I am the AC who wrote that vision I had when I was 15. I tuned 44 today. So it begins. Does anyone have any questions or need any encouragement?

I am sorry too..I should not have entered a debate..there are some things that the Lord Himself can only reveal..and from my experience..words and doctrines dont do much good if its presented in an "Im right and you are wrong" fashion. It leads to pride..in all involved..regardless of who is ACTUALLY right..the end result is still pride and anger and division.

Forgive me for getting all haughty and "Knowlegable"..it was the last thing I wanted to do..but ended up doing it still.

I might have seen a few things...but I am still human..and still muck things up.

I will not "debate" either.

That was a response of kindness for kindness, love for love.....returning a sweet word with the favor of the Truth.

It's been given and that's That.

I absolutely appreciate the sentiment behind what was said and I love you "Catholic AC" for it.

I hope my ALL CAPS isn't taken as yelling....it's instead of Bold or underlined, which doesn't work well on the iPad, lol.


And I didn't mean to add to the "dating distraction" - I wanted to thank the AC for giving me some hope regarding something that really bothers me (and my "Catholic AC" Friend as well).

I do think too many here are trying to get the OP to make predictions and then hold him to it.....and it seems pretty clear that isn't what he, or this thread, is about.

It's about PREPARATION - a Warning - and offering hope for those struggling &/or fearful of what is to come....and definitely to offer SOUND DOCTRINE and Loving Correction to those who need it because MANY TOO MANY walk, or just get pulled along, down the wide path through the wide gate that leads to Destruction ....and so few are on the Narrow Path, on their way to the Narrow Gate....and most will NOT be Overcomers in Christ.

I don't want even my worst enemy hearing Lord Yeshuah saying, "Leave My sight - I know you NOT".

I want to hear - and I want them to hear - "Well done Good and Faithful Servant. Your name is written in the Lamb's Book of Life. You have been adopted into the Family of God Most High, The King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I love you my child - you may enter and dwell with Me in My home FOREVER - and NEVER again will you be separate from MY Presence nor that of the Father and Holy Spirit."

Yes......that's what I want to hear.

Thank you SO much for that.

Ive had a really hard few days..and the pressure to "Fortel" this and that was really getting to me.

But you are right..predicting doom is NOT what this thread was about..its like you said..to love the unloved..mend the broken hearts..encourage the struggling ones..and tell people to prepare.

Yes..I can see stuff coming..its right in front of us NOW in fact..but thats probably why the enemy has tried so hard to derail this thread..and me as well..even I am not immune to his tricks.

I got badly attacked by him all last week..especially sunday. Blindsided by him..sneak attack through people I was closest to..and found myself in the position of needing a hand up.

Thats probably why I suddenly ended up in "debate" mode without realising it..Im still rather shaken by what hapenned to me last sunday..so hurt by it...still not really thinking straight.

But its past now..and ill just trust the Lord to heal yet another wound in me.

Oops, I forgot my User ID above....sorry!


In reply to: "^^^...I feel for you, but try not to feel so bad there are people who go their whole lives and never find anyone. I will be 48 years old the end of the month and I have never been in love. I never use to worry about it because I always thought it would come when it was suppose to, but now at my age I do not think it will ever come....I have never been so lonely in my whole life....the only think I can say is that many people will probably never experience true love of happiness in this life.....but I really feel that all who put their trust and faith in the only begotten Son of God, Jesus Christ will certainly find everything that has been missing in this life once they cross over into eternity!.....I will pray for you because lonliness is a terrible things....I wish you the very best :)"



I thank you - that is so sweet and encouraging and I will pray for you as well.

I do want to clarify that as a single mom I haven't had the TIME to be lonely...and perhaps that's the Lord's plan. I am heartbroken and still in love with my first husband - that is true.

Now....although I'm not "lonely" now, I fear I will be when my younger child graduates. Also, I'm TIRED - TIRED of being everything for everyone will no breaks or help.....just another BODY would be a tremendous Gift, lol. That's what I mean. I was also fearing that I would *definitely* go through the ROUGH Stuff coming up without ANYone (any other Adult/Companion/Partner) and the OP's post about his future wife gave me some hope it might be different.

But The Lord's Will is PERFECT and I've been in trouble WAY too many times trying to do it my own way in my own time,,,,and I won't do that ANYMORE, lol.

