I am the AC who wrote that vision I had when I was 15. I tuned 44 today. So it begins. Does anyone have any questions or need any encouragement?

Please pray for me that i would stop lusting. Jesus help us continuously. God bless.

Hello Op
I have been tempted a couple of times to answer your thread as most of the things you have said could have been said by me, but I don´t post much, so at the end I let it be and never answered, but after reading your last post I felt the need to answer as it is the first time I find someone whose experiences in life are so similar to mine and specially I have arrived at the exact same conclusions as you.
Wow , I felt stupefied when I read you said:

"When God has marked you..you will NOT get away..he WILL have you..the easy way or the hard way. But have you he will..because..HE LOVES you so much. He will NOT let you go..even if it means you have to spend a week in hospital dying like I had to because I too was very stubborn. He will get through to you..one way or the other..he has a plan you see..he sees your potential..he has your life IN His hands.."

This is EXACTLY what I thought when I realised that all the suffering, all the agony, all the pain I had been through during my life were calls of attention, God was there everytime in every agony calling me, telling me to let him in, but I wouldn´t listen. The horror in my life was escalating and when I tought nothing worse could happen, something more bizarre and horrible would come into my life,believe me when I say that the worst horror movie you have seen would look mild compared to my life. Then, when the pain was so horrible and unbereable i could not take it anymore I surrendered and without realising by surrendering I allowed God in, Wow !!! Just prior to that i did not even believe in God but at that moment I had an epiphany , I realised God existed and I could see how much God must love me , as he kept on going, going and going and calling my attention with the worst things ever imaginable happening to me , I could see he was determined to have me notice him, to have me look directly at him whether I wanted or not.
He was persistent but my heart was blind and my ears didn´t hear, so he had no choice other that escallating suffering ... As you say OP there is another way to allow God in your life but I am afraid the way most of us take is suffering ...
That is why there is going to be a period of tribulation before the final (or the beginnig) arrives, because there is still people who needs the suffering they will endure to realise what you and I have already realised. What is about to happen is the last chance for those who still have not allowed God into their lives to do so.It is a chance to wash their robes.
For those of us that know God this time will be a chance to prove it to him,to prove him we really know him, that we are really one with him, which is not allways easy, because for me, having known God for some years now, it still takes everyday practice to forgive everyday, to not fear everyday and to surrender to his will everyday, many times me ego gets in the way, because we have been educated since birth to fear everything and to not let go, so it takes time and practice not to go back to the old ways. I think this daily training will pay off now that the real strugles will begin.
Unlike you I have never heard God telling me anything or shown me any visions but he has provided anything my children and I needed everytime without fail in what many people would consider unconventional ways. He has guided me to things I should know, like letting me know how and when the tribulation is going to play out etc
But what he has teached me most is as you say to forgive and in the coming events , to NOT FEAR ever, to let everything in his hands and to remember he is with me at all times no matter how bad the situation seems.

Yep. He certainly has been training you.

He HAS been speaking to you..thats why you know where we are in time.

He speaks in lots of ways..but we dont always listen.

I could have saved myself a LOT of trouble and heartache if I had listened a long time ago.

The only reason He allowed me to finally remember the visit to heaven with him was because I FIANALLY listened to him..and OBEYED him..and passed the final test.

Had I not done so..and NOT forgiven my ex wife and my brother for what they did to me..I would probably be back in hospital dying again..instead of being on here reaching out to people...but..I CHOSE to forgive them..ALMOST didnt..for a couple of days I fumed and moaned..but then I just KNEW..I had to let em go..forgive them..and walk away..and because of the previous training in forgiving people over the years..I did it. It was not easy..but I did it.

It was a crossroads moment for me..but he KNEW I would pass the test all along this time..having structured every event..and lesson..and humbling...these last few years to get me in shape..for THIS.

It was timed..he knew what he was doing..and he did it well.

Thats why I try to warn those I know he has marked..like SOT..he is marked..he just does not realise the depths God will go to to make sure he makes it and accomplishes his calling.

All walks of life..all denominations..backgrounds..he has his called ones..working on them..toughening them up..allowing circumstances to mould them..and he never does anything by mistake.


We cry a lot of tears...but its our tears..that water the roses that grow from the rubble of ruined lives.

