So sorry. 17 years was a good long life and I'm sure you made them wonderful years for Cricket. You will see him and be with him in your dreams. Please take comfort in those visits. Again, I am so sorry for your loss.

As an aside, 25 years ago I had a German Shepherd who would come to me and get me when my daughter, a toddler, was about to have a seizure. The dog would then stand over her till it stopped, and then remain there, laying by her side for a long time. Dogs are wonderful souls.