OP,

I can forgive alright but I can never trust again.
Does he demand that you keep hanging around with
the very people who put you at risk time and time
again? I assure you, there are people who will
never do anything but be hurtful and I don't look
forward to spending the rest of my life kicking
myself because I forgave and gave them another
chance to only do worse to me.
Can you forgive but still keep a safe distance?