Its the broken ones..the hurting ones..the spiritually abused ones..these are the warriors he will use..from out of nowhere..to find and recover the lost..to show His Love..and his mercy.

Hey OP

I learned my hard lesson this past November, love God and love others, before yourself. Actually, love him and others and He will do the rest. My wife left with our three children this past November. A lot of crazy things went through my head, made attempts on one of them, and it wasn't until I surrendered to Him completely, that my life started turning around. I started to forgive everyone, but the hardest person to forgive was myself. God helped me do that.

Since the first of the year my life has turned around, and while we aren't do for divorce till the 26th, I keep telling my wife it is not about the divorce, but something far greater.

It starts with Love and forgiveness.

Yes..self forgiveness IS the hardest one of all.

It seems you were not half as stubborn and selfish as I was.

It took years for me to finally get over myself and my stubborness and pride..years of lesson after lesson after lesson..each time..each lesson..I was given a choice..and each time..I failed..or only HALF succeeded.

but in the end I made it.

So will you.


Its not how we have run our race that matters..we may have knocked over every hurdle on the track..but its how we cross that line at the end..THATS where the photo gets taken..not during the race..but at the end of it.

OP, I am sooo worried for my boyfriend. He wavers between not believing in God or being angry at God for the state of the world. We have had MANY conversations about this (we have been together almost 6 years), and he's said if he just had proof...My question is, after all this, will God forgive him? I know He knows his heart, and the cause of all of this. But I still worry...Thanks!

Yep. He certainly has been training you.

He HAS been speaking to you..thats why you know where we are in time.

He speaks in lots of ways..but we dont always listen.

I could have saved myself a LOT of trouble and heartache if I had listened a long time ago.

The only reason He allowed me to finally remember the visit to heaven with him was because I FIANALLY listened to him..and OBEYED him..and passed the final test.

Had I not done so..and NOT forgiven my ex wife and my brother for what they did to me..I would probably be back in hospital dying again..instead of being on here reaching out to people...but..I CHOSE to forgive them..ALMOST didnt..for a couple of days I fumed and moaned..but then I just KNEW..I had to let em go..forgive them..and walk away..and because of the previous training in forgiving people over the years..I did it. It was not easy..but I did it.

It was a crossroads moment for me..but he KNEW I would pass the test all along this time..having structured every event..and lesson..and humbling...these last few years to get me in shape..for THIS.

It was timed..he knew what he was doing..and he did it well.

Thats why I try to warn those I know he has marked..like SOT..he is marked..he just does not realise the depths God will go to to make sure he makes it and accomplishes his calling.

All walks of life..all denominations..backgrounds..he has his called ones..working on them..toughening them up..allowing circumstances to mould them..and he never does anything by mistake.


We cry a lot of tears...but its our tears..that water the roses that grow from the rubble of ruined lives.

Its the broken ones..the hurting ones..the spiritually abused ones..these are the warriors he will use..from out of nowhere..to find and recover the lost..to show His Love..and his mercy.

Hi Kristina.

Your boyfriend sounds like he is going through the very same thing I went through these last three years.

He will make it..His anger is a sign of growth.

Id be MORE worried if he just accepted things they way they were and didnt care one way or the other.

His heart is pure(The seed of purity is there)..THATS why this world bothers him so much..why it botherted me so much..the anger..its a sign of a true heart. A wicked heart does NOT get upset at the state of the world.

His proof will come..God just has to let the anger do its job..its forging Him..bringing him to the final place of surrender.

