I do feel guided in this direction. Like a calling. A purpose. Like some great battle will take place and I need to be a part of it. I suffered a lot in this life and I believe it was meant to teach me a harder lesson than others. And when suffering these lessons, I made a choice. Many would choose to avoid the lessons and to be liberated from the suffering. I embraced the suffering as a natural choice to endure hardships and to become stronger. I believe, this may be what drew these entities to communicate with me. Maybe...maybe not.

Meditation is very important as it is the only true way to regulate your bodies production of hidden hormones in high amounts. Your pineal gland needs deep breathing and most important total darkness and sensory deprivation to operate at 100%. Most people live and die only with their pineal operating at only 5-10% or less. Diet is important, as food and drink is very poisoned by the ruling elite behind this matrix, and this poison effects your pineal gland heavily. It also lowers your spiritual vibration, making it very hard for entities and beings from other dimensions to communicate with you. Ego destruction and fear destruction is very important too. Especially if you want to communicate with higher beings (gods), and demons. They do not like being judged before you know them. And in our society, bias and preconceived judgments are very common. Forget anything you've been taught before engaging this journey, and then learn, with an empty slate.