Prayers and tears are going out to Ryan Freel's family.

Hopefully, not many of you have the experience of Police Officers, Clergy and Homicide Detectives coming to your home at one time to relay, pray and question you.

His poor wife, kids and family will never have another Merry Christmas with this event at a time we should all be happy and celebrating.

God Bless his family and especially his children who will grow up without a Father and now have a high risk of committing suicide themselves (horrible). When one experiences the trauma of suicide, in their heads they think this is the cure all for all life's problems.

Sorry for such a doom post, but I am approaching the two year mark and still attend Survivors of Suicide meetings.

God Bless and Merry Christmas.