Yes, you are right , He has been speaking to me, what I meant is that I have never heard his voice telling me something as some people does hear his voice. But surely
he has spoken to me in many other ways. There is something that I have never told because I know if I did people would thought I was crazy but for a while i was allowed to sense how we really are like when our ego is out of the way. i think it was a way for God to let me know how things will be when we are with him in paradise.
For a few months I was allowed to feel like in a blissful peace, everything was perfect, no matter what happened outside, I felt peace inside and then I started to have something very strange happen to me, like for example beeing able to listen to people thoughts, at the beginning I was surprised and a little confused because the toughts I was hearing where not mine, but at the time in that kind of blissful peace I had, it felt kind of normal. I also would think for example that I needed a electricity socket in the wall repaired because it was broken and minutes later I had a technician ringing at my door saying that there was some kind of problem with the building tv antena and they had to check out mine , as the socket was next to the antenna I told the technician that maybe the broken socket was causing some interference, he said that it wasn´t but that he will repair it there and then. Wow I couldn´t believe it ... but then things started to be scary. I would do some big shopping and ask the supermarket to bring it home, when I got home I thought ,oh, I forgot to buy a big paquet of toilet roll and when the delivery arrived home they left all the shopping bags and i realised there was this huge paquet of toilet roll which I had not bought.
Things like that would happen all the time, The tings i thought would become reality, I would even talk to people with my mind and they would do what I asked them, for example in the supermarket I would say to the cashier , please give me one bag, but in my mind i would say , you better give me two , please, and it will not fail the cashier would give me too. This is just some example but have lots of them. I know it sounds silly or just plain crazy , but I think it was the way God taught me how we are in reallity, what is our real nature and our real potential.
This went one for a few months and after everything went back to normal with the exception that by then i knew the Truth. And the truth made me free because i realised nothing was really expected from me, that I could do or be anything I wanted and that there was no truth whatsoever in what I had been tought by society, I did not need to worry about having a job, or having money or anything else for that matter. What a relief .... since then and I think is about six or seven years now, I have not worked or do anything i do not enjoy doing, i do not worry about money, housing etc I leave everything in god hands and he has provided for me everything I need ,a good house, money to do anything I like, holidays, etc I am an unemployed single mum with two children and I do not even care to ask for any kind of benefits as Gods provides me , faith is all God asks from me .

Very good of you OP, for helping all these people, and giving good sound advice.

Ok..have it your way.

I did..its not pleasant.

Ya know he still loves you.

He is about to prove it to you.

HI Ryan.

We all have lust problems through life.

Its a common human tendency..we are born with hormones..its inevitable..and annoying...if you have no outlet.

Here is how to deal with it.

When you find yourself lusting..as IS inevitable..stop right there..where you are..and tell the lord about it..tell him your need..your craving..whats going on..how bad you feel about it..and that you really dont WANT to be like that.

He loves honesty..and he knows our needs..he understands them.

I used to battle with the most terrible lusts..I loathed myself for it..but one day when I was at the end of my rope with it..the Lord quietly said to me" Why dont you tell me about it..let ME help you..I know the human body and its needs..I created it after all..I am your maker..and I CAN..if you let me..help you overcome"

Well..I tried it..next time I felt lust and wrong thoughts I stopped on the spot and told him all about it..just openly and honestly..and it worked. he did ease it back..he replaced it..with love.

Im not saying it always worked..there were times I would WANT to give in..it was so strong..I am a bloke after all..testosterone is not a kind master.

But as time went on..and I kept telling the lord about it..bit by bit it went away. Took a few weeks..but it worked.

I still have my drives like any bloke..but now I am master over them..not they over me.


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To: The 44yr- old Author of this Testimony - I just wanted to thank you for being obedient to The Lord and posting this.

There are ** No Coincidences **, as those of us who love & obey Yeshuah well know.

I'm guessing you were born in 1969 (or the last few days of 1968) and I am a "Summer of '69" baby myself. Also like you, I had slightly larger share of trials & tribulations than most others around me and, like you, The Lord prepared me for the most heartbreaking of these by giving me a series of repetitive dreams that showed me what would happen concerning marriage and children -- allowing me to experience the pain & loss in a 'waking dream' that took away the shock (because I knew what would happen / the ultimate outcome) and desensitized me because I had the dreams ("lived it") so many times.

Although I've never been blessed as you have with a direct interaction with Messiah Yeshuah / Father God, there were some other "realities" in/about my future that he impressed upon my heart & mind. One of these was giving me a picture (in my mind) of what I would look like when I "grew up" ... a loving gift to quell severe insecurities about my looks that developed after vicious teasing over a period of many years. Again, I had no "official vision", nor even dream this time, just a 'knowledge' that even at a very young age I was certain came from my Abba Jehovah.

