Am I Programmed? "Alien Abductee" tries to explain...

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I must have something wrong with my head. That's all I can say right now...

Please tell me the best way to explain things that are in my head. I am just trying to reach out to people, but I don't know how to communicate. I need some help to structure my thoughts into proper information that people will listen to.

Should I do a talk show? An interview? Maybe a blogTV show? BlogTalkRadio? Maybe someone can call me on Skype? I don't know.. all I know is my head is full of stuff that I can't get to pass through my lips.

I just made a thread on GLP:

Thread: Am I Programmed? "Alien Abductee" tries to explain...

Maybe you can help me extract what I am trying to say?

Remove the words "aliens" and "god" and just explain your experiences.

But that's a part of the whole problem. My experiences have proven to me that God is, indeed, real and so are the demons. They are pretending to be aliens. I am trying to explain to people, but they think I am a religious nut.

So, I tell them: No, see, the whole thing is, you need to forget about religion (particularly Catholicism). It is evil. But then the people who call themselves Christian (who are not Christian) get upset.

..and so on and so forth. And my personal experiences match no ones paradigm and everyone gets upset with me, and no one wants to listen for one preconceived notion or another.

The ironic thing is: The main reason people cite they don't want to listen to me, is because they say I am indoctrinated and have preconceived notions.

I am trying to say that of them.

A Follow Up Video

A helicopter just flew directly over the top of my house (which happens all the time).

I have black unmarked helicopters over my house day and night.

I just ran outside and recorded it.

I am currently uploading the video to YouTube.

See, I think there's a reason why I can't explain things.

I think someone doesn't want me to!

OP i guess your ok and on the right track about aliens.

Check her [link to www.tribulation-now.org]

And read the complete story about angels etc you will be amazed and feel like coming home.

God bless you.

But that's a part of the whole problem. My experiences have proven to me that God is, indeed, real and so are the demons. They are pretending to be aliens. I am trying to explain to people, but they think I am a religious nut.

So, I tell them: No, see, the whole thing is, you need to forget about religion (particularly Catholicism). It is evil. But then the people who call themselves Christian (who are not Christian) get upset.

..and so on and so forth. And my personal experiences match no ones paradigm and everyone gets upset with me, and no one wants to listen for one preconceived notion or another.

The ironic thing is: The main reason people cite they don't want to listen to me, is because they say I am indoctrinated and have preconceived notions.

I am trying to say that of them.


Let me say I agree that the aliens are demon's Don't try to hard to convince other people just run the idea past them in casual conversation if they want to talk about it they will, if they don't leave the subject either way you will have planted the seed of truth.A few day's/ week's later when you see them again just casually drop into the conversation your earlier discussion water the seed so to speak.
You can guarantee they have thought it over weather they admit it or not but in the privacy of their own mind.
People are more afraid of what their peers will think but you will have done you'r part,remember we are up against unimaginable forces and can only do so much.
If people wont listen bless an pray for them in you'r heart just be subtle and don't beat yourself up about it concentrate on the good you can do waking the people up subtly - God know's what you are doing for his people in the name of his son.

Well, the thing is. I am starting to think that it's not just exra-dimensional entities that have been harassing me, but also something a lot closer to home.

A lot of things don't add up. I think someone/something has been keeping tabs on me all my life. I don't have 100% proof, but I have a lot of telltale signs.

Just as soon as I started making these two videos above, a helicopter came directly over my house. I think someone probably came to zap my brain into submission or something.

So, I have decided to make all the videos I can and also record the helicopter, to prove (even if its just to myself) that I don't have to stop talking.

Even if I make an idiot out of myself. At least I will know that I didn't just decide not to talk for the 5000th time.

I just made another video. I will upload now (as well as the helicopter that just went over my house)...
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More Alien Abduction Videos (tongue in cheek)



Oh, I make some videos - and here comes the helicopter (again).



This helicopter just flew over my house (just now).

Don't worry about helicopters we aren't that important to them, jus't keep the faith-spread the word that's good enough mate-and get a good nights sleep you look like you could do with it.Try and take it one thing at the time no-one can change things on their own you are doing you you'r best.You can be of little help if you make yourself ill Godbless mate.

^^ I'm with them.
If you can't sleep at night, try doing it in the day. That's what I had to do when I couldn't tell the difference between PTSD and current reality. Night sucks.

