-if you have people around you that are vampires....sucking the life out of you by dumping all their problems into your lap.... stop. Having a healthy relationship with anyone...family or friends...should be a balance. A give and take. An exchange. If these people are always take, take, take....and you feel worse when you're around them....it's not a healthy relationship. Remove them as far away from you as possible

-I'm not sure what your story is...and it's really not my business...but you ~must~ learn to forgive yourself for whatever you've done to others. No one is perfect. Everybody f*cks up. But you gotta learn to put a period there, and move on (judge judy).

-practice one act of random kindness a day. Help someone to their car with their groceries. Ask the lady in the deli how she's doing..how her day is going..but don't be fake about it. Actually listen to her answer. Tell someone their hair looks nice. Help your neighbor shovel his drive-way. Smile at a stranger (but not in a creepy way...lol)

-a long time ago...I heard the saying: 'when you see someone without a smile...give them one of yours'
Try it. Smiles, like laughter, are contagious. They spread faster than any virus known to man. When you start spreading joy...it will reflect back to you. Like a boom-a-rang

-try and ~not~ take life too seriously...cuz it's just a small stepping stone to a much larger picture. I'll share with you what my mom has told me since I was little: 'don't take life too seriously....cuz none of us are getting out of here alive'

happyheart more cyber hugs to you! hugs heart flowas
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I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times
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You see the irony there don´t you. Get rigt with God first of all.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26268975


Dude you have no clue how right I am with God I spent a year of homelessness, because my family screwed me over and not only did I forgive them I let myself fall to God's will I have prayed every day and every night for 5 years for God to show me what to do and to guide me. God clearly has a plan for me I have slashed my wrists until and I quote a doctor on this "Holy Moses that looks like a road map". I feel like God hates me even though every waking breath I devote to any that need me. I have went without so many times just so others could have a meal and be happy even if just for one night. I worked my ass off and spent every penny I made to help out 4 of my friends who would have been homeless and starving if not. Trust me I am right with God the thing is I'm lost and beaten and I'm losing faith.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 30747832


OP I completely understand your post.Your family and the things you have gone through could be myself in every way.For years I have drifted along feeling like God didnt acknowledge I existed but I suppose I have just adjusted to being this way and now can cope with it.I tried killing myself once in the past.My mom and my brother found me.Did they get me help,NO they carried me to the country and waited for me to die so they wouldnt have to share any inheritance with me later on.Was I ever dumb thinking they cared about me like I did them.For some unknown reason I survived and was more determined to make it.
Today things are better.I am still alone but it doesnt matter to me anymore.I wish I knew what to say to make life get better for you but I dont.Like you I am a good and giving person.Will do without to help someone else,etc.Try to focus on yourself if you can and sit down with a clear head and look at every tiny option you have.There is one,you just have to find it.Good luck OP.You will make it.
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I am sorry for your situation OP, prayers for strength and healing for you. We all come to earth with a plan and specific lessons that we intend to learn. Certain hardships keep repeating in your life and until you learn the lessons you came here to learn, they will keep repeating. So first determine what are those lessons. What things in your life keep repeating over and over again? Do you continue the cycle by responding in the same manner to the situations and cirmcumstances? Life give us plenty of opportunities to be tested, if your response is always the same, maybe you need to respond differently. Did you ever think that other people also have their own lessons to learn and that by rescuing them you are preventing them from growing and evolving? Some people need to hit rock bottom before they pick themselves up and do something to change their life. Sometimes, only a change in perspective is needed to accomplish this. No one is meant to be a doormat. It sounds like you've been browbeaten for so long, especially in childhood, that you've forgotten who you really are....A great spiritual being having a physical experience. As far as your comment about being right with God, if you've tried to kill yourself 5 times in 6 months, that is not honoring God. Please see that you can't fix anyone else, only they can do that. Your constantly helping others may be hindering their growth. Peace be with you and good luck on your journey.
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If you think part of the problem is trapped emotions, and you'd like Emotion Code session, I'd be glad to give you one. Hey its worth a shot.

I am not certified, but I am going thru certification now.

Look thru my thread and see if anything resonates:
Thread: Try The Emotion Code here - release trapped emotions so the body can heal itself.

post over there if you are interested.

