God has asked me to tell you something that may encourage you. But I don't think you need encouraging. By all means test the spirit behind the message, I only mean to encourage.

I have been to Heaven and met Jesus on many occasions. I don't go around telling people, as I have had a secret mission and He has kept me hidden for many years, for such a time as this. Only in the last few years have I actually known what my purpose was.
I asked Jesus into my heart at the age of 5yrs and I still remember the scene. (I think in pictures.) And I used to dream of Heaven (It may well have been an out of body experiences from 5yrs to 13yrs.)

Well I read your account and nothing you said was like my visits....UNTIL I reread it again, after prompting from God.
In the first paragraph you mention a waterfall. I have a earthly copy in oils, of what I saw of that waterfall, in my front room, I bought it from an exhibition a few years after my mum had died in 1992.

I was in a praise and worship time with my Church's women's meeting, and there was a visiting choir just for us. I was very down as I had my first child by then and I was missing having a mum at that time. I gave Jesus a thanksgiving sacrifice (basically I put aside my grief to praise Him.)
I was 27yrs in 1995.

I heard a voice saying 'I want to show you something, will you let me?' He asked that because I had stopped going to Heaven when I was 13yrs. I wanted to die at that age and I was starving myself so I could go home-anorexia. I had OOBEd to Heaven and knocked on the pearly gates and said 'I want to come home'. The angel behind the gates said 'It is not your time. You have many other things to do.' I knew he wasn't going to let me in. Then he said 'You mustn't stay there as it is very dangerous.'

(Later I found out liars, murders and dogs are in this part outside of the gates according to the Bible. The dogs are not earthly dogs, there are Bible code for those from the Sirius system (Dog constellation.)
So I never went back, till Jesus asked me.

I felt my spirit leave my body. It was left in a arms raised at shoulder height position and didn't move one muscle, till I returned.
I went through a kind of tunnel, of blue with stars. A Spirit met me, hugged me and we carried on up(?) Another two Spirits met me and hugged, each speaking over me the gifts of the Holy Spirit. As if this was a cleansing ritual.
I came up out of a wide river next to a grassy bank and I was totally dry. I stepped onto the bank and saw Jesus. We talked (can't remember) and up river there was a waterfall. I have always loved waterfalls, even before that.

I saw my mum, who was very different. In life she was morbidly obese and had died of diabetes complications. But here she was tall, long blonde hair and trim.
There were other people there but I don't know them as there were from my ancestry. Only the last few generations have become Christians.

She took me to her home and on her front room wall, above her fireplace, was my picture of the waterfall painting I owned. She had painted it and asked Jesus to send me a copy.

Other stuff happened which I can share (Jesus only shows me stuff I can share, He keeps it simple with me.)

But this is the thing that I hope encourages you, when things get tough;
I was reading the Kolbrin Bible, as I am a Mystery finder/researcher.
(Jesus has shown me answers to many mysteries. I am sure He has given all that you will need but I would love to share with you weapons against the enemy He has given me for these end times, for example that you can change time and space if you know the KEY.)
Well in the Kolbrin Bible there is a paragraph that describes the grassy bank and waterfall to a tee. Apparently it is a well-known entrance to Heaven!

IN the same visit I was taken to an area where people were literally walking in darkness. The only light was the circle around Jesus, and I was in that circle of light.
I reached out to touch one man and he disappeared, only for a flower to pop up in the same space. He was no longer walking in darkness.

I went back to my body.
Then He asked me again would I like to see something else? I was anxious but I was very curious, so I said yes.

This time I just appeared there. ON earth my body was not moving and was wearing sandals. In Heaven I was wearing nothing on my feet. That was a very strange feeling.
Then I noticed that the floor, my feet were standing on, was made of gold. BUT it was warm-it was living. My jaw dropped and I looked up at Jesus who was grinning at me, as if He was thinking, I knew she would think that.

I walked forward into the main road, out of a room. I saw a tree next to Jesus (Tree of life) and I stepped over a small clear run of water-a foot wide. I looked over the balcony that ran parallel to the riverlet. I was very high up and realised I was on the mountain in Revelation-the Bride-the Jewel.
I know people say the New Jerusalem City, where the Bride goes is a cube-I saw a pyramid. A clear pyramid made of clear gold.
On each level there are many, many rooms. The walls are clear too. The river flows from the Throne down to each level, via the corners of the pyramid. With the light and the splashing of the water there are rainbows that cover the Pyramid corners. It is very beautiful, and it already exists. This river then flows wider throughout Heaven.

I could see one of the gates and I saw a man enter it and he was holding the bridle of a cow, as if he was coming to show the cow off as a pet.

When I returned to my body the second time, I turned around to the Church's elder's wife. She told me 'You have been to Heaven' before I even had a chance to tell her. She never did ask me what I saw though.

Well that wasn't the last time I went to Heaven nor was it the last time I had an OOBE in the service of the Messiah.

An interesting point I was also 44yrs last April!!!

I have a post on GLP (if they didn't erase it) about Ezekiel's vision and a weapon that turns you to dust. (This weapon was used in the Twin towers event.) Black triangle ships went back in time to 1987 to kill everyone. God then turned back time to a new timeline, last February 2012.
(Four winds blow to join the bones together and the flesh-this is time being reversed.)

They are going to try to do it again according to the Bible; Joel 2.
But the next time Jesus comes back with an Army; the Man child/Bride in Revelation.

And I have worked out in Revelation 7 that Time stops dead still-the 'four winds are stopped from blowing on earth'. This means time is being affected.

This I believe is the white light people are seeing, they think it is death but it a new timeline-there will be two. It will happen in a split second....to us.
In Revelation it states Babylon is fallen, fallen; TWICE.
This means Babylon will fall both physically and spiritually; TWICE. Babylon will only fall once, so this means there must be two timelines.

I believe the Wrath of God will be on one timeline...
and the woman who goes into the wilderness (which means she has more to learn about living in brotherly love before she goes to Heaven) in Rev 12, will be in another timeline.

This would also explain why the locusts only torment those who have the mark of the Beast. (I could be wrong but I don't think I am.)

And many years ago I realised that that has to be first a secret rapture and then 3.5 yrs later the final trumpet rapture.
And then after an undisclosed time (this could be less than 3.5yrs)Jesus will touch the Earth, in a rescue of Israel, just after going to Bozrah to dip His robe in the slain enemies blood.
Revelation covers 10 years not 7 yrs. Look at the Sardis church. I have found starcodes in Revelation with dates, when the Seals were opened.

My mission was to stop the enemy, so the Bride didn't have to be rescued before the time God wants the first rapture to occur.
We could have gone one year after 11.11.11 as it takes one year to make a Bride ready according to Book of Esther.

The enemy has been trying to get the bride raptured via disasters;
XR3b to distort the Van Allen belt to erase the Man-child's DNA.
Minden UFO was shot down as it was trying to ignite the Louisiana sinkhole- would have led to New Madrid fault ripping open and a worldwide disaster. (Keywords were Orion the hunter and the Sandman.)
Hurricane Sandy was started by man but God steered it to stop anyone else igniting the Louisiana sinkhole.
Alaskan underground pyramid was turned on red wavelength
-would have led to increased aggression globally. This was turned to violet wavelength. As was the Sun.

There have been others but I can't remember them all.
God is in control but He won't do it without us.

God bless. I doubt if you have any questions but if you do just ask.