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Christmas?
Christmas cheer?
goodwill to all men and women?
time to rejoice?

hope what is missing in my life is only missing so you all can share it between you.

I think that the merriment of the festival has abandoned my life and taken the rest of the year with it.

don't have much in the way of 'things' in my house, no extras tucked away in the cupboards, no savings to splash around at 'any' time of year never mind christmas

I live alone
haven't seen anyone since the 21st

friends and family avoid me as Im bi-polar
the only contact with humans has been here on glp - thanks people.

everyone seems happy on the portable tv so had to turn it off as getting too upset.

nothing I can think of will make my life any better
don't know why I know that but I do know its true.

I can only talk via text as I don't mix with people to well at any time of year

don't feel sorry for me as I feel I brought my life to this point myself

If I had one wish that would come true it would be that nobody ever has to experience what Im going through on a daily basis

time to go now

hope you all have a blessed new year
wildhoney

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prayers hf hugs..dont give up hope
Matthew 16>18
And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it..
Peter was crucified..on Vatican Hill

"Thou shalt not kill" does not apply to murder of one's own kind only, but to all living beings; and this Commandment was inscribed in the human breast long before it was proclaimed from Sinai. ~Leo Tolstoy


You have heard that it was said, "You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy."
But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.
For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have?

..Immanuel ,The Christ (Sermon Of The Mount)


“WHAT YOU DO TO OTHERS YOU DO TO YOURSELF FOR THAT IS THE LAW..AND THE PROFIT"

..)

Preach the Gospel at all times..and when necessary use words..

St.Francis Of Assisi..

Dont look at where the finger is pointing..but at WHO is doing the pointing


wildhoney14@yahoo.com

[link to www.google.ca]

Be part of the re evolution of the Spirit..say yes to peace and love..be called child of God

Inherit the Kingdom

...Time of the Angels..


oh and PLEASE STOP SENDING ME SPAM FROM AFRICA..thank you :)
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12/26/2012 04:53 PM
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Rejoice
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hf
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It can only get better if the lowest point is reached.

the lowest point seems to have been most off my life

waiting for the bounce
Sloane

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12/26/2012 05:28 PM

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But I do feel sorry that there aren't better bi-polar drugs - you'd think there would be something that doesn't make you feel completely flat.

It isn't your fault things are so difficult. It's a crappy illness.

Hoping for something to turn around for you.

:purplerose:
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Hey op..someone pinned your thread! cheer Id take that as a lovely sign things are going to pick up for you hugs
Matthew 16>18
And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it..
Peter was crucified..on Vatican Hill

"Thou shalt not kill" does not apply to murder of one's own kind only, but to all living beings; and this Commandment was inscribed in the human breast long before it was proclaimed from Sinai. ~Leo Tolstoy


You have heard that it was said, "You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy."
But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.
For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have?

..Immanuel ,The Christ (Sermon Of The Mount)


“WHAT YOU DO TO OTHERS YOU DO TO YOURSELF FOR THAT IS THE LAW..AND THE PROFIT"

..)

Preach the Gospel at all times..and when necessary use words..

St.Francis Of Assisi..

Dont look at where the finger is pointing..but at WHO is doing the pointing


wildhoney14@yahoo.com

[link to www.google.ca]

Be part of the re evolution of the Spirit..say yes to peace and love..be called child of God

Inherit the Kingdom

...Time of the Angels..


oh and PLEASE STOP SENDING ME SPAM FROM AFRICA..thank you :)
Prostetnik

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I have had a good Christmas with family and good cheer. I wish I could share it with you.
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Aren't there any BPD support groups. I know it's a tough thing to deal with. Can't you reach out?
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hf
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hf
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Hey Op, don't ever lose hope that life will get better for you. I don't know what meds you may or may not be taking, but have you ever heard of a product called TrueHope? There was a thread on GLP about it a while back. Apparently for some people it works wonders.I wish you the best. Your bipolar illness runs in my family too, so I have some idea how you are feeling.
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hf
yes my spelling sux get over it and move on i did.
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SCOTTSDALE, AZ WATCH OUT
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OP, hang in there and stay positive. I'm going through a pretty hard time as well, so at least be thankful you aren't alone. Just don't give up, and things will eventually get better, trust me on that.
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Christmas cheer?
goodwill to all men and women?
time to rejoice?

hope what is missing in my life is only missing so you all can share it between you.

I think that the merriment of the festival has abandoned my life and taken the rest of the year with it.

don't have much in the way of 'things' in my house, no extras tucked away in the cupboards, no savings to splash around at 'any' time of year never mind christmas

I live alone
haven't seen anyone since the 21st

friends and family avoid me as Im bi-polar
the only contact with humans has been here on glp - thanks people.

everyone seems happy on the portable tv so had to turn it off as getting too upset.

nothing I can think of will make my life any better
don't know why I know that but I do know its true.

