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RazorswitLazers User ID: 667618 United States 12/29/2012 08:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Holidays are like that for me as well. I'm only 24 but I feel like I've seen enough. At least you have your children...That's the only thing I have to look forward to but really seeing the people in this world along with their agendas I doubt I could find anyone, especially someone I can stand. Sometimes life is way too real. Thanks tho. "Time you enjoy wasting was not wasted." -John Lennon |
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wisc_natureboy User ID: 31084340 United States 12/29/2012 08:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, it is a good thing I believe in them. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 Life has been the shittier in the past 8 days than in the past 5 years and it is really getting old. I am not one to be all depressed. I don't even really cry unless someone dies. No one died. My kids are healthy and fed. It's the holidays. All of this over a guy? A guy that I left? What the hell is my problem? This is ridiculous. I hope everyone else is doing okay and I'm just going to keep sending positive energy to all of you. Too bad we're not closer, I'd pop in and make you feel better. ;-`) We all breathe the same air. .-.. --- ...- . / .- .-.. .-.. |
BRIEF User ID: 31033836 United States 12/29/2012 08:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, it is a good thing I believe in them. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 Life has been the shittier in the past 8 days than in the past 5 years and it is really getting old. I am not one to be all depressed. I don't even really cry unless someone dies. No one died. My kids are healthy and fed. It's the holidays. All of this over a guy? A guy that I left? What the hell is my problem? This is ridiculous. I hope everyone else is doing okay and I'm just going to keep sending positive energy to all of you. Why do you think you couldn't keep him? I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked. |
RazorswitLazers User ID: 667618 United States 12/29/2012 08:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, it is a good thing I believe in them. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 Life has been the shittier in the past 8 days than in the past 5 years and it is really getting old. I am not one to be all depressed. I don't even really cry unless someone dies. No one died. My kids are healthy and fed. It's the holidays. All of this over a guy? A guy that I left? What the hell is my problem? This is ridiculous. I hope everyone else is doing okay and I'm just going to keep sending positive energy to all of you. Too bad we're not closer, I'd pop in and make you feel better. ;-`) Sad, but true. Everyone's down for a little of the ol' in out, in out. Another reason why I'm sick of everyone and everything. Like a fuck is going to save the world and all the villainous people in it. Maybe I'm just cranky, but just observations, pay no attention. "Time you enjoy wasting was not wasted." -John Lennon |
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IndigoSerenity76 (OP) User ID: 26030910 United States 12/29/2012 08:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, it is a good thing I believe in them. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 Life has been the shittier in the past 8 days than in the past 5 years and it is really getting old. I am not one to be all depressed. I don't even really cry unless someone dies. No one died. My kids are healthy and fed. It's the holidays. All of this over a guy? A guy that I left? What the hell is my problem? This is ridiculous. I hope everyone else is doing okay and I'm just going to keep sending positive energy to all of you. Why do you think you couldn't keep him? I could've. I left him 10 months ago. He tried for the past 10 months and I finally decided to listen to what he had to say 2 weeks or so ago. By then, he had just met some other girl. Says he wants me back but doesn't want to hurt her because she didn't leave him, I did. "Imagine no possessions" "As Above, So Below" )O( Rach |
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BRIEF User ID: 31033836 United States 12/29/2012 08:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, it is a good thing I believe in them. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 Life has been the shittier in the past 8 days than in the past 5 years and it is really getting old. I am not one to be all depressed. I don't even really cry unless someone dies. No one died. My kids are healthy and fed. It's the holidays. All of this over a guy? A guy that I left? What the hell is my problem? This is ridiculous. I hope everyone else is doing okay and I'm just going to keep sending positive energy to all of you. Why do you think you couldn't keep him? I could've. I left him 10 months ago. He tried for the past 10 months and I finally decided to listen to what he had to say 2 weeks or so ago. By then, he had just met some other girl. Says he wants me back but doesn't want to hurt her because she didn't leave him, I did. Well, looks like you identified your problem then...problem solved, right? I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked. |
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HippyAwakened User ID: 1667285 United States 12/29/2012 08:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Remember the reasons why you got out of the relationship. You say no one died, but the end of any loving relationship is like a death, even if you were the one to walk away. Mourn it, don't avoid those feelings. Own them, feel them, and let them and the relationship go. I feel only then can you really move on with the business of making your life happy again in your way! Tomato-tard |
