It seems 1. the more good I attempt to do, 2. the worse things in my life 3. become. I recently moved in with my parents to help them through a difficult financial time, my dad and I work in the same field for the same company. For the first couple weeks everything was going smoothly, and it was looking like things were gonna bounce back. Then my dad started getting all the work and I've been getting nothing. I haven't had work for almost a week, but my dad is getting more than he can handle, so what do I do? I help him more. The boss asks when we are going back to working solo, we tell him we will go back when he starts giving me work. Now I can't work because I have no money for gas or parts. Every opportunity (I've had to help) (I have taken), I've been taking my brother to karate, helping out with bills, groceries, gas, you name it. I've helped random strangers and family alike out of the will to help. I want to keep doing good, but I'm bleeding my wife and myself dry doing it all. 1. I'm a faithful man and I know that God has a plan, 2. but it's getting to the point where 3. I will no longer have the means to help myself, 4. let alone anyone else. I don't really know why I'm even posting this here, maybe I want sympathy, maybe I want someone to tell me to keep the faith, maybe I just want someone to tell me to nut up and stop trying to help. I don't know, I just feel lost and really want to just stop.