Well, I absolutely hate going to bed. I never ever want to go to bed. I'll end up going to bed just as the sun is coming up.

I haven't slept well the last couple of nights, because I heard a HUGE thump on the side of my house 2 nights ago. I'm talking like it sounded as though someone literally took a flying leap and kicked my door.

So I turned all the lights around the house on and all the lights inside off. And then I spent the rest of the night standing at my front door, looking out, until the sun came up. With the fly screen locked but the inside door open so I could see out.

So, since then I have been staying up all night - just in case someone tries to get in.

This morning, I check the back door and the security screen was unlocked and the back door was closed but not completely. I don't know how it got open. Someone could just have let themselves in.

Iv'e been woken by all sorts of noise's most of the time Iv'e been half in a dream state and my dream carries on for a few second's when I wake up.once I realised this I learned to ignore every crash bang click etc and just go back to sleep,I think that my brain has subconciously picked up on the fact there is no real threat and it dosn't happen very often now.

your not the only one

I say keep talking or trying to express what it is you have in your head or on your mind. just keep talking until it comes out the way you want to express it. over and over if need be. Getting it out will help your anxiety.

Sleep does sound like it would help. I am not a doctor but when I volunteered at the VA the doctors would suggest Benadryle (SP?) for hives or allergies...to help them veterans sleep doesn't interfere with other medications but be sure to check with your doctor first.

I wasn't asleep. I was wide awake at my computer. I thought a meteor hit the side of my house or something.

The Vatican is the right hand of Satan.

I just created this video 2 seconds ago..

Whatever it was hasn't done any harm or damage to you or your property so I wouldn't give it another thought.I'm talking from experience here sometimes what you worry about is less harmful than the stress of worrying about it.
You know what they say- what dosn't kill you makes you stronger- thats a fact.

Actually, I have been harmed.

I'll make a video about that now and upload it.

You got that right about religion Jesus hated religion that's why he was crucified he knew the truth and was hated for it.Faith in god, love and help your fellow man is his message.

Have I been injured?

www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWYrYeVrQZw

See also, my video called "Marked" (almost 3 years old)

sorry..

Here's the video:

have I been injured?



..and "Marked":

OP I have the same perspective as you and I'm having some of the same problems!!!!

I am so glad that you posted!!!!!!

Could that be a spider bite op ? from what Iv'e heard about Aus just about everthing there want's to poison or eat you:)
that could also explain the numbness and generaly feling like crap!. maybe worth checking out,It's possible that your Doc had the same idea but did not want to worry you.Anyway op your best weapon in this life is your faith If god is with us who can stand against us. Iv'e got to go now stay strong mate it'll be worth it in the end! Godbless

wow, I just watched that Marked video.

I did not look well, huh?

I was very sick.

I've been through some really tough times, through all of this. People don't understand I have been tortured all my life. If anyone has experience with this "phenomena", it's me. That's why I get so resentful when people don't take me seriously or think they know more than me.

I have been through hell guys. I have been really, truly hurt an injured, and traumatized to the point where I thought I was dying. And LOOKED like I was dying.

I was literally asked by a woman at the corner store (that I was a regular at for years), who looked at me with deep compassion one day: "Are you dying?". I went home shattered. That's how sick I was, through all of this. And that was another time a year or so before the "marked" video when I was being attacked and "visited". I was walking around nearly dead because of it all.

I am not playing games or looking for attention people. I am trying to reach out and explain what's been going on and what's in my head and what I see.

And I can tell you that it wasn't until I started calling on Jesus that all this went away. I know now, that if they ever come back, I can call on Jesus name. Jesus is real people. I know He is. I am a living testimony to tell you He is real and He has power over these demons who tried so many times to kill me.

It is really hard for me to have gone through all this and people just fob me off, like I am just telling stories. People need to know I am being serious, and I know what I am talking about.

It wasn't a spider bite mate.

I have woken up numerious times with injuries like this.

They're not all spider bites.

I knwo what has happened.

Something/someone has injured me.

Am I indoctrinated?

you are not alone OP. god bless your courage to speak about it...

i got the mark too....

Another video, just uploaded:

I was being trained by dark entities, but I left the program to serve the Lord (Oh, and I stabbed an alien).

OP research the healing code, and keep praying!