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“Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan, ‘press on’ has solved, and always will solve, the problems of the human race.” - Calvin Coolidge

Press on my friend, NEVER give up.
Get off ALL drugs, eat healthy, organic foods and ask your higher power for the strength to be happy and successful. Most importantly though:
PRESS ON! Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent!!
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OP .. you are getting so much advice here I hesitate to add anything but feel led to.

Are you a blood bought born again Christian? You don't really say...

Assuming you are.. realize this is complete and total spiritual warfare. We voice our despair.. depression etc. and satan is quick to act upon it. The mind is the battlefield.. keep your thoughts on the Word and repeat various scripture aloud. "God has not given me the spirit of fear but of love, peace and a sound mind" etc. I have the book "Battlefield of the Mind" by Joyce Meyer and would be happy to send it to you.

Most Christians are not aware of the power of our words. When we speak negatively we are in effect handcuffing God and allowing satan to wreak havoc with us.

God is not moved by our situation but moved by our FAITH. Begin to see yourself as God sees you.. precious and one of a kind. There is no one in the world like you. God wants you to succeed and be all that you can be through Him.

Satan on the other hand.. wants you to suffer mentally, physically and spiritually. He would like nothing more than to take you out. Remember that the next time you feel like commiting suicide. Whose agenda are you playing to?

You are a child of the Most High God... the Almighty Creator of the Universe!!! And He wants to know and fellowship with you!!! Embrace Him.. If God be for you who can be against you???????????

I'm going to go out on a limb here and say I imagine you to be a very sensitive person. Very sensitive to others feelings which can also translate into you being super sensitive or thin skinned?? Just a guess.

Take baby steps.. every morning when you wake up get on your face before God and praise Him.. thank Him.. Ask the Holy Spirit to reveal Himself to you and guide you. You can not do this alone.. you need God and spiritual intercessors.. find Christian people to talk to.

Listen to praise and worship music. This is an amazing way to praise God and God inhabits the praises of his people. I get more high off doing this than any drug I have ever done in my life.

Hang on OP.. Don't beg God. Act like His Word is True and start thanking Him for all the great things He has in store for you. Even if you don't really feel it.. just say it. Your thinking will soon change.

I'm not convinced Christians who commit suicide to to heaven... what if they don't?? This life is but a vapor, do we want to run the risk of missing heaven?? No way!!

You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.. let me know if you're interested in the book.

P.S. I just heard a message yesterday that whatever we focus on, we magnify. If we focus on our trouble .. we magnify them. Magnify the Lord instead red_heart

Make up your mind to make some changes ... try for 1 week and see if things haven't improved.
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Hi OP, I will say prayers for you, but I've found in my own life (and I'm freakin' old :), that if I'm really down, and feel hopeless, it helps enormously to help other people. Do some volunteer work perhaps, and make it such that it's not just once or twice. It will lift your spirits so much!
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I was reading through the posts to see if anyone else said this. I agree.

OP, do what you can to get out of the same old thing. Helping others is great and you will meet other people that are as nice as you are and other people who are worse off than you are.

Expanding your world will expand your opportunities. I know you said you live in the boonies, so you might have to volunteer at a church or even just for neighbors.

The important thing is to do something different. This provides new doors and new opportunities. Do it a lot and watch for new ways to do something different.

You are in my prayers.

hf
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^^ Good stuff!

I feel for ya, OP. Thank you for reaching out, here. There are quite a few supportive people here, and also others with good wisdom and guidance to share. Talking about what you're experiencing is a good thing. I am sure a lot of us could identify with things you wrote about your life experience, myself included.

The only advice I could give is to remember to cut yourself some slack, don't be so hard on yourself. hugs You are a compassionate person who has gone through a lot of personal pain and loss, and have tried to help others. When you have an inner need to give, or to "fix" things, it can sometimes be hard when our efforts seem to make little difference. But, it is always up to the other person whether they wish to receive what is being offered. If your compassionate gifts are rejected, realize it is not you, and it does not diminish the worth or quality of your efforts!