The relevant point to this thread is twofold: one, I was given an image of a woman who appeared about 29/30, but who I 'knew' was in her 40's - just slightly over 40, but much less than 50. Interestingly, this is exactly the way I look now - including looking much younger than I am (I will be 44 at the end of August). I have always 'known' I would reach "middle age" (40+) but never go beyond it Two, The Lord has shown me over and over again that my birth year, 1969, is significant to The End Times / Day of The Lord. I have never understood if it meant that the Antichrist was born that year, if the start of the Tribulation would occur at a significant point after 1969 (like 40, 44 or 50 years after). With those things in mind, I was riveted when I read your Testimony and instantly figured out that you were born in 1969, or at the very least, just days prior.

Another 'witness' (for me) to the timing you've laid out here is that since this past September, The Lord has answered prayers *one after another in RAPID succession* and many of these are things I've been praying about for a LONG time. Trips of a lifetime, for both myself and my younger daughter, then without warning and very clearly a supernatural event, answered my most fervent prayer of reuniting me with my firstborn daughter, whom I was forced to give up (as a married woman - it's a long story).

It's almost like He is allowing me/us these things right NOW because time is short - time has run out. I felt this way BEFORE I read this testimony, but afterwards, I'm even more convinced.

<Btw: Without going to much into detail, I ask that anyone who would / could please join me in prayer for the immediate salvation of both of my daughters. Most especially my firstborn, who was raised by her adoptive parents pretty much the opposite of the way I would want. She's FAR from The Lord - FAR from any saving knowledge &/or mentor in her life to lead her to Him. We've only JUST been reunited and still haven't met face2face. I'm not in a position to give her my Testimony, much less 'preach' to her. >

I'm so grateful that The Lord Yeshuah has shown me that He is my LOVING DADDY and I've truly been touched by Him treating me so clearly in the way a father treats his beloved, precious little girl. For anyoe who hasn't yet experienced this, you are truly missing out!

So, Mr. 44-yr old Nameless Aussie Brother in Yeshuah, I appreciate that you have returned to fellowship with people, like me, whom you touched through your obedience to The Lord & didn't even know it.

I totally admit that I'm nervous and definitely afraid concerning "The Event" that is coming without warning & ends western civilization. I KNOW that The Lord WILL take care of us, His children, and that I shouldn't fear. I am human and flawed, however, and the unknown makes me nervous, as well do the obvious issues (such as the severe hardships that are coming).

With that in mind, I have a question for my 44-yr old Brother in Yeshuah: do you have any 'feel' for or guess about how The Lord will preserve us after & through this soon and coming Calamity? (Imho, the Rapture has been distorted and used to make & keep Christians "Soft" & unprepared.)

Thank you and may The Lord Yeshuah prepare and bless us all ... And may all your friends, loved ones, family and even enemies be saved, born again, filled with the Holy Spirit and preserved unto eternal life, with their names written in The Lamb's Book of Life.

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Ye speak not for God and shall learn the hard way that ye do not only the pure of heart shall see God, ye are not pure or would know whom has spoken. So that world may know I was here and know what it like for them and offered aid even on a forum I have said whom I am.

Ye have to repent for bearing false witness. Ye speak words which are true such as to forgive and love thy neighbor but also have spoken untruth, but this does not make ye a prophet nor a representative of God. For even the Devil himself can say true words to manipulate the world and shall.

Many shall learn in coming years that in eyes of God they are seen as evil and are not yet ready for entry into Heaven and shall have to endure hardships to help them be prepared. Most of Christians are hypocrites and are in need of correcting, no gospel on earth is the full restored gospel nor is any church the church of God at this time, but a restored gospel will come soon then end shall come for I will restore it mine-self.

The world has not long left and not everything was given to mankind of what is plan of salvation and what it involved, new prophecy's shall soon be revealed unto world found in scriptures soon to be discovered as events transpire that mankind did not know was coming. And these prophecy shall bear witness to truth and be part of the restoration of the Seven churches.

Woe unto all on this forum whom have judged me, for how thou has judged me so shall I judge ye in the last day in day of burning, for Isaiah warned that they whom call good evil and light darkness whom mistake bitter for sweet shall have greater woes. The events of tribulation shall be mine witness to whom those of ye whom have spoken against have offended, may it humble ye and ye repent so that ye avoid the greater condemnation. It comes not by mine hand but by the hand of the law eternal which governments all forces, therefore repent and see with clear eyes whom ye speak against.

