Good thread people. My main concern and greatest fear is that I somehow lose my drive to keep on driving. It seems as well that at times my mind will try and do that to me, I guess its to always keep a contrast. Contrast between that epic feeling of bliss when you think of something that really clicks and synches, and the feeling of deep, vast and dark emptiness, which results for me in a feeling I can only described as depressed.

But the funniest and most ironic lesson I have learned is that if it wasn't for my states of darkness I would have no contrast for the states of enlightenment.

Strange the ways of the world are hgmm