Release, let go, and transform your inner suffering, OP. Take it, refine it, and transmute it. Scour yourself, and look for every dent and ding that you have endured, then repair them all. You can. Then, start bestowing again. Give your love as a gift unconditional, leave it with the person, and walk away. If they don't accept it, it is still a good gift and not wasted, it will go to someone else who is willing to receive. Realize you have an endless supply of this healing unconditional love within you, and an endless supply that can come through you, from above. You matter, and your efforts to help are not unnoticed. But, it's time to take care of you first, for a little while. u2efine

I will go say a prayer for you now, as others have, and meditate on this for a bit. I hope you are filled with healing love, and that each day to come is better than the last.

((((((((HUGS)))))))

P.S. - If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here, along with others. You are not alone, and will endure this leg of the journey. ~ Peace ~ hf
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Hey OP, I am still reading the poster comments and you do have some good advice here.

I just want to say, if you are real because after all this is GLP, there is something really special about you.

God is quiet right now but I have learned that the best way to connect to God is first asking Jesus to be your personal Lord and Savior and then physically getting on your knees to pray to God. Ask God for your needs in the name of Jesus. Once you have done that the Holy Spirit takes up residence in you. Then just be patient. Wait for God to inspire you. Wait for your direction. Even if answers do not come immediately you may find a sense of peace.

Detaching from people can be powerful. It can allow your personality to blossom and with that blossoming will come your path. I think you are very special and I love your heart.

Maybe God wants you to become His warrior, to help save the people around you, to help awaken them before it is too late for them.

If you don't have a pet, maybe get one. Animals are very loving and they never fail you. God will also help you find that special person in your life that you desire and maybe the one you did know was not the right one.

After reading your posts, all I can think is that to be as sane and level headed as you are now is sort of a miracle.

Peace be with you.
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I don't know what to tell you really. Start writing about your life, think positive, listen to nature, and listen to music from a genre called, "Hard Trance". It's a sub-genre of techno, but I think it's a lot better than techno.

That's about all i can think of right now.
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I am always open minded to music me being a musician at heart and all. What is a band you would recommend? I used to use Adrian Belew, and King Crimson to get through the day.
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Alphazone, DJ Joop, Axel Coon, Tunnel Trance Force...

Here is a great track....this should pick you right up!

(make sure you listen to the whole song!)


[link to www.youtube.com]

This is quite a long mix, but it's a really good start to finding quality trance music.


[link to www.youtube.com]

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You do seem to have some issues with self esteem & your family so the shrinks are wrong there. You should do whatever you can to get away from the area & bad memories. You do need counseling it seems, but it isn't easy to find good ones.

Whether you go with religion or not, you have to watch every thought you have & ask is it positive or negative. Reject the negative, that is a big factor in esteem issues.

You love music. Teaching music or working in a music store is a good way to stay in it, connect to other musicians & help others.

You might have to take some crap job just to survive, but there are many in most cities, and you can find one. While religion can go either way I've found Seventh Day Adventists are good people & will often help with food or jobs. Christian Scientist too, their teachings open up the Bible along the lines of Mind Science & positive thinking.

Yoga also helps one get in touch with your self--of course fundamentalists won't like the above but few of them heal with fasting & prayer either. Read The Essene Gospel of Peace for an alternate take on what was lost in Christianity, why most Christians don't lead ascetic lives like Yogis.

Read books on Mind Science & Positive Thinking & keep them handy. Where there is a will there is a way & God will open doors. You have to give yourself to your creator & also learn to love yourself for your talents, goodness & strengths, not for your lost lover (it wasn't meant to be--there will be others) lost material things or crappy family members. Get away from them and avoid them until your life stabilizes--they trigger the negativity & low esteem.

Read some Carl Jung so you get a grip on human psychology, because obviously your thought process is distorted from your neurotic parents--they shape our personalities. One more time... Get far away from them & don't look back. You can't save a drowning person if you can't swim well yourself & you will both drown.
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OP if you have some spare cash go backpacking. Go to 3rd wold counties, and do development work. Get out of your comfort zone. Travel the world.

Even if you dont have cash, just do it. You will see a whole new world.

