A Hexagonal Tower on an Endless Desert

Did my email reach you? It just says "this is me" or something like that.

Pagan/Wicca is Christianity's scapegoat IMO. Everything bad that happens to fundamentalists will be blamed on Satan, or a witch, or Lilith, etc etc. Whatever they can come up with that "sounds bad" to them.

Lillith? This? [link to en.wikipedia.org]
I can always recognize a channel, that is cool you can do that. Do you do it on here ever?

Lillith? This? [link to en.wikipedia.org]
I can always recognize a channel, that is cool you can do that. Do you do it on here ever?

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Almost always...

My channeling is a bit different than normal... I am a "Two-Spirit" and for me the female personality has a tendency to assert itself. I used to channel Lilith to just speak with her, for hours at a time sometimes.

Unfortunately to an external observer that just looks like I am a babbling lunatic

Since I am so completely merged with the spirit of Lilith, I rarely do that anymore.

If my male side is active, I can be absolutely vicious. Like in some of the Gem matrix entries in the preceding pages.

So generally I allow the female side to remain active...

Yeah so on that thread lol. I was like "Witches/Pagans don't even believe in Satan! That is the irony of all that stuff, and we don't harm people because it comes back 3 times is what we believe. I mean in every day life, more than Buddhism karma. A "witch"(/pagan) woudn't never do bad stuff to anyone because it comes back. Darkness pushes back...

Do you think that "me tell u" stuff is a channel?

So question, is it sort of DID then?

Ishtar...is that the same as Isis?

Pretty close come to think of it, but Ishtar is Sumerian. [link to en.wikipedia.org]

Yeah that is why I was wondering, because they have their equivalent counterparts in various cultures AND WHY? PROBABLY BECAUSE THERE IS SOME TRUTH TO THEIR EXISTANCE maybe. The Bible even talks about how "gods came down and took women and had children"
Thread: me tel u now so u belive me 15 may

What is IADD?

Yeah, and you're actually the reason I started being more careful how I post about Schizophrenia btw. Sorry about some of my post to fucktards in the past on the Adam Lanza thing. I really feel bad because I was speaking to a generality and more to the stupidity that antidepressants can make people violent and kill people.

You don't take meds do you? How did you figure out how to deal?

Is this explanation of geomatra what geomatrix is?
[link to zoeylizabeth.wordpress.com]
"Physical reality is a consciousness program created by digital codes. Numbers, numeric codes, define our existence. Human DNA, our genetic memory, is encoded to be triggered by digital codes at specific times and frequencies. Those codes awaken the mind to the change and evolution of consciousness. 11:11 is one of those codes, meaning activation of DNA."

What are the Schizophrenia symptoms you have to deal with? If that's okay to ask?

I need to crash. (sleep) You can email me that if you want and don't want to put it on the board.

Zero.

I have never "hallucinated" (ie, seen something that was ABSOLUTELY not present). Not even with drugs.

I once had insomnia for 49 days. My perceptual issues stabilized at around week 2.

It only manifests more or less as it should, now.

In ancient societies schizophrenics were singled out at an early age, and they were trained to be leaders, diplomats, shamans, and doctors...

Schizo's really get a bum deal these days.

Why do they think you have it then?

[link to www.zerohedge.com]

This document is one of several found by The Associated Press in buildings recently occupied by Al-Qaeda fighters in Timbuktu, Mali. Written by Abdullah bin Mohammed, apparently with God’s help, with the goal "of disabling the new strategy of the American army at the medium or long-range levels," through three methods: the formation of a public opinion to stand against the attacks, deterring of spies, and tactics of deception and blurring. These 22 tactics are as follows...

1. It is possible to know the intention and the mission of the drone by using the Russian-made “sky grabber” device to infiltrate the drone’s waves and the frequencies. The device is available in the market for $2,595 and the one who operates it should be a computer-know-how.
2. Using devices that broadcast frequencies or pack of frequencies to disconnect the contacts and confuse the frequencies used to control the drone. The Mujahideen have had successful experiments using the Russian-made “Racal.”
3. Spreading the reflective pieces of glass on a car or on the roof of the building.
4. Placing a group of skilled snipers to hunt the drone, especially the reconnaissance ones because they fly low, about six kilometers or less.
5. Jamming of and confusing of electronic communication using the ordinary water-lifting dynamo fitted with a 30-meter copper pole.
6. Jamming of and confusing of electronic communication using old equipment and keeping them 24-hour running because of their strong frequencies and it is possible using simple ideas of deception of equipment to attract the electronic waves devices similar to that used by the Yugoslav army when they used the microwave (oven) in attracting and confusing the NATO missiles fitted with electromagnetic searching devices. Using general confusion methods and not to use permanent headquarters.

...see the link for the other tips.

...I can't keep the shit down to be honest.

I usually get designer psychedelics, 2C-E being the best IMO.

Ayahuasca is supposed to make acid/shrooms/etc seem like a couple joints.

Hmmm...?

[link to youtu.be]

Floor is yours, Nobody...

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I don't like the word "moshiach".



It reminds me of that "thing" that I hate. For some reason.