SOT..you are NOT GOD..and you are about to find out WHO IS.

I hope you like being really loved..he is about to hit you with a love bomb.


It might hurt at first though..but you will thank him for it later.

I am He whom decides whom shall be aloud into Heaven and shall not be aloud, there is requirements to gain entry and not all shall be permitted. Pray ye are worthy to remain in the Millennium to come and fall not away at its end. Mankind arrogance and pride shall see many whom even believe in me and speak in my name have great woes to give them opportunity to repent and humble themselves, but many shall not repent and shall fall because of their pride.

Any man whom have spoken condescending to the Lord of lords shall be shown the memory of when it took place and that man shall know why he fell into underworld for he spoke blasphemy against God, it is written God shall not be mocked. But I shall not eternally condemn them to outer darkness but shall suffer it that they fall into underworlds so they may avoid the greater condemnation of forever Hell 'lake of fire' outer darkness.

Time will reveal all ye have spoken to speak in your pride against me therefore ye are accountable for your words against the WORD. Many false prophets and Christs shall arise, but woe unto the man whom calls the true Christ false and labels God evil, for it would have been better that man had not been born.

OP, that was the best entry yet in my humble opinion. You put it out there and made it real. Thats the key really. Yeshua set the example of what we are to be. It isn't enough just to believe something. Only by living the example ourselves do we take on the full expression of what he taught.
His life had the most meaning and how he showed us to live. He was saying to us to examine ourselves and get it right. You are doing that and as you are doing that you are growing in the knowledge of why you are here and remembering why you exist. And the best is that you are sharing and reminding others of the truth. Thank you for that. You have helped one of my loved ones to open up to this and its a beginning.
IF I may share with you my situation, just a bit perhaps it will help others and help to support what you are doing. I have a grandson named Yoav. He calls me D D so thats why the name on the thread. I was raising my grandson with my daughter and my son and my second husband. Many things happened in our family and we have been attacked by others who wanted their selfish way and didn't want us to have this family unit. All my life I devoted to my family. I truly went above and beyond the parents of my generation to be as close to my children as possible and to give them the affection I didn't receive from my mom growing up. My daughter had this precious child and brought him to live with me when he was four months old. He lived with me until he was over five years old. She worked full time after he was sixteen months old and we supported her until then. The father of the child left her and didn't pay any support. I hold nothing against him really, he was just not able to be a husband and father.
Yoav was a joy to all of us. He had a naturally loving way about him from the beginning. My daughter said he is an easy to love model and he is sweet hearted. She was right. That was when things were the best she was saying this. Well, many things started happening after my son got in touch with his father. My ex was abusive and controlling and we learned to keep him away from us because there was no way to have a relationship with him. It was either nothing or all just as his mother had been. He never gave up. Sociopathic control freaks don't give up.
My daughter vowed her son would never go near her father who had violated her as a little girl. Thats another story.
Things began to get rough for us after my son contacted his father when he was in a very emotional state one night. From that point on it has been stressful and a struggle. We actually had all moved overseas so we could be away from his grasp. I didn't understand when I was young and met him that when he talked about things like Aleister Crowley that he had been involved in dark stuff. I didn't know who that even was. Well, eventually things got so difficult I had to sell my house and move to another state to find work.
My son had already left to find work bc he wasn't able to and my daughter was just making eight dollars an hour. My client base had dropped and it was all due to the economy.
So we moved to Texas. Life has been very hard here the past two and half years and little by little I have watched my daughter turning into another person. Long story short, she met a guy who had just finished his divorce at the time she was coming out of a break up and this guy is a control freak like her dad. He immediately saw she was vulnerable and got her to move in with him in less than two months. She started pulling away from me as soon as she started seeing him and little by little he had her and I at odds with each other. She has put my grandson through great stress and she refuses to speak with me. She has blocked my calls and she has called the police on me and on her brother. This guy is calling the shots and he got her pregnant in less than five months and they got married in November and her brother and I knew nothing about it. Her father was invited to the wedding and she is now having a relationship with him and nothing to do with me. I can't even begin to tell you the things I gave up for her through the years. And my grandson and I adore each other and she won't let me see him more than ten minutes at a time now and that is only very rarely when I can catch her without the husband. So my friends, I know sorrow and I know pain. I don't understand why this has happened. She won't answer me when I ask. She just told me over a period of months that she was done with me. The only thing I am guilty of is that I spoke the truth to her about herself and she didn't want to hear it. So if I had continue to enable her behavior I might be able to have my grandson where I could see him more. All I can do now is pray and search myself as I have been doing and keep forgiving as you say. It isn't easy at all. I would like to invite everyone on this thread to pray for my little grandson. I have seen her being abusive to him and I have seen the husband as well and he is telling him he has to call him dad and more things that I won't get into. My grandson told me that he cried all the time but he is starting to do better and not cry so much. He misses his family. It isn't me I am upset for, it is that precious child. We have to fix our world with the help of God for the children. Please whoever will let us put prayer requests out here for our loved ones and begin praying for those who need our prayers. My grandson Yoav needs protection and comfort and hope. He needs to be delivered from this situation. I cannot control her or the man she is with but I can pray that God will turn her heart to see what she has done wrong and turn it around or deliver my grandson from their care and into the care of the person who is most concerned for him and who will raise him to know God. My daughter doesn't believe in God really. The guy doesn't seem to have any morals and he has called me an old woman and told me I didn't know who I was messing with when I just tried talking to him about all this. He fears me and so he has made sure she won't be around me. Many people have said that she will be back to me and I pray that is true but I can tell you that I am just trusting God for all this because I could lose my mind over this loss if I didn't have a strong faith. But faith without works is dead. So I will be the first to ask for prayer for my situation. None of us has to feel alone if we have each other to help in prayer. Thank you and God bless.