I totally trust Him and I KNOW HE LOVES ME like a Daddy loves his precious little girl who melts his heart - through my hardships and having everything stripped away....I finally got to experience that undeniable blessing and love that was so.....so TOUCHING - so TENDER - I can't find the words....that the Almighty God would show me such TENDER LOVE it brings me to my knees and I truly absolutely LOVE HIM.

I missed out on ALL that when I was married and had my husband on the throne where my Lord and Savior belonged.

The very same mistake I made...her fist..me second..the Lord last.

I never REALLY was in love with her either..not in a "Romantic" way..just married out of lonliness to be honest. That..and disobedience.(Although we did have some great times together..we were just good friends who should NEVER have married)

The Lord even warned me three times NOT to marry her..and I did it anyway.

I was young..full of hormones..and was trying to recover from a badly broken heart caused by the woman I REALLY loved..who tore me in half.

Rebound..lonliness..ignoring good advice from the lord and others...yes..I paid the price..and still do.

But I have two wonderful daughters...so even so I was blessed.

Been single now for ten years...and my daughters live with their mother..so ive had no one and nothing in the times in between seeing them to take my mind off things as it were.

I did look at first for someone else..but this time when the Lord told me to wait..and said "No" to any of the girls I considered..I listened..because there was NO way I was ever going to go against his advice ever again.

A lesson learnt the hard way STAYS learnt.

But thats been my path..always alone..and in being alone..learning to HEAR Him..and to obey Him.
The price of ignoring Him is way to high.

Ive never really had a problem hearing the Lord..my problem was my stubborness..not wanting to do what he suggested..as I thought..in my pride...that I knew better..when all along..HE was right..and I was wrong.

OP - you need prayer and protection too.....,most here are just taking and not giving and it's not even on purpose....just forgetting.

I am so very sorry you were attacked. As time gets closer I've noticed the Enemy has been attacking "The Family".

My own family of origin is not immune.

We've had a split that is so heartbreaking and so obviously a spiritual attack of the enemy that it's hard to even believe,

I've lost my own brother and miss his children terribly. The enemy has worked through his wife, who has been attacking my CHIlD (all started or came to a head nearly a year ago on Mother's Day, which was also my daughter's birthday) and my brother called me a liar (over something I had witnesses hearing plus I've never given him cause or reason to call me that) and hasn't spoken to me since May, 2012.

Then the entire family was attacked by my brother and his wife over - I kid you Not - wishing each other a "Merry Christmas". That's right.

Last week, my daughter was brought to sobbing tears after being attacked via iMessage by my sister-in-law over us wishing my niece Happy Birthday and the gift I gave her (which I had to box up and lay at their doorstep because they won't talk to us or see us or let us see the kids, who are elementary school-aged).

We are a small family....it's just my brother, my parents and I, and we each have 2 children. I had heart problems 7 years ago and my brother cried in my hospital room, saying I was the only one who remembered his childhood and things about us growing up - that I had known him the longest of anyone on earth and he didn't know what he'd do if he lost me.

We've gone from that to being cut out of/off from his life (and he HAD a special bond with my younger daughter who feels so heartbroken and betrayed and confused) ..... The entire thing defies logic.

It's all centered around his wife, who has always been a "problem", but we "maneuvered around her" so to speak. This is something different and it's clearly an Attack right at the heart of our Family. I can't begin to tell you how (negatively) it's affected ALL the relationships within the family and it tears my heart up to see my child treated so terribly by anyone, yet it's my own brother and he and my father are her only "make role models" - oh, it's tough not to act like a Mother Grizzly Bear!

So.....our situation is so utterly ridiculous that it can't be anything but supernatural and it sounds like you have been going through the same.

Everywhere I look I see a breakdown of The Family, but for some Believers, it's out of Control UNReal!

I'm so sorry and will pray for you -your family and your strength.

Blessings

Why do many of these posts have so many words in them?

Whats going on here?

WOW..sounds almost exactly like what my brother did to me.

Three years ago HE was the only one who came to see me in hospital when I was dying from blood poisoning...and three years later he hates my guts and is all chummy with my ex wife..and HIS wife and my ex spend all their time telling lies about me (Thats what the attack last sunday was about..RIGHT as I was taking my youngest daughter out to a special birthday lunch)...

I had to walk away..let it go..but it HURTS...the betrayals..the semnseless attacks..the way my daughter cried at what her mother was doing to me.

My girls know whats what..they cant stand the way their mother acts any more than I can..and she ONLY gets like this when I am getting closer to the lord. So its not really HER thats doing it..but satan.