I can only talk via text as I don't mix with people to well at any time of year

don't feel sorry for me as I feel I brought my life to this point myself

If I had one wish that would come true it would be that nobody ever has to experience what Im going through on a daily basis

time to go now

hope you all have a blessed new year
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Wishing you much love and blessings for the New Year.

As long as it does not involve harming other people/animals, find something that makes you happy. Not someone, not an item, but an activity that you can immerse yourself in.

I do hope that things work out. For me this year has been a series of ups and downs. Just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I met an amazing person that lives very far away, but who makes time almost everyday to chat with me. When you stop looking for a friend, one generally finds you.

HF
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SCOTTSDALE, AZ WATCH OUT
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Why do you say that?
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Words of advice:

Take the word "HOPE" out of your vocabulary people!

It's nothing but a mindfuck.

Poster above said it best.

The lowest times of his life was waiting around for the bounce.
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Please don't ever wish to be some one else because you are who you are for what ever reason you were made this way. we do not always see the purpose of our lives when we are going through the dark side but there is a reason for the pain and some of us has to go through more pain then others...I do not know why. For some it is to heal for others to teach and others to lead, until your time comes it will just seem that your meant to sit in this torturous realm. But I promise it will get better and your not alone in this....my heart goes out to you not out of pity but out of knowledge I understand your pain.hugshugs
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OP - do you have any pets?

if not, get one. go to an animal shelter.

there is some little being out there who is waiting for you.

to give you HOPE and the all important
Sense of purpose.

Peace Be Unto You and
I love you.
I AM THAT I AM IN ALL THAT YOU ARE, IN YOU I LIVE AND MOVE AND HAVE MY BEING EVERMORE
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Christmas cheer?
goodwill to all men and women?
time to rejoice?

hope what is missing in my life is only missing so you all can share it between you.

I think that the merriment of the festival has abandoned my life and taken the rest of the year with it.

don't have much in the way of 'things' in my house, no extras tucked away in the cupboards, no savings to splash around at 'any' time of year never mind christmas

I live alone
haven't seen anyone since the 21st

friends and family avoid me as Im bi-polar
the only contact with humans has been here on glp - thanks people.

everyone seems happy on the portable tv so had to turn it off as getting too upset.

nothing I can think of will make my life any better
don't know why I know that but I do know its true.

I can only talk via text as I don't mix with people to well at any time of year

don't feel sorry for me as I feel I brought my life to this point myself

If I had one wish that would come true it would be that nobody ever has to experience what Im going through on a daily basis

time to go now

hope you all have a blessed new year
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It's share among you, not between you... hope you don't shoot yourself, but Gladys (my H.S. English teacher haunts my dreams when I don't correct another's grammar.
"Oh, uh, there won't be any money, but when you die, on your deathbed, you will receive total consciousness." So I got that goin' for me, which is nice.
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Christmas cheer?
goodwill to all men and women?
time to rejoice?

hope what is missing in my life is only missing so you all can share it between you.

I think that the merriment of the festival has abandoned my life and taken the rest of the year with it.

don't have much in the way of 'things' in my house, no extras tucked away in the cupboards, no savings to splash around at 'any' time of year never mind christmas

I live alone
haven't seen anyone since the 21st

friends and family avoid me as Im bi-polar
the only contact with humans has been here on glp - thanks people.

everyone seems happy on the portable tv so had to turn it off as getting too upset.

nothing I can think of will make my life any better
don't know why I know that but I do know its true.

I can only talk via text as I don't mix with people to well at any time of year

don't feel sorry for me as I feel I brought my life to this point myself

If I had one wish that would come true it would be that nobody ever has to experience what Im going through on a daily basis

time to go now

hope you all have a blessed new year
 Quoting: wish I was soembody else. 30909894


Hi, yes, you may have brought your life to this point, but you didn't ask to be bipolar. I know what you are going through. My sister was bipolar, and it was a rough road for her. My son hasn't been diagnosed with bipolar, but he has a very hard time dealing with life in general. He is 27, and also doesn't mix too well with people. Hasn't had a girlfriend, feels alone in his own head. I don't know what I can do for him, but love him. YOU are not alone. I don't know if you have ever been to a naturopath, but sometimes they can help greatly, without the drugs. I will think positive thoughts for you. Peace! :)
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you could be my beautiful child. I just want to tell you not to give up hope and there are always better days. Sometimes we can't see past our hurts and however screwed up our experiences have been. You think I don't underdtand but I do. I too felt less than, apart from everyone else. I'd see people laughing when I couldn't even smile because I hurt so much inside. I knew if you knew the real me, you wouldn't like me so I was a "pretender". There was no where for me to go but up when I hit my bottom.I was depressed, hated life and people. I found God. Was it easy? No. Was it worth it? Yes. I used to pray to just be able to smile again........and God gave me peace.Not all at once but little by little I learned to reach out. What I gave out, I started getting back.
I see what you are going through and I wish I could take it away but I would only delay your chance to grow. Having an illness doesn't make things any easier but I pray that somehow you reach inside yourself and know that you are loved.
You are not alone....I bet many of the people you think are happy on the outside fele like dying on the inside. I urge you to please, please consider that God loves you and I love you so much and you have a part in this world. You have something to share in this life but please try to take a step.
If you are my child, whom I miss so much, I love you.
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OP - do you have any pets?

if not, get one. go to an animal shelter.

there is some little being out there who is waiting for you.

to give you HOPE and the all important
Sense of purpose.