Just some idea's

Start a fresh life, and remember you aren running away from problems if you do the above.

hf
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Read the book of Job. The little pussy ass shit you've been through is nothing compared to real discord.
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Wow, that's mean.
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I had to have my ex wifes stomach pumped 3 times. She sounded exactly like this guy...it enrages me to see people let the shit that happens in life tear them up.

Suicide is not the answer op. It's all about perspective...get one.
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Hi, let me start off by saying my life has been one train wreck after another. My whole childhood was shit. Growing up I've always tried to do the best I can to help those around me. Now I've lost everything. I lost the one girl that made me feel human, which is something I never knew before. I lost all of my friends because of immature acts of fools with Peter Pan Syndrome. My family is so fucking twisted I can't even speak of them without flying into an emotional cocktail of rage and sadness. I have no job now. I got thrown out of school over a technicality. I am slowly losing touch with my faith and with hope. Every day I wake up I wish I hadn't. I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times in the past six months and for what ever mystical cruel universal prank I can't. I've spoke to doctors they tell me that nothing is wrong with me and no medication in the world can help. They have tried everything from anti-depressants to mood-stabilizers nothing works. I honestly don't know why the hell I'm even bothering to post anything on here seeing as only about 2% of anyone takes anything seriously. But I guess I have no options. Please, does anyone have any advice what so ever?
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Find a simple, straightforward job. Get a small place, live a quiet life. No parties, no drugs, no drinking. Exercise, eat right. Deliberately let your life calm down. Take a whole year to do this - a whole year to calm down. save some money, keep your expenses minimal. Do not get into any relationships. stay away from family and former friends. Take the year for yourself, and don't try to figure anything out - just let yourself calm down, and rest. Try to spend time in nature. Stay offline as much as possible, and read books instead. You need a break - give yourself one. A year isn't too much, and you'll have your feet on the ground again. And think about God, in whatever way makes you feel loved. If it doesn't make you feel loved, throw it out. One year - give it to yourself as a gift. You deserve the time for yourself.
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^^^THIS^^^

Comfortably the best advice I think I've ever seen on GLP.

cheers
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Hi, let me start off by saying my life has been one train wreck after another. My whole childhood was shit. Growing up I've always tried to do the best I can to help those around me. Now I've lost everything. I lost the one girl that made me feel human, which is something I never knew before. I lost all of my friends because of immature acts of fools with Peter Pan Syndrome. My family is so fucking twisted I can't even speak of them without flying into an emotional cocktail of rage and sadness. I have no job now. I got thrown out of school over a technicality. I am slowly losing touch with my faith and with hope. Every day I wake up I wish I hadn't. I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times in the past six months and for what ever mystical cruel universal prank I can't. I've spoke to doctors they tell me that nothing is wrong with me and no medication in the world can help. They have tried everything from anti-depressants to mood-stabilizers nothing works. I honestly don't know why the hell I'm even bothering to post anything on here seeing as only about 2% of anyone takes anything seriously. But I guess I have no options. Please, does anyone have any advice what so ever?
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Find a simple, straightforward job. Get a small place, live a quiet life. No parties, no drugs, no drinking. Exercise, eat right. Deliberately let your life calm down. Take a whole year to do this - a whole year to calm down. save some money, keep your expenses minimal. Do not get into any relationships. stay away from family and former friends. Take the year for yourself, and don't try to figure anything out - just let yourself calm down, and rest. Try to spend time in nature. Stay offline as much as possible, and read books instead. You need a break - give yourself one. A year isn't too much, and you'll have your feet on the ground again. And think about God, in whatever way makes you feel loved. If it doesn't make you feel loved, throw it out. One year - give it to yourself as a gift. You deserve the time for yourself.
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Man I've tried that. I live in a place that only has 10,000 people and only about 1000 jobs. Not only that but I live out in the boonies. The nearest business is almost a mile away and they aren't hiring. I've applied everywhere man and no one will hire me. I had a job working scrap metal for less than minimum wage and I lost that because my boss is a fool with money. I have to scrounge just to get by.
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LOL I'm 65. Wanna trade lives? I'm pretty sure If I were you I'd get to a larger town or city with more jobs. People hire younger workers first. Get a job, get a place to stay and stop whining. Go to the state employment office and tell them you need a job NOW. Ask them for help in finding temporary living space. Look in the newspapers. Get settled and fuck every nice girl you can, or get married. Don't be a dope and give away your money. You need it and you can't cope without it.
What you need most is a better attitude. You've got time and youth on your side. Don't expect everything overnight.
Stop feeling/dwelling on being a victim.
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You religious types need to shut the fuck up. God doesn't answer prayers, so asking him to pray harder is setting him up for failure.
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You will never get better until you learn to love others and to love the Lord.