He knows JUST how and when to strike..I SHOULD have seen it coming..but I didnt..I was all happy and excited..taking my little one out for a special lunch..the LAST thing I expected was to have her and my day totally ruined.

She was in tears..so was I..and I bet satan was laughing his head off.

But he wont get the last laugh.

That's interesting ....I married #2 bc I was heartbroken and couldn't get over my first husband....and #2 was just waiting for that kind of opportunity. He wasn't even my type, lol.....I didn't want to be in love like that again....and I never once prayed about it -I just did my own thing ....and like you said....OH, THE COST!


That horrible marriage gave me such a wonderful child I can barely believe it-- so I really know what you mean.


I too was, am....Stubborn. My biggest issue is needing to LET GO and laying things down for The Lord.

But each time I do it, He rewards me so greatly. I just need to KEEP doing it and stop being controlling. The stubbornness - well, I think the fallout from husband 2 cured me of that ;-)

Didn't Jesus say no man or woman knoweth the time or date of the end? That's not to say you don't have insight and the world is peaceful. Surely, there are many wars, Earthquakes and things going on in the world. The end won't come like that, but rather by surprise so I heard. And I think we have more time than we realize in our generation. Time to change paths I can only hope, but this is our collective choice. I've been leaning towards forgiveness and working with what we have; I don't think we need a clean wipe or format of the human race just yet. We're doing alright in some places; I just think we need to learn the value of charity and really invest in others who are without.

Yeah..seems the stubboner you were..the longer you stay in the forge till its all beaten out of you.

He said no one knows the DAY or the HOUR..but he DID say those who watch would NOT have that day overtake them like a theif.

Those with understanding will KNOW what the season is.

But even those who DO understand still do NOT know the actual DAY.

But the Lord does nothing unless he reveales it to his servants first..and he gave lots of signs to watch for..and visions too.

Also there are some like me and others who he has trained through many trials to HEAR his voice..and know the seasons.

So..when I say we are at the brink of a LOT of turmoil..and the "Event" is coming fast..you can BANK on it.

But I dont know WHAT the event actually IS>.or the day it happens..I just know the season..the time frame.

Also..charity..LIKE you said..IS the point of this thread..NOT predictong doom.

We have enough doom predictors already without adding ME to the list.

I dont LIKE to predict doom..yes..I see it coming..but its NOT the point of this thread.

Wow, OP....the symmetry in what we've been experiencing is uncanny.....the family stuff, brothers betrayals after hospital visits with expressions of love & family bonding, our daughters being the focus of the attacks and each on their birthdays (both during a birthday lunch too!).....

The enemy seems to like sticking to the same game plan, lol!

I too just did the hardest thing EVER.....I really struggled with it and still am..... I was at a funeral very recently of a good friend and after not hearing from my brother since May 2012, he sends me this attacking text message about his wife - while I'm at this funeral.

That put me over the edge. I felt like if ONE MORE thing happened, I wouldn't be bake to forgive him and then where would I be with The Lord? Nothing was being resolved, all my attempts to reach out had been rebuffed, and my CHILD was being directly and personally attacked by these so-called Adults.

I replied, "I love you and pray for you - and I hope that you receive all you hope for and deserve in life. Please do not contact me again, as it has come to the point that I am struggling with forgiveness and cannot put my salvation in jeopardy. You and the kids have my love and prayers."

I cut him off.

It hurt so much.

That still didn't keep the attack over my niece's birthday from happening but that was ALL directed right at my daughter, not me, and if I hadn't had sent that text already, who knows what awful reaction I might've had......

Yes......things are CLOSE. The enemy is gearing up for some serious battle .


Do you think this is part of the prophecy about brother against brother & children turning against their parents?

LOL..Yes..it was a rather interesting sidetrack.

Now..back on topic...

U mean "our topic" ?

Sure is..satan LOVES to attack through family..cause he KNOWS it hurts the most. He is a sadists and an opportunist..and a liar.

And yet..even KNOWING how tricky and cruel he can be..we still underestiamte his sliminess..how cunning he can be.

When we do get a big head and think we have all his tactics worked out..or think we have aour armour all patched up with no more chinks..HE will be garuantted to FIND one.,.and make it HURT.

But in a ways its a good thing..it kills our pride..and our reliance on ourselves or our own knowledge and ablities.

