I believe you! But!
How can you be sure to trust Him?
When I'm at my best, I have deep love, empathy and appreciation of the Demi-urge, but I'm also cautious of the masculine "god" being...
He always puts on such a display of grandeur, sort of vain and pushy...
So he's fine with paying a special visit to a chosen few and fear-mongering...
Love and forgiveness of course, what about subtle guilt? Implying a spiritual hierarchy by his stature and locale, wow sure sounds nice, that's too bad for us :(
Oh he created us and everything huh? But we're all infinite.
This being sounds like the pleasant face of Demi-urge which attempts to take credit for all of creation through mind-games, uses passive aggression, and uses love like a bait and lure.
The true unconditional loving source insists on equality with all beings, there is no difference between the grand waterfall and my shit in the toilet -as crazy as that sounds its actually true.
The true source would let you know language itself is a tool of control.
Would agree this world is a half-light world, not complete reality.
But the funny thing is I love this being dearly, he teaches us the different faces of the "snake" force, pretty and awful, so now we may know better, and we can find love for him even when we know the games he plays with us.
Has no problem using emotional strings does he?
Boy, I get frustrated with this being and our spot, but ultimately this experience allows for development of empathy and understanding of the most deceptive, most advanced predator and parasite system.
He's made it seem normal, lol, predator and prey, there's no other choice if you want to survive.
This is the hard truth IMO... And we came in here so we may know all, forgive all, be aware of all, including super advanced passive aggressive ego maniac creator gods, from the point of view as a subject from inside, if we can transcend this, make peace with this, we can handle anything existence can throw at us.
Ah, and I don't want to give him too much credit either, reality is not his, not an illusion, his control is a control of belief, if we believe this is all his, we are his finite creation below, that's good enough for him, this way we act as foundation to his illusory domain.
This all belongs to all of us, all is infinite, all is source, he has cornered off a section and set up sophisticated mind games to keep you convinced and give him the credit, quite the deceiver indeed!
So be careful! I wonder how many will actually make it through, gracefully thanking the Demi-urge on the way out with true unconditional love, balance and understanding- this is the cutting edge and most intense stage of evolution, which results in total liberation and understanding, returning to our full self outside this universe as we have accomplished what we came in here originally to do.
And those billions wrapped around his finger will loop over and over until they don't loop anymore...