God doesnt make garbage, you have a value and a purpose,
sit quietly and listen and you will be pointed in the right
direction. May God grant you peace and direction.
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F**K all that.

Step 1: Quit with all me,my,BS. Your OP is so self absorbed and unaware. You are responsible for yourself. You got yourself kicked out of school, YOU lost your friends/girlfriend, YOU lost your job. WAKE the F**K up. The reason things go to crap on you is because YOU do it.

Step 2: Deal the hand you are dealt and quit pissing and moaning. You can't change your family. Suck it up
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Hi, let me start off by saying my life has been one train wreck after another. My whole childhood was shit. Growing up I've always tried to do the best I can to help those around me. Now I've lost everything. I lost the one girl that made me feel human, which is something I never knew before. I lost all of my friends because of immature acts of fools with Peter Pan Syndrome. My family is so fucking twisted I can't even speak of them without flying into an emotional cocktail of rage and sadness. I have no job now. I got thrown out of school over a technicality. I am slowly losing touch with my faith and with hope. Every day I wake up I wish I hadn't. I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times in the past six months and for what ever mystical cruel universal prank I can't. I've spoke to doctors they tell me that nothing is wrong with me and no medication in the world can help. They have tried everything from anti-depressants to mood-stabilizers nothing works. I honestly don't know why the hell I'm even bothering to post anything on here seeing as only about 2% of anyone takes anything seriously. But I guess I have no options. Please, does anyone have any advice what so ever?
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Think about what you want to become and them become that by thinking about it.
You know that they say practice makes perfect so the things you think about now you will succeed at if you dont make an effort to redirect your thinking to a better place.
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I have been where you are. "Just tell me ONE GOOD THING I would say to someone. Just ONE!" Today things are different and while I remember how horrible and isolating it was, I can see why I went through all the difficulty. To strengthen me. Today, I can relate to everyone very well because I have been there, done that. You will see, I believe, a mission that will stun you in how prepared you are for it. Better days are coming...and I am sending you the biggest virtual hug I can..in the meantime, change your surroundings if that is possible so you can create new energy around you.
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Re: Anyone that could help I'd forever appreciate
1st - MOVED away from your current location, seems that the majority of your issues involve your current location.

To want change you need to make decisions that will have an immediate impact. Not doing so will only prolong your current problems.

There are jobs in certain areas, but expecting to find something with a smaller population, very low probability.

I have seen many help wanted signs in businesses, auto tech, heating oil home delivery, pizza makers. Might not be the greatest jobs, but signs are posted.

Helping others is something one should be doing in many situations, you have helped, but never expect someone to help you. This I have seen first hand, several different times. So now I do not expect nothing from nobody, yet I will still help ones when I can.