OP, that was the best entry yet in my humble opinion. You put it out there and made it real. Thats the key really. Yeshua set the example of what we are to be. It isn't enough just to believe something. Only by living the example ourselves do we take on the full expression of what he taught.
His life had the most meaning and how he showed us to live. He was saying to us to examine ourselves and get it right. You are doing that and as you are doing that you are growing in the knowledge of why you are here and remembering why you exist. And the best is that you are sharing and reminding others of the truth. Thank you for that. You have helped one of my loved ones to open up to this and its a beginning.
IF I may share with you my situation, just a bit perhaps it will help others and help to support what you are doing. I have a grandson named Yoav. He calls me D D so thats why the name on the thread. I was raising my grandson with my daughter and my son and my second husband. Many things happened in our family and we have been attacked by others who wanted their selfish way and didn't want us to have this family unit. All my life I devoted to my family. I truly went above and beyond the parents of my generation to be as close to my children as possible and to give them the affection I didn't receive from my mom growing up. My daughter had this precious child and brought him to live with me when he was four months old. He lived with me until he was over five years old. She worked full time after he was sixteen months old and we supported her until then. The father of the child left her and didn't pay any support. I hold nothing against him really, he was just not able to be a husband and father.
Yoav was a joy to all of us. He had a naturally loving way about him from the beginning. My daughter said he is an easy to love model and he is sweet hearted. She was right. That was when things were the best she was saying this. Well, many things started happening after my son got in touch with his father. My ex was abusive and controlling and we learned to keep him away from us because there was no way to have a relationship with him. It was either nothing or all just as his mother had been. He never gave up. Sociopathic control freaks don't give up.
My daughter vowed her son would never go near her father who had violated her as a little girl. Thats another story.
Things began to get rough for us after my son contacted his father when he was in a very emotional state one night. From that point on it has been stressful and a struggle. We actually had all moved overseas so we could be away from his grasp. I didn't understand when I was young and met him that when he talked about things like Aleister Crowley that he had been involved in dark stuff. I didn't know who that even was. Well, eventually things got so difficult I had to sell my house and move to another state to find work.
My son had already left to find work bc he wasn't able to and my daughter was just making eight dollars an hour. My client base had dropped and it was all due to the economy.
So we moved to Texas. Life has been very hard here the past two and half years and little by little I have watched my daughter turning into another person. Long story short, she met a guy who had just finished his divorce at the time she was coming out of a break up and this guy is a control freak like her dad. He immediately saw she was vulnerable and got her to move in with him in less than two months. She started pulling away from me as soon as she started seeing him and little by little he had her and I at odds with each other. She has put my grandson through great stress and she refuses to speak with me. She has blocked my calls and she has called the police on me and on her brother. This guy is calling the shots and he got her pregnant in less than five months and they got married in November and her brother and I knew nothing about it. Her father was invited to the wedding and she is now having a relationship with him and nothing to do with me. I can't even begin to tell you the things I gave up for her through the years. And my grandson and I adore each other and she won't let me see him more than ten minutes at a time now and that is only very rarely when I can catch her without the husband. So my friends, I know sorrow and I know pain. I don't understand why this has happened. She won't answer me when I ask. She just told me over a period of months that she was done with me. The only thing I am guilty of is that I spoke the truth to her about herself and she didn't want to hear it. So if I had continue to enable her behavior I might be able to have my grandson where I could see him more. All I can do now is pray and search myself as I have been doing and keep forgiving as you say. It isn't easy at all. I would like to invite everyone on this thread to pray for my little grandson. I have seen her being abusive to him and I have seen the husband as well and he is telling him he has to call him dad and more things that I won't get into. My grandson told me that he cried all the time but he is starting to do better and not cry so much. He misses his family. It isn't me I am upset for, it is that precious child. We have to fix our world with the help of God for the children. Please whoever will let us put prayer requests out here for our loved ones and begin praying for those who need our prayers. My grandson Yoav needs protection and comfort and hope. He needs to be delivered from this situation. I cannot control her or the man she is with but I can pray that God will turn her heart to see what she has done wrong and turn it around or deliver my grandson from their care and into the care of the person who is most concerned for him and who will raise him to know God. My daughter doesn't believe in God really. The guy doesn't seem to have any morals and he has called me an old woman and told me I didn't know who I was messing with when I just tried talking to him about all this. He fears me and so he has made sure she won't be around me. Many people have said that she will be back to me and I pray that is true but I can tell you that I am just trusting God for all this because I could lose my mind over this loss if I didn't have a strong faith. But faith without works is dead. So I will be the first to ask for prayer for my situation. None of us has to feel alone if we have each other to help in prayer. Thank you and God bless.