You might be right about the season; we are always in a season of some kind. I do get the feeling of 'running out of time' sometimes, but I figured everyone has that notion. I feel like I have most of my ducks in a row, if it's sooner rather than later. I would like to live up to my name (Alexander) and make a testimony in defense of man and our capabilities. I know I've got an audience, probably my biggest fan there. Kind of to say, "Hey Most High, give us some time, we can work through this." It'd be a pity to have to start over again. I personally don't think it's going to happen like that anytime soon, but I do believe we are in a season of death and rebirth if you will.

Not to say I haven't had moments of, "Just throw down the snow blankets and light the fires O Lord!" It can be a little bit of a love/hate relationship. My emotions are volatile thanks to my heart. It has two colors and they are opposing forces of nature. I think the love it can express is worth the opposite feelings of hatred or discontent. Finding the 'narrow' road between the two emotions in my/our/your heart is the key to balance and peace. Neither slipping too far right or too far left. A true balance.

But hey, to each his own in their pursuit of truth. I'm not too worried. We have eternity, right? I still value the moments here. My Mom, the love I've been able to share. I think it'd be a shame to lose or forget those personal experiences; I do like the idea of a personal higher power or a way to not only be one with the universe but have our own individual cores with unique expressions - such is life! I think that's the closest way I can understand 'the Most High.' In terms of life.

I definitely agree.


I can tell you've been through some fiery trials because you have a wisdom and maturity in The Lord and His Word that too few attain :-D

All things work together for Good for those who believe on Jesus and obey His commandments.

Yes..maturity does not come by growing old..it comes by growing UP..and growing UP only comes through trials.

And don't I know it.....ouch! LoL

Ouch barley covers it..its more like.."AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

Hahahahahaha......yes, that's much more accurate!

High heat..creates the best swords.

If a katana had nerves and could feel every part of the process involved in making it the sharpest strongest sword in the world..it too would describe it as "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"...

The Lord is the blacksmith...


Isa 54:16 Behold, I have created the smith that bloweth the coals in the fire, and that bringeth forth an instrument for his work;

John 17:12
While I was with them in the world, I kept them in thy name: those that thou gavest me I have kept, and none of them is lost, but the son of perdition; that the scripture might be fulfilled.

Daniel 8:25
And through his policy also he shall cause craft to prosper in his hand; and he shall magnify himself in his heart, and by peace shall destroy many: he shall also stand up against the Prince of princes; but he shall be broken without hand.

Revelation 6:2
And I saw, and behold a white horse: and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto him: and he went forth conquering, and to conquer.

Revelation 12:9
And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

1 Thessalonians 5:3
For when they shall say, Peace and safety; then sudden destruction cometh upon them, as travail upon a woman with child; and they shall not escape.

Zechariah 9:10
And I will cut off the chariot from Ephraim, and the horse from Jerusalem, and the battle bow shall be cut off: and he shall speak peace unto the heathen: and his dominion shall be from sea even to sea, and from the river even to the ends of the earth.

Revelation 17:8
The beast that thou sawest was, and is not; and shall ascend out of the bottomless pit, and go into perdition: and they that dwell on the earth shall wonder, whose names were not written in the book of life from the foundation of the world, when they behold the beast that was, and is not, and yet is.

Revelation 3:10
Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth.

Some will be tried in the fire to refine them. Some protected from the fire because they have already made their robes white..by having already submitted to the fire willingly.

Romans 11:4
But what saith the answer of God unto him? I have reserved to myself seven thousand men, who have not bowed the knee to the image of Baal.

5 Even so then at this present time also there is a remnant according to the election of grace.


Judges 7:6
And the number of them that lapped, putting their hand to their mouth, were three hundred men: but all the rest of the people bowed down upon their knees to drink water.

7 And the Lord said unto Gideon, By the three hundred men that lapped will I save you, and deliver the Midianites into thine hand: and let all the other people go every man unto his place.

2 Timothy 2:15
Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.

Peace to you Op and thank you for sharing your testimony of Jesus and the Father and the great sacrifice Jesus made on all our behalf.

You have helped to renew my faith and realize that love and forgiveness is the answer to all our problems.

I have a long way to go but i will keep trying to get it right until i do.

Your words have given me strength and it will be a pleasure to look you in the eye and give you a hug whether in this life or on the other side i know it will happen.

Blessings to you i will follow this thread as long as it is up.

Thank you.

Blessing to you and stay strong and never give up.

And even when ya have rotten days..like ive had of late..he is STILL on the job..being strong FOR us when we are weak and going through it.