Peace Be Unto You and
I love you.
 Quoting: TenStar'd



Such a wonderful suggestion! So much love from pets.

sweetdog
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I am OP
my IP may have changed as I am using free wifi when its available. Im not stealing it.

I couldn't get back on here after posting earlier.

Im mesmerised at all the nice comments that all you posters have posted - didn't expect any positive response and im humbled at your kindness.

I did seriously consider checking out earlier - went to bed wrote a letter to nobody and cried myself to sleep unintentionally.

I don't want any one to know who I am and I feel so ashamed that I even posted

sometimes everything is so overpowering I can't breathe without forcing it.

I don't get any medication as I cant tell anyone face to face whats really happening as Im not sure myself.

just want you to know that when the new year is here I will go and try to get any kind of help

I just scare myself to far sometimes and afterwards it seems silly but its really frightening while it happens.

not even sure which person is the real me anymore.

anyway you guys here are really the only people that I talk too and I am gretfully ashamed that I unloaded on you the way I did.

Im going to make sure that by next christmas my life will be even just 1% better than its been for as long as I can remember.

I love life
won't be doing anything silly I promise you all - and myself.

not sure why this would be pinned here when there are so many other important things that people need to read.

thankyou all the same

with true love

XXXXXXXX
Sloane

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It was pinned because people care about you!


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But I do feel sorry that there aren't better bi-polar drugs - you'd think there would be something that doesn't make you feel completely flat.

It isn't your fault things are so difficult. It's a crappy illness.

Hoping for something to turn around for you.

:purplerose:
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Ha.. Ha.. Ha.. & I thought I was CRAZY? Look at you People! Your Nuts!!
Sloane

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But I do feel sorry that there aren't better bi-polar drugs - you'd think there would be something that doesn't make you feel completely flat.

It isn't your fault things are so difficult. It's a crappy illness.

Hoping for something to turn around for you.

:purplerose:
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Ha.. Ha.. Ha.. & I thought I was CRAZY? Look at you People! Your Nuts!!
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What are you talking about?
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It was pinned because people care about you!


:pinkheart2:
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I believe you.

not sure why people in another country would care but its obvious that they do
they don't know me but they have all made me feel normal for a while I even have had a bout of smiling from the nice comments and I think my last smile must have been months if not years ago.

its rare when a stranger is concerned about your well being when surely their own lives could be alot nicer to just simply ignor you.

Im sorry but I don't ever help anybody as the last time I did I made things worse without realising it

Im going to go for now.

I am in a dilema as to how I can start the process of sorting this whole mess I call my life out

new year new me.

thats the top and bottom of it

and thankyou - whoever you are

I love you all with whole of my heart.

thankyou x
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It was pinned because people care about you!


pinkheart2
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Sloane is right OP, people do care about you. The hardest thing in life sometimes is acceptance. Accepting our own presence in this world and being OK with it.

I myself never wanted to be here. Until I accepted myself as I Am I could not move forward to who I was intended to be.

Once we get through the acceptance we come to that place of peace where there is no thing to be afraid of... there is only experience. Give your self a hug and write the next letter to Your Divine Self, your very own I AM Presence.

and thanks Sloane for the Karma. I love your doggy picture too.
I AM THAT I AM IN ALL THAT YOU ARE, IN YOU I LIVE AND MOVE AND HAVE MY BEING EVERMORE
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Gosh what a beautiful thread rose
Matthew 16>18
And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it..
Peter was crucified..on Vatican Hill

"Thou shalt not kill" does not apply to murder of one's own kind only, but to all living beings; and this Commandment was inscribed in the human breast long before it was proclaimed from Sinai. ~Leo Tolstoy


You have heard that it was said, "You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy."
But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.
For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have?

..Immanuel ,The Christ (Sermon Of The Mount)


“WHAT YOU DO TO OTHERS YOU DO TO YOURSELF FOR THAT IS THE LAW..AND THE PROFIT"

..)

Preach the Gospel at all times..and when necessary use words..

St.Francis Of Assisi..

Dont look at where the finger is pointing..but at WHO is doing the pointing


wildhoney14@yahoo.com

[link to www.google.ca]

Be part of the re evolution of the Spirit..say yes to peace and love..be called child of God

Inherit the Kingdom

...Time of the Angels..


oh and PLEASE STOP SENDING ME SPAM FROM AFRICA..thank you :)

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