Spirit of Truth,
You sound like J. Adams who believes he is Jesus.
I've watched you get thrown off "Free Republic", and
many Christian sites over the years for your insanity.
I hope that you are JUST mentally ill, and not possessed.

You are NOT Jesus, you are NOT the Father, and you are
NOT the Holy Spirit. Your "prophecies" have failed
consistently over the years, and you are an internet
laughingstock.

I call on all true Christians to pray that you get
some mental health care, and if you are possessed by a
demon, that it be cast out in the name of the Lord.

Spirit of Truth,
You sound like J. Adams who believes he is Jesus.
I've watched you get thrown off "Free Republic", and
many Christian sites over the years for your insanity.
I hope that you are JUST mentally ill, and not possessed.

You are NOT Jesus, you are NOT the Father, and you are
NOT the Holy Spirit. Your "prophecies" have failed
consistently over the years, and you are an internet
laughingstock.

I call on all true Christians to pray that you get
some mental health care, and if you are possessed by a
demon, that it be cast out in the name of the Lord.

Time revealeth all things, repent before it is to late for you, it is better man never speaks against someone whom would so boldly make claim as I. But waits to see what comes as they said shall. Ye know not me nor my prophecy's all shall come true which are meant to come true. The Devil speaks through ye unto me and thou knows it not. Ye are not Christian if do not know when God speaks to ye but are as they whom rejected and celebrated mine death. This world has not long left all must repent. The Vision which was seen by Op is not from God that is not how it works, ye know not what this world is or what is coming. I do not even know a site called Free Republic, before ye make claims make sure your not speaking to wrong person.

I am He and because the end is about to begin I have chosen to speak unto the people through a medium that does not contradict mine prophecy about the false Christs, for I am not in a temple or a secret place nor in desert I am speaking on a forum online. Those whom shall be counted in the flock shall know when the Light of Truth is given, they shall fill their lamps in oil and shall stand guided in the darkness to come. But they such as ye shall not see and shall remain with no oil and shall have no guide in the darkness to come and shall become lost on your way to the chapel.

go now read Isaiah, for ye need a reminder of the consequence of calling good evil.