You and only you can and should be the one that gets your life together, you're young and mobile.
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Hi, let me start off by saying my life has been one train wreck after another. My whole childhood was shit. Growing up I've always tried to do the best I can to help those around me. Now I've lost everything. I lost the one girl that made me feel human, which is something I never knew before. I lost all of my friends because of immature acts of fools with Peter Pan Syndrome. My family is so fucking twisted I can't even speak of them without flying into an emotional cocktail of rage and sadness. I have no job now. I got thrown out of school over a technicality. I am slowly losing touch with my faith and with hope. Every day I wake up I wish I hadn't. I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times in the past six months and for what ever mystical cruel universal prank I can't. I've spoke to doctors they tell me that nothing is wrong with me and no medication in the world can help. They have tried everything from anti-depressants to mood-stabilizers nothing works. I honestly don't know why the hell I'm even bothering to post anything on here seeing as only about 2% of anyone takes anything seriously. But I guess I have no options. Please, does anyone have any advice what so ever?
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Find a simple, straightforward job. Get a small place, live a quiet life. No parties, no drugs, no drinking. Exercise, eat right. Deliberately let your life calm down. Take a whole year to do this - a whole year to calm down. save some money, keep your expenses minimal. Do not get into any relationships. stay away from family and former friends. Take the year for yourself, and don't try to figure anything out - just let yourself calm down, and rest. Try to spend time in nature. Stay offline as much as possible, and read books instead. You need a break - give yourself one. A year isn't too much, and you'll have your feet on the ground again. And think about God, in whatever way makes you feel loved. If it doesn't make you feel loved, throw it out. One year - give it to yourself as a gift. You deserve the time for yourself.
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Hi, let me start off by saying my life has been one train wreck after another. My whole childhood was shit. Growing up I've always tried to do the best I can to help those around me. Now I've lost everything. I lost the one girl that made me feel human, which is something I never knew before. I lost all of my friends because of immature acts of fools with Peter Pan Syndrome. My family is so fucking twisted I can't even speak of them without flying into an emotional cocktail of rage and sadness. I have no job now. I got thrown out of school over a technicality. I am slowly losing touch with my faith and with hope. Every day I wake up I wish I hadn't. I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times in the past six months and for what ever mystical cruel universal prank I can't. I've spoke to doctors they tell me that nothing is wrong with me and no medication in the world can help. They have tried everything from anti-depressants to mood-stabilizers nothing works. I honestly don't know why the hell I'm even bothering to post anything on here seeing as only about 2% of anyone takes anything seriously. But I guess I have no options. Please, does anyone have any advice what so ever?
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Find a simple, straightforward job. Get a small place, live a quiet life. No parties, no drugs, no drinking. Exercise, eat right. Deliberately let your life calm down. Take a whole year to do this - a whole year to calm down. save some money, keep your expenses minimal. Do not get into any relationships. stay away from family and former friends. Take the year for yourself, and don't try to figure anything out - just let yourself calm down, and rest. Try to spend time in nature. Stay offline as much as possible, and read books instead. You need a break - give yourself one. A year isn't too much, and you'll have your feet on the ground again. And think about God, in whatever way makes you feel loved. If it doesn't make you feel loved, throw it out. One year - give it to yourself as a gift. You deserve the time for yourself.
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Man I've tried that. I live in a place that only has 10,000 people and only about 1000 jobs. Not only that but I live out in the boonies. The nearest business is almost a mile away and they aren't hiring. I've applied everywhere man and no one will hire me. I had a job working scrap metal for less than minimum wage and I lost that because my boss is a fool with money. I have to scrounge just to get by.
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LOL I'm 65. Wanna trade lives? I'm pretty sure If I were you I'd get to a larger town or city with more jobs. People hire younger workers first. Get a job, get a place to stay and stop whining. Go to the state employment office and tell them you need a job NOW. Ask them for help in finding temporary living space. Look in the newspapers. Get settled and fuck every nice girl you can, or get married. Don't be a dope and give away your money. You need it and you can't cope without it.
What you need most is a better attitude. You've got time and youth on your side. Don't expect everything overnight.
Stop feeling/dwelling on being a victim.
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^^this^^
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12/24/2012 12:57 PM
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Re: Anyone that could help I'd forever appreciate
What's interesting OP is that you feel this way but KNOW you shouldn't - and obviously don't want to.

You don't seem willing to embrace these experiences like many do , with the help of drugs and alcohol etc.

You see the 'wrongness' of your family and the environment around you.

So you're seeing it all from a perspective of true health. Yet, of course you're not feeling healthy.

The hardest thing in the world is obtaining true health of mind, body and spirit.

If possible, it would be wise to move out of home. Volunteer with some organisation you believe in, that provide accomodation or something.

You have to be kind to your body - stop the soda's and caffeine, sugar trips...stimulants really don't help a troubled mind.

It seems to simple to do to stop consuming certain ingredients - and most don't believe it'll stop any kind of mind torment - yet you would be surprised what replacing stimulating drinks and foods can do.

