I had a dream about O last night. It was the first one I've ever had about a president. I have not read all the responses here on this thread, so I do not know if anyone has had this type of dream, but he came into my dream with the sole purpose of seducing me. I didn't realize that was his intention when he was trying to get me alone with him, but once he got me where he wanted me it was for one reason--to have sex. He wanted to do it when his family was going about their business in the house, and I could hear them moving about as the seduction progressed. The weird thing is there was no saying "no". Like a dream within a dream, once my clothes were off and he had gotten what he wanted, I laid there as he moved his hand across my naked body. When I tried to speak, I couldn't say the O word, so I asked, "What would you like me to call you?" And he said "Fats" and then he explained why they called him that. (Can't remember the explanation.)

Another weird thing is, after I put my clothes on and we were leaving in his car (alone, together no Secret Service) I was wearing M's clothes and it was like we were trying to get away, but she pulled us over. She pulled up in what looked like a Suburban or Denali, and she knew what he'd done as I sat there in her clothes (they were way too big--I have a tiny butt and skinny legs--I'm a size 4/6). She was jealous, and I knew she wanted me dead. And what did I feel? In horror, for a moment I felt what all those snakes have felt--an overwhelming sense of power and I wondered if my dreams would finally come true (to change the world for the better with my books/movies), and as I looked at him--I saw the snake that he really is.

I woke up appalled that he could "do me" in my dreams. (I am happily married with the man of my dreams, but before I meant my true love, I once tried to change the world.) Yes, I once had a dream of writing blockbuster books (I've written many), producing movies (I see them in my mind), and now I'm pretty much in hiding. The book world deceived me because everything I did $$$ wise was to ruin me and my work.

So the dream startled me because I know what's going on in world, but it was as if there was no saying no to O. I felt horror that he would have that much power over my mind and the body--I am survivor and a strong woman, but that dream took over. PYschOp on us all?