Anyone that could help I'd forever appreciate

I'm Brian Moser. I registered awhile back but never remember to log in.

Focus on getting yourself back on track, nutrition & exercise are key, there is nothing at all new in what I have to say that has not already been said by the folks in previous posts. It worked for me, and by setting myself goals in improving my fitness and nutrition levels, & I can definitely say that I feel 100% much better in myself. We all have shit to deal with, which one of us does not have shit at varing levels sometime in our lifes, however, I am in a position to deal head on with things, and I put it all down to nutrition and pushing myself at exercise.

You say you are bending yourself to God's will, but I only see you fighting it. It seems to me that while you are doing it, you are also resenting it and loathing it. God has given you so much - to be able to give to others, to help so many people out is a great gift. But instead of making you feel God's love, it has made you bitter and depressed and self loathing. God is sad I am sure to see that you have stopped trusting him. Perhaps when you learn to embrace all the things you used to hate you will see that rewards for yourself will come about. So you were homeless - ok, that is hard. But when God blesses us with the power he has given you, we do not whine, we relish. You should be joyous of every day that you have gone without, because ever day you go without you are able to let someone go with! Every day you go to bed alone, you should rejoice, because God has seen fit to leave you unfettered with an expensive family for now so you can continue to do his work. Every day you go hungry, you should rejoice because it means you have fed another. God chose you for your strength. He chose you because when others would pocket their paycheck he knew you would share. It is not an easy life, but God does not promise an easy life, he promises an easy afterlife. All your suffering on earth will notmatter to you even a little when your job here is done and you are with HIm.

I hope you find peace, I don't know what the answers are for you, but I will pray to God that you find some peace.

Peter Pan syndrome sticks out the most on your post.
1. you act like those you hang around with, or at least start to, and you can also never achieve success by hanging around with losers. You will become a loser, because they that seems like the normal. Find a group of people you want to be like, and hang around with them.

For instance you said your girl made you feel normal. Find not just a girl, but friends that make you feel the same way. Maybe you thought some people were boring, or nerdy, or geeky, or too religious, but maybe deep down, one of those groups will help you in your life.

I'm not you, so I cannot tell you, what is best for you.

I'm not really the type of person that is going to be that good at cheering someone up right now. What I believe is fixing to happen to society, and the rest of the world, isn't pretty.

With that opinion from a non psychic, find non toxic people to fill your life with.

Totally irresponsible comment.

....... He or She doesnt have to go to a church.. All tht needs to be done is to pray in silence with our Father. Church is mearly a middle man. A relationship with our father is all tht matters

First of all, I can relate to 98% of the things that you mentioned have gone through a lot of the same things.

To start I would recommend not taking any sort of medications for your emotional state, and if you are, I would suggest weaning off, because this will only make things worse.

Now it's time to get serious.

The only thing that can save you, the only thing that can give you peace, the only way you can rejoice in your suffering, is through Jesus Christ. I will guarantee you that he is very alive, as he revealed himself to me. If it wasn't for him, it's likely I wouldn't be here today, or I'd be miserable.

God allows us to to be tried, he allows us to experience suffering. This is actually the only way we can truly grow in character, and more so in our relationship with God. One only has to consider the book of Job. Job was a righteous man, and lost everything, his wife, his family, his home, and his health. The main thing is we have to have faith that everything is in God's hand, and he has our best interest in mind, and he's looking at and working from the big picture.

The Bible also has a lot to say about our suffering as Christians:

"And said, Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord" Job 1:21

"Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the Lord delivereth him out of them all" Psalm 34:19 (KJV)

"Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." Acts 14:22

"Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify God on this behalf." 1 Peter 4:16

"For unto you it is given in the behalf of Christ, not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for his sake;" Philippians 1:29


Here are some more scriptures that may be inspirational to you:

"Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ," Philippians 3:8

"For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever." 1 John 2:16-17

"To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne." Revelation 3:21

"Rejoice evermore. Pray without ceasing.In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. Quench not the Spirit." 1 Thessalonians 5:16-19

"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want" Psalm 23:1

" Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content." Philippians 4:11

"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding." Proverbs 3:5

"I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust." Psalm 91:2

"Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee." Deuteronomy 31:6

" Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.' Psalm 55:22

"...According to your faith be it unto you." Matthew 9:29

The main thing is keep the faith brother and never give up. If you need someone to talk to, you can email me anytime ([email protected].) And if you need a Bible, I know a pastor you can email and he'll send you one for free.

Hope this helps my friend. God bless you.

Last Edited by DesignLov3 on 12/25/2012 05:38 AM

OP COME BACK AND LET US KNOW WHAT AREA YOU ARE IN, or maybe what part of the country you would like to relocate to;
there are a number of people who have offered to help you.

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Check out my post, it's just a couple above this one, I think it will be very helpful for you.

Peace

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Look up OP

you are the most insane member on this board, you seek attention and change your state or counrty many times daily, you lie about your wo wo meeeess, you made note few days ago about your dead moma over a xmas thread , whats next ??? anyways you dont work you were never a millionaire, you are a person with severe cronic ocd and needs help sorry you are lonely and oh yeah.. you even reply to your orig. threads how sick can you get sikco you are ge alife

OP you are a lying sack of shit phony. You post all over this board and pretend this or that is a problem for you and it is all lies. There is not one damn thing wrong with you other than that you are a 17 year old living in your mothers basement who is too stupid to get a GED and too lazy to go find a job.

Sure looks like to me, like this person has a real issue with him/herself ? like as if he/she doesnt get a wink of sleep, and bamm right away doing replyings, but yes I did follow a trce on the user name amd many time changed the countryand state name and what getsme even replies to thier original threads, how sick can that be ????????????? ??? YES SICK and lonley and wants attention. <<

i feel for you bro ive been there