IndigoSerenity76 (OP) User ID: 26030910 United States 12/29/2012 08:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, it is a good thing I believe in them. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 Life has been the shittier in the past 8 days than in the past 5 years and it is really getting old. I am not one to be all depressed. I don't even really cry unless someone dies. No one died. My kids are healthy and fed. It's the holidays. All of this over a guy? A guy that I left? What the hell is my problem? This is ridiculous. I hope everyone else is doing okay and I'm just going to keep sending positive energy to all of you. Why do you think you couldn't keep him? I could've. I left him 10 months ago. He tried for the past 10 months and I finally decided to listen to what he had to say 2 weeks or so ago. By then, he had just met some other girl. Says he wants me back but doesn't want to hurt her because she didn't leave him, I did. Well, looks like you identified your problem then...problem solved, right? LOL. My problem is that I shouldn't feel this way because I left him...but I do. "Imagine no possessions" "As Above, So Below" )O( Rach |
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IndigoSerenity76 (OP) User ID: 26030910 United States 12/29/2012 08:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sending healing energy and prayers your way, OP. Quoting: HippyAwakened Remember the reasons why you got out of the relationship. You say no one died, but the end of any loving relationship is like a death, even if you were the one to walk away. Mourn it, don't avoid those feelings. Own them, feel them, and let them and the relationship go. I feel only then can you really move on with the business of making your life happy again in your way! Thank you. Awesome advice :). It is hard when he is telling me he is letting me go because I hurt him, but then hours later telling me how he loves me and is just afraid of being hurt. I told him to stop contacting me and he emailed me saying "she isn't you...I miss you...why do I have to lose you...". So I told him to tell her, it isn't fair not to. Well, he did, she bawled and he got mad at me for "making" him tell her. "Imagine no possessions" "As Above, So Below" )O( Rach |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 25993493 Canada 12/29/2012 09:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I could've. I left him 10 months ago. He tried for the past 10 months and I finally decided to listen to what he had to say 2 weeks or so ago. By then, he had just met some other girl. Says he wants me back but doesn't want to hurt her because she didn't leave him, I did. Well, looks like you identified your problem then...problem solved, right? LOL. My problem is that I shouldn't feel this way because I left him...but I do. Welcome to the past 4 years of my life. |
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IndigoSerenity76 (OP) User ID: 26030910 United States 12/29/2012 09:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 I could've. I left him 10 months ago. He tried for the past 10 months and I finally decided to listen to what he had to say 2 weeks or so ago. By then, he had just met some other girl. Says he wants me back but doesn't want to hurt her because she didn't leave him, I did. Well, looks like you identified your problem then...problem solved, right? LOL. My problem is that I shouldn't feel this way because I left him...but I do. Welcome to the past 4 years of my life. Sorry to hear that :( "Imagine no possessions" "As Above, So Below" )O( Rach |
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Artaius User ID: 31071665 Germany 12/29/2012 09:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thanks. I think sending miracles to one another is the best working method to make them real. Wishing well one another. There will come a time when you believe everything ends. This will be the beginning [Louis L'Amour] ~ A r c t u r u s |
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geminilion User ID: 12895036 United States 12/29/2012 09:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Life can be overwhelming sometimes, vent all you want, get it out, cry a little. You seem like a strong woman, you'll pick yourself up in no time and be better then ever. I know it's cliche but things really do happen for a reason sometimes, you'll get your miracle. I really hope you feel better soon...the holidays don't help either in my opinion. Last Edited by geminilion on 12/29/2012 09:38 PM ..."The soul is dyed the color of its thoughts. Think only on those things that are in line with your principles and can bear the light of day. The content of your character is your choice. Day by day, what you choose, what you think, and what you do is who you become. Your integrity is your destiny ... it is the light that guides your way." Heraclitus |
IndigoSerenity76 (OP) User ID: 26030910 United States 12/29/2012 09:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There was a reason he was not right for 10 months. Did he win you iver or are you just settling now bc of the hoidays and wishing you were with someone? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6069405 Is he worth the miracle? Well, I thought the kids and I needed a break and I was afraid to go back to the same hell. Over that 10 months, I've seen a lot of the problems that we have had get resolved or we have learned to handle them better. The holidays are a huge problem. Especially since I've been raising his daughter since she was 6 months (she is 5 1/2 and has no mom), and this was our first Christmas not together. So, instead of waking up with my 3 kids like she always has, she woke up with just him. "Imagine no possessions" "As Above, So Below" )O( Rach |