Look at each area of your life - your diet, activities, person to person communication....your inner voice needs to be allowed to be heard and ACT on what you already know you need to do to help yourself.

Sometimes the hardest choices are made but ultimately are for the best...when we listen to our inner voice.
Moving away from your family might seem counter-intuitive but it could help you immensely.

Don't allow habits to shackle you down. They, over time bring your mind and body to a state of unhealthy flux.

Renew yourself by doing what you know is good for you - find any openings that will allow that to happen - even if it means it's less than ideal and you feel you are sacrificing certain elements.

Use your rage and sadness to free yourself instead of torment yourself.

Here's a huge cosmic hug...don't be afraid. You had the strength to post here and reach out...believe you have the strength to move your life forward from this.

The beauty of life is that nothing stays the same. Change always comes...whether we want it or not. Sometimes we just have to hang-on and ride a really challenging wave...knowing another will come in its place that could be calmer.
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12/24/2012 12:59 PM
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You have something to learn from your misery. You need to find it.

I'll pray for you op.

Good luck!hf
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Hi, let me start off by saying my life has been one train wreck after another. My whole childhood was shit. Growing up I've always tried to do the best I can to help those around me. Now I've lost everything. I lost the one girl that made me feel human, which is something I never knew before. I lost all of my friends because of immature acts of fools with Peter Pan Syndrome. My family is so fucking twisted I can't even speak of them without flying into an emotional cocktail of rage and sadness. I have no job now. I got thrown out of school over a technicality. I am slowly losing touch with my faith and with hope. Every day I wake up I wish I hadn't. I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times in the past six months and for what ever mystical cruel universal prank I can't. I've spoke to doctors they tell me that nothing is wrong with me and no medication in the world can help. They have tried everything from anti-depressants to mood-stabilizers nothing works. I honestly don't know why the hell I'm even bothering to post anything on here seeing as only about 2% of anyone takes anything seriously. But I guess I have no options. Please, does anyone have any advice what so ever?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 30747832


Find a simple, straightforward job. Get a small place, live a quiet life. No parties, no drugs, no drinking. Exercise, eat right. Deliberately let your life calm down. Take a whole year to do this - a whole year to calm down. save some money, keep your expenses minimal. Do not get into any relationships. stay away from family and former friends. Take the year for yourself, and don't try to figure anything out - just let yourself calm down, and rest. Try to spend time in nature. Stay offline as much as possible, and read books instead. You need a break - give yourself one. A year isn't too much, and you'll have your feet on the ground again. And think about God, in whatever way makes you feel loved. If it doesn't make you feel loved, throw it out. One year - give it to yourself as a gift. You deserve the time for yourself.
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Wow great advice. May I add , make that book be THE KOLBRIN. It's large enough to last for the entire year wink
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12/24/2012 01:03 PM
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Dude, if get this point to give up of life, so you is more brave than you think.
Pray for god use your life do some good for who need, to guide your next steps for this.
Maybe you just stuck in the wrong place, buy a motorcycle and let it roll, the horizon is endless.

hf rockon

This video is of one guy from my country who crossed the entire american continent, im planning to do it some day... maybe help.
He went alone with one crappy bike, it's not for everyone.

Worse soundtracks... but try enjoy the trip, the freedom feeling, possibilities in every corner.



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I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times
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You see the irony there don´t you. Get rigt with God first of all.
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Dude you have no clue how right I am with God I spent a year of homelessness, because my family screwed me over and not only did I forgive them I let myself fall to God's will I have prayed every day and every night for 5 years for God to show me what to do and to guide me. God clearly has a plan for me I have slashed my wrists until and I quote a doctor on this "Holy Moses that looks like a road map". I feel like God hates me even though every waking breath I devote to any that need me. I have went without so many times just so others could have a meal and be happy even if just for one night. I worked my ass off and spent every penny I made to help out 4 of my friends who would have been homeless and starving if not. Trust me I am right with God the thing is I'm lost and beaten and I'm losing faith.
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You sounded like my brother just there, I love him so much.
He once told me that "God doesn't help those who don't help themselves" and that always stuck into my head till this day..

I can be your friend if you want Goofy Thum
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I'm sending